
I looked at his two eyes that began to age.With the tears he was glued to look at me.So it feels atmaku.Then I slowly looked at his fragile fingers.My lips complained for a moment, I was complaining,gray in the cloudiness makes my heart unable to hide the turbulent sadness ambushed kolbu.I am unable to stem the roar of my tears that spilled incessantly in my tidiness.
Hix...Hix...Hix....
"Bun, don't get sick again ya bun.Rani will not be able to lose mother.Only mother that Rani has a bun.Mother must recover yes bun.Mother must promise with Rani if not will not be sick again yes Bun.Mother must be healthy."
I kept crying hugging my mother and I didn't care if everyone looked at me.
Slowly the mother began to respond to me.With her body that is still weak and helpless.His fragile hands began to return my embrace.Her fingers caressed my head gently.Silent and peaceful my heart can hug the mother like this.Mu Sri slowly approached me,he also gently stroked my shoulder.
"Ran, the strong yes son.Rani can not cry.Pity mother later even more sad if you see Rani crying like this."
Sister Riska also took my hand,
"Yes dek, don't cry anymore ya.Bene said mom, then mom so sad see Rani crying."
The words of Ms. Sri and Mbak Riska bouncy Isak weepingku.True their inner speech in my heart.I look at the face of the one and sad mother, her lips are still locked.Akh, the,so still weak physically.Then I quickly wiped my tears and I kissed mother's forehead.
"Sorry Rani yes bun, because it has made the mother sad.Rani promises Bun.Rani will not cry anymore," I said with a small smile.
Mother who looked at me returned my smile by cupping her eyes slowly.Not long after the doctor and nurse entered the room to check the state of the mother.I and others had to get out of the room during the mother's examination heavy heart I also stepped out in the accompaniment of Bu Sri and Mbak Riska who are on my left and right.I and others sit in the waiting chair in front of the mother's room.My inner wrestle with my asak.May mother fine, my door in my heart.
Mats...Mats...Mats..
Raindrops began to fall soaking the earth.The air slowly became cold.Rain which represents cloudy in my inner heart.Then I permission to Bu Sri and others to come out.I love the rain.The sparkling sound makes my heart become peaceful and calm.My feelings are grey represented by rainwater falling.By slowly poking into the hospital corridor.I walked towards a slightly open place.Kutarik my breath slowly, slowly,enjoy the distinctive aroma of rain.Then came me at the corner of the hospital corridor connected to the park.Kuttengatkan both my hands enjoy the raindrops that fall on my palm.Kedua my eyes closed while enjoying the splashing of the rain dance that plays in the palm of my hand.
BYURR......
Suddenly my face was flushed by the cold rain.When I was surprised and immediately opened my eyes.The tall body and sharp eyes I knew stood right in front of me.
"Sir Reno?" I was surprised.
"Why shocked?,"he asked cynically.
Then he quickly pulled my arm and threw my body against the wall.By quickly his hands locked my arm.Air face and face met so close that made me and himself mute for a moment.
I felt anger in the look in his eyes.Hatred in his breath.
"What is your real purpose?is money?wealth ?fame?or do you just want to take advantage of my family's kindness?answer that!quickly answer!,"with his voice rising.
I just kept quiet trying to remove the grip of his hand from my arm that was so strong.
"Why are you silent?does your silence mean that all my words are true?, "he said.
Then I tried to turn my face away from her but she quickly grabbed my face to look at her,
"Why are you turning away?look at my face if you want to talk.Let's tell me what your real purpose is!.I really hate you so much that I hate you, "he said.
With a slight sigh I tried to answer his question,
"It's up to you to think.If what you say is done then let me go and let me go," I told him.
Hearing my words he got angry and added a strong grip on my body,
"What say!let you go.Don't dream.The beginning of your destruction will only begin now.And I'll never let you go after all your dirty games against my family and have ruined my life".
I kept trying to get away from her grip which made my body start to hurt,
He also looked happy to see me groaning in pain and pressing my body even more strongly,
"ill?it hurts," she said.
"Take me off" I told him.
"I'm not happy to see you suffer like this" he laughed cynically.
"You're a mean and cruel man" I said.
"Did you say I was cruel and evil?isn't the real you an evil woman disguised as a mask of innocence to deceive everyone."
The rain fell more and more heavily enveloping the cold air that was unable to extinguish the flames of hatred against me.
With annoyance he pulled my hand firmly.My painful moans were ignored by him.His steady and fast steps made my body stagger following his steps.
"You said I'm a mean and cruel man, don't you.Well, I'll show you the true meaning of evil and cruel to you."
Then he quickly pulled me and threw my body hard under the rain.
BUKKK...
I fell down, my body fell down and my lips kissed the cobblestone streets in the hospital garden area.Aughhhh.
He walked closer without rain drops,
"Hey, cheater.This is just the beginning of the meaning of your suffering," he shouted with a laugh.
I turned towards him slowly while trying to get up.In the swift rain a faint sound of someone calling my name,
"Ran, Raniiiii," he said as he ran to me.
Reno looked at the young man,
"Roy?hey you do that, don't be pretentious to be Roy's hero," said Reno Kak ketus while walking away leaving me and Roy with his happy face.
Brother Roy ran through the rain.He then helped me to stand.I saw the look of his eyes were so worried in his view.
"Are you okay Ran?,"he asked to confirm.
I tried to turn my whole face to him, but his facial expression immediately changed to surprise me,
"O Allah and thy lips and thy forehead shall bleed".
So quickly he immediately helped me stand up and away from the rain that made me and himself become soaked.
"Did Reno do all this?", he asked.
But I just kept quiet.See the look on his face that was holding back was upset and sad to see my condition.
At a glance my eyes and Kak Roy clashed.Under the rain.In the mystery of his eyes that condition of meaning.
He led me to walk.