Hold on or let go!

The Eps 90

Alby was still trailing up to Lek Sarman's house behind the stall and not too far away.

"Miss! We need to talk!", Alby grabbed my shoulder.

I threw my body on the living room couch of Lek Sarman's house. A few seconds later, both of my legs arrived home.

"Well what else are you?", Lek Sarman clutched Alby's collar again.

The one who was sitting was finally standing up again. Anyway, I don't want anything to go wrong with them.

"Mas, patience! Don't play violent!", Lek Dar pulls Lek Sarman out of Alby.

"But this boy has made our niece suffer, Mom!", said Sarman.

"Sit down! Sit down!", Dar pulled Sarman to sit next to him. I sat back, just on the single sofa. So Alby and I sat apart.

"She, earlier...Alby's sorry."

Alby bowed and spoke softly in front of the two people whom I considered my own parents.

"Well, after you apologize, everything will be fine again like before? Yes?", snapped Lek Sarman. I also got jerked. Really, just this time I saw the anger of a Sarman. As long as I was cared for by him, he never once raised his voice.

"I had to lek. Even if I could choose, I wouldn't want to do it. But I'm desperate!"

"Bo*oh men are like that!", Sarman told Alby.

I still choose silence for now.

"I'm a fool, Lek, I hurt Bia. But Alby is really just in love with Bia Lek!", Alby said.

"That's just stupid! You are Go**k and to****!", said Sarman again.

"Enough mas. Don't swear at such harsh language mas!", Dar rubbed her husband's shoulder.

I'm lek Dar speaking up.

"By, whether you have to or not. You've hurt our daughter. We've left Bia, just like you. Keep it in check, dear. Not to be hurt like this."

Lek Dar sighed. I still see Alby's fingers moving indeterminate. Yes, he must be uncomfortable this time. Of course, in the trial by my guardian must have made his guts shrink.

"You, as the head of the family should protect your wife. If there's anything, talk to your wife. Don't decide everything by yourself By."

"Sorry Lek!", said Alby.

"Bia, less serve what are you heum? He lives in your house, obeys all your decisions. If he wanted to, he would have been more worthy to live here. Sorry, not what Lek meant to insult you. Bia money a lot. But he chose to respect and respect you even though the living from you is not how comparable with what Bia has. Because what? He appreciates you for upholding 'pride', not bothering and humiliating yourself in front of your wife's family."

Lek Dar's words were slow, but they sounded really painful to me. That means, I failed to save my own husband's disgrace.

"How do you sell your self-esteem to mas Tama?", asked Sarman suddenly. Alby looked up at the embarrassing question.

"Can't you accept your wife's offer? How expensive is your self-esteem that you are not sure the woman who accompanied you all this time can not help you?? Answer!", snapped Sarman again.

"It's not about the nominal lek. At that time, Mr. Hartama threatened me. If I refuse, there will be bad things that happen to Mak and Bia."

"Threatening? Who do you think he is?", asked Sarman again.

"Mister Hartama's threat really happened lek. He blocked Mak's access to medical care at the time. Alby didn't have a choice lek."

"Please Neng, Lek! Give Alby a chance! At least for the baby in Bia's womb."

"You think your son will lose you a father's love when he's born? Nah! There's me! I could be a father and a grandfather to him later."

"Mas!", lek Dar slightly shouted.

"It's not a matter of defending. What difference do you make with Alby deciding for himself? Let Bia decide whether Alby deserves a chance or not."

I looked at Lek Dar's face which I felt was being fair this time.

"Neng, please give Aa a chance!", Alby sat on the floor. Composed in front of me.

"I need some time."

Alby clasped my hand, but I'm patty.

"I'll be separated from Silvy soon. I wouldn't care about Mom. It's up to Mr. Hartama what Mak wants."

My eyes are breaking. Is it possible that Alby's got that butter???

"Mak? Isn't the main reason we're like this because you love the same Mak? Why do you suddenly have the heart and seem so light your mouth to leave Silvy and Mak for me?"

"Because aa is just love with neng . Just need to neng Bia Aa."

I smiled cynically.

"Do you think, mister Hartama and Silvy will just let you go? At least once a bluff, you'll back off."

Alby nodded again.

"Ngga Neng's. Aa really wants you to give Aa a second chance. We fix everything."

"But I want us to split up!", I said.

"Don't neng! Please!", Alby covered his hands in front of me.

"You want what else? You've destroyed everything A! There's nothing to keep here anymore."

Lek Dar took her husband away. Allowing the young couple to talk to each other.

"But aa is just love. Neng knows that, right?"

"Never talk about love again A."

"Second I will fix everything!"

"My decision is already round A. We stay apart!", I said louder.

"Why do you want to be so separated from Aa?", now Alby is looking at me with emotion.

"Do not ask about the real reason you already know. I can't and won't be in honey!"

"Is it really just because of that? Is it not because Febri and Sakti are waiting for you?"

"Don't throw a baseless accusation A!"

''He heard for himself how they expected our farewell. You don't pretend you don't know anymore, do you???"

"Stop! Better get home! And wait for the subpoena in court!", I immediately headed for my room.

"Neng!", Alby was still banging on my bedroom door.

"Miss! Please give Aa a chance! ", said Alby again.

I don't know anymore. I leaned behind the door. A few minutes later, I heard no sign of Alby still here.

I've decided to stay separate from alby. I let go of Alby, because of my love for him. A love that shouldn't hurt each other.