Hold on or let go!

The Eps 200

Me and the others went back to the shop. There I only found Anika who was stirring her drink.

"Dec?", I said. Anika looked up and smiled. Fling towards me.

"Mba Bia ...Ika kangen!", Anika hugged me so tightly. Until it rocked there to here. Moving in no direction.

"Mba also misses it!", I said wiping the girl's head.

Anika stared clumsyly realizing there were two married couples behind me. I saw the embarrassed look of the centile Anika.

"Known the deck, this is Lek Sarman and lek Dar. My mom and aunt. If he's both, father and mother Febri."

Anika cheers them all. Ms. Sri's base, she's back in her jutek mode. Maybe his face was like that. Eh, o Allah so my future-in-law 🤭.

"Say you're the same as the Sakti deck? At where?", ask me while also sitting in the saung. Lek Sarman and Lek Dar say goodbye inward. Febri's parents sat with us.

"Against the rest of the bath hehehhe. It's a holiday again."

"Owh ....!"

"Mother and father also want to pray first Nduk! Later abis pray we have dinner together huh?", said Bu Sri patted my shoulder.

"Oh, nggih ma'am. Bia also happens to be another holiday, rich deck Ika!", I said.

The couple also left from our saddles big enough. It can hold about twenty people. Not far from us, there is a stage for life music. I gave the idea. Because I had heard 'kids' living in mess playing guitar when finished working. Be this stage they use to express their abilities. But yes..not every time, if the stalls are very crowded of course they do not do it. Sometimes even visitors can live music on the stage. The name 'warung' may not be suitable for this concept, but my father has told me not to change the name of this shop. For the father, this stall will still be populist either in view of the lowest to highest levels of society though. Everyone is free to enjoy it.

"Mom!"

"Hum?"

"Bak is a rich man?" asked Anika. I scrunched my eyebrows.

"What do rich people mean?", I asked.

"Nih, got a cafe uh.a dozen gini restaurants!"

"It's got my late father Dek, in the same row as my lek!"

"But this still has mba Bia!" said Anika kekeh.

"Heum, yes yes....! What did you say deck!"

"Kalo mba Bia was born in a life of 'rich' like this, why used to even follow a simple life with Alby?"

"Dek, the name of the wife should indeed follow the husband. Okay, don't talk about that. That's our past. Please don't discuss such a thing huh deck?"

Anika nodded.

"I'm sorry mba!", Anika said in a regretful tone.

"Yes!", I said smiling.

Anika grabbed my hand. Looking at the ring that Bu Sri just put on the ring finger of my left hand.

"God, is the ring so good?" said Anika. I'm nodding.

"Yes, simple and elegant", I chimed in with Anika's words.

"It's good that you like to duduk!", said Febri suddenly behind me.

Behind Febri is Sakti, Bina and Dimas.

I got up from my seat. Honestly, I was ashamed of Febri when I praised his gift ring.

Sakti and Dimas got rid of Febri together.

"How are you?", I held out his hand. But with a heavy heart, I covered both my hands.

"Sorry!", I said. Sakti lowered her hand slowly. Suddenly, everyone there held back his laughter. Even Sakti's wife also held back laughter.

"Oh, nothing!", said Sakti clumsily. Bina hugged her husband's body.

"Let me represent him!", chirped Bina.

"How are you Bia!?", said Bina while shaking hands and splashing at me. I also returned it.

"It's good, bina!"

The people of Adam were just staring. It feels so bad at eakkk discrimination....

"Ehem, so... accepted this, the proposal of the legion of Febri, Bi?", Dimas raised his eyebrows. He had already grabbed Anika's shoulder.

Febri cleared his throat to calm his heart that pauses jedug.

I smiled stiffly. Saying no shame, shaking her head is also worth it. They've seen the ring on my ring finger.

"Alhamdulillah!", said all those who were there.

"Eh, he said there was a candidate-in-law Bi, where?", asