Hold on or let go!

The Eps 110

Silvy nodded in his head. Alby, who was in a different gurney, got up close to Silvy. Mr. Hartama is having business to the office even though it is late afternoon. While Mak and Mila tea came out of the room since a few minutes ago.

Slowly, silvy rubbed his eyes. The face of the person she first saw was her husband. Husband who does not consider his existence at all. Painful right?

"Where are you?" asked Alby, who was standing next to Silvy. He also wears patient clothes like Silvy.

"What is the importance of my situation? Wouldn't you be happier if I was all right? If I wasn't around, you'd be happier with your first wife, right?" Silvy said softly. But Alby knew the voice represented Silvy's feelings.

"Sorry, I know I hurt you. I can't treat you fairly, Fy. And from the beginning you knew it. You forced this situation."

Silvy smiled cynically. Looking at the handsome face he had but could not love himself.

"Is it because I'm ca*** ? Is that how bad I made you By?", asked Silvy in a trembling voice.

"No. But, I can't give you what you expect!"

"Ckk! You can give me a child, but why can't you give me your love? Little..saja! Am I just meant to be thrown away? To dump my mother? To dump my husband? Even the papa who has loved me all this time is not on my side???!!!"

Silvy squeezes her long unraveling hair.

"Argggggghhhh!", Silvy shouted out his anger.

Alby tried to calm his wife. But if he approached Silvy, he was also afraid that his wounds would reopen just like before.

"Go! I don't need you guys! Let me and your son die! Than later if my son was born just feel what I feel! I am not wanted! Arggggggghhhh!", Silvy was hysterical again. Alby hugged his wife. He doesn't care anymore about his injuries if it will open again because of Silvy who thrashed.

"Go by! Just go! I hate Bia! I hate it!", Silvy still yells in Alby's arms.

"I hate it like this. I hate! Hiks..hiks.!", Silvy's voice began to slow down.

"Quiet Vy! don't be like this!", said Alby slowly.

"Don't leave me By! I don't want to! If you leave me alone, I will really end my life and this baby!", isak Silvy in Alby's arms.

Alby's not flinching. He is in a very difficult position. The son that Silvy was innocent of. But the child that Bia was carrying was also his flesh blood. How could he hurt them all????

"You can be the same Bia, By! But never leave me and our son! Give me a little bit of your love By, hiks ...hiks...!"

Alby rubbed his face violently. He realized, his blood was again seeping in his stomach. But.maybe the pain is not how compared with the pain that Bia and Silvy feel at this time.

"I don't want to split up with you. Don't want to!", said Silvy still hugging her husband's waist.

"Yes!", replied Alby briefly. But those three letters actually make a little happy gap in the corner of Silvy's heart.

"Rest then. I want to call a doctor! My wounds are open again!", said Alby grimacing slightly. Silvy let go of his embrace. She looked at the wound on her husband's stomach. If Alby hadn't prevented it at that time, it might have been the wound on Silvy's body.

"Sorry, it has made you this wound!", Silvy said as he rubbed a trace of tears on his cheek. There's no word from Alby.

"By!"

Alby who was about to step into his gurney stopped.

"Say! You will never leave me!", said Silvy. Alby flinching.

"Please say By. Promise me!" said Silvy once more.

"Yes, I will not leave you!" said Alby slowly. Silvy was happy to hear it, her eyes fixed towards the door. He knew Bia had been there since. She was sure that her husband's first wife had heard the promise.

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"What stamp?", asked Anika with her song.

"Goddess!", I said a little loudly.

"You're a child, don't need to know!" said the Goddess. My old boyfriend and roommate were famous for their cablak.

"Some of you why the hell is still shy about Bi. My husband is ashamed! yes Febri mas!", chirped the Goddess again.

"Gendul, Febri mas bu..!", my sentence was cut back by the Goddess.

"Emang whose name is mate ga where ya. In the past, Bia was crying like you mutusin mas Febri. He who is dead, he who is crying. He does not eat weekly. Uh, it wasn't long at the doctor's office at the hospital. The way is the way, actually there is also a sense of the hell but.again inferior, he said he did not pantes the same doctor."

I was confused how to stuff the mouth of the Goddess that I hadn't seen in years.

"Mba the goddess knows her doctor?", asked Anika enthusiastically. I widen my eyes.

"That's not really famous! know it! I like the same way, Doctor. But it's not so, hahaha. Smitten same guy Sundanese times!"

