Hold on or let go!

The 169 eps

The three handsome guys entered the dining room. Confused! Yes, the three of them felt confused to be among his superior family.

"Sit down!", said Galang. Dimas chose to sit next to Anika who was smiling. That means he sits face to face.... Sabrina.

Seto sat next to Sabrina, Febri next to Dimas.

"Dad will, you consider this father your father. I will not discriminate your father's treatment. Whether it's Sakti, Febri, Dimas or Seto. You're dad's kids. Especially.you Mas Sakti, Dimas!"

Sakti and Dimas looked up.

"You boys dad, in front of everyone you want to say. I bless Sakti and Bina, so do Anika and Dimas."

Dimas gulped his saliva violently. Didn't know that his boss would talk like that.

"Yes, thank you!", said Sakti happy and exchanged smiles with Sabrina.

"Well..!", call Anika with her powerful voice. Then he turned to look at the face of his lover who looked very surprised.

"Dad no problem if Anika...young marriage? Anika still wants to go to college!", said Anika.

Again Dimas gulped his saliva. Dry up! That's a dry throat!

"Well, how rich is that? Ask Dimas, would you not halalin?", asked Galang.

Dimas glared, not expecting his future father-in-law to talk like that. Febri and Seto just interlock the lyrics and code with their respective chins.

"Where's Dimas? You want to be serious too, will you father's youngest son? Kaya sakti to Sabrina?", asked Galang as if he was challenging him.

"God willing, sir!", said Dimas in a trembling voice.

Galang smiled.

"Ngga again. Call him father, except if again new working hours call father!", Galang commented a smile.

"Yes sir, uh..yah!", said Dimas.

"Mas, about when did you propose to Bina's parents?", asked Galang.

Sakti.

"Fastly yeah. If you can get married directly. Let the courtship run out that marriage, it's halal."

"Still the insinuation yes mas!", chirped Anika. Everyone laughed at Anika's response.

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Alarm Ki rang aloud right at two o'clock. I had set that hour so I would wake up for the night prayer.

After turning off my phone alarm, I got out of bed and went to the bathroom.

Slovenly? It's quiet, both of my lek must still be sleeping. Now, they are not too busy having to wake up blind early to shop for stalls. There are already children on duty for shopping and others.

Two o'clock past ten I was already rested before the Divine. Pray and ask for forgiveness for all my past sins.

My storytelling with Alby is in my memory. The days when we were just getting acquainted got to the point where we went on to the wedding.

I am caught up in my prayer. Was it really the decision I made. Why does this hurt feel like God? It hurts!

I closed my eyes, permeating every 'istighfar' I chanted. My alby ..oh no. He's not my Alby anymore.

Maybe after we split up, our relationship will be much better. No one else will be hurt.

I will no longer feel in my husband's honey. Alby is no longer dizzy when it comes to dividing his time and heart on two women who of course want him in the eye. And Silvy can get her rights as a wife. Alby's son will have a whole family.

'Maybe this is our way! By letting go, proving that love does not always have to hold each other together.'

'Slowly, all feelings will be healed and forgotten by time. Sooner or later.'

'I only market myself to You, Rabb. Strengthen me'

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Somewhere else....

Alby woke up from his sleep. He rushed to the bathroom. He has been asleep since eight o'clock after the Isya prayer.

The handsome man established his Sunnah prayer just as the pal Aris said. God willing, HE will give you the best way out.

'O Allah, if indeed I should separate from Bia, please be sincere with our hearts, O God. But if Bia is still my soul mate, please, reunite us. I love Bia O Allah. I don't know what happens if Bia really leaves me.'

Alby stood up and raised his hand. He still closed his eyes. Even the man was still sobbing in between his prayers. The issue attracted Silvy's attention lying on her bed.

Without realizing it, he melted his tears. It hurt so much she saw her husband crying over another woman even though she knew she was present in Alby's life first.

I made too many mistakes. I made them like this! Silvy's hand rubbed his slightly protruding stomach. Occasionally there was a twitching sensation in his stomach. And it happens often.

Honey, be healthy in there! Inner Silvy. Without wanting to disturb Alby's activities, Silvy wakes up from the bed slowly to the bathroom not far from his bed.

After he finished throwing away his wishes, Alby was still seen sitting in a prayer mat.

Slowly but surely, Silvy stepped onto Alby.

"By!", call Silvy down. Alby looked at me.

"Where did you come down?"

"Bathroom!", said Silvy. Alby got up and took Silvy back to bed.

"Why not call me!", asked Alby flatly.

"You are praying!", Silvy replied without taking his eyes off his handsome husband.

"Next time I wake up."

Alby tidied up the blanket to cover Silvy's body. He himself took off his sarong and tidied up the place where he had prayed.

"It's still night, sleep again!", Alby said as he lay down beside Silvy.

"By...?", call Silvy. But his gaze was still pointing towards the gawk.

"Will God accept my repentance?" asked Silvy. Alby looked at the twenty-year-old woman. He was young, seven years from him. Bia is the same age as Alby, only a few months apart. But as her respect, Bia always calls her Aa.

"God is merciful" replied Alby briefly.

"Then you and Bia want to excuse me?" asked Silvy. Now she faces her husband. Their eyes rubbed against each other.

"I've forgiven you, but.everything with Bia."

Silvy closed his eyes.

"Sorry!", he said softly but after that there was a sound of stuffing from his tiny lips. And. reflex, Alby grabbed his wife's body.

"Have rest. It's still night!", Alby's pinta again. Silvy nodded in Alby's arms. There is an indescribable sense of comfort. Silvy knows Alby has no love for her. Silvy knows, Alby's just this messy on her. Maybe even soon it will be gone. But..what are the chances of Alby and Bia coming back?

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