"Goddess...already! Stopit! Please don't talk rich anymore! I met Lo again!", I said annoyed.

"Eh...nyesel Lo said? I told you guys! Mas Febri, once if he abis homecoming, meet the same! Stamps are everywhere, that's so grimy! Crazy, right? Almost six years without a lie! Isn't it??" said the Goddess again without being sifted.

I am really ashamed! I can't hear the goddess's chatter. Seriously! I'm sorry to see him again.

"Because Lo Feb? Sure six years nothing?", whispered Seto.

"Diem ga Lo! Lo ga see what rich Bia's face?", whispered Febri again to Seto.

"Enough Dewo! that Febri...."

"Febri is not Bia's husband yet!" said Seto. My eyes and Febri's were rounded at the same time.

"Huh? They are not married?", asked the Goddess. Anika just scratched her head that was not itchy.

"I married the Goddess!", I said.

"Yes they are not married yet, they may get married in the future!", said Seto. Febri shakes the head of his best friend.

"What do you mean?", asked Dewi.

"I've married the Goddess, same Alby! The Sundanese guy Lo said!", I said.

The goddess smothered her mouth that gaped automatically earlier. Suddenly the goddess's face turned pale.

"Hehehe. You didn't talk about it from the same time as me. Know this I did not open disgrace Lo**go!", said Dewi.

"Gue wants to talk, but Lo nyela Mulu!", I said.

"Heheheh but how can you be together anyway? Yes natural dong I thought you guys married!"

"Seto and I are Anika's father's aide!" said Febri.

"I, her sister doctor Sakti!", said Anika introduced herself to Dewi. Again the mouth of the Goddess of Light.

"Can you do it anyway??? I swear it's not good. Sorry about Febri. So know the disgrace of Bia hehehe! I am so sorry about that! I'm shift two! We continue again, right? my room is at the end! Bye Cow!", said the Goddess hurriedly. Maybe he felt bad alone indulging in disgrace in my past.

"Well, it turns out that Bia ever had the same taste of Mas Sakti??? Heums...Ika guarantee, he will cheer up hooray if denger gini nih!", said Anika.

"That's no weird deck!", I said.

"Ehem! really on deck! Next to me, I am also happy. Kok nyesek very yes, new year now!", said Seto.

And Febri just showed her pretentious face.

"if you guys just want to smack me, mendingin deh!", kick me out.

"Yes, how come!", whine Anika.

"Thank you deck, have helped me find the cosan!", I said sincerely.

"Thank you too dong?!", said Anika.

"Yes, thank you Anika, Mr. Febri, mas Seto!", I said.

"Sama-sama!", said Febri and Seto.

Before long, my phone rang. Tumben Mak calling.

"Oh yeah, did we say yes? If there is anything do not hesitate to contact us!", said Anika.

"Yes. Thanks!", I said again. The three of them left my room.

[Assalamualaikum Mommy?]

[Valayette, neng. Where's where?]

[In kosan Mak. God can be used directly]

[Neng, the Aa is in the hospital again. The wound opened again]

[Astaghfirullah! Quickly from earlier Bia can not contact Aa Mak]

[Yes, hape Aa missed at home]

[The hospital?]

[Yes neng.]

Mak disconnects the phone after he tells her where Alby's nursery is. Right, what kind of wife am I. My husband is sick, I eat with my ex. 😔😔

About twenty-five minutes, I arrived at the hospital. I went straight to Alby's nursery. But my steps came to a halt when I heard a screaming sound from inside Alby's room. Yeah, I saw that not only was Alby in the room, there was Silvy who was also wearing patient clothes. Silvy saw my whereabouts near the door.

"Say! you're not leaving me By!"

I saw Alby go silent.

"Please say By! Promise me!"

"Yes, I will not leave you!", said Alby.

Suddenly my tears just escaped. Sick? Nah! But sakiitttt really! My chest's tight! Even breathing is hard.

I paused my intention to go into Alby's room. I can't see their togetherness. Nope! Can not!

Alby's words and promises yesterday were all lies! It was futile to give it a second chance to fix everything.

I heard Alby wouldn't leave Silvy alone, and Alby knew for myself that I wanted to be back with Alby as long as I was the only one. Alby's words are the answer to everything.

Alby chose Silvy! Yes, I've lost!

I walked down the hospital hallway. My mind was out of shape until I suddenly felt like my body was boneless. And....

Brukkkk.

*****

Breathe in. insyaallah if he escapes his cepet sama mimin, Mak aplot continuation.

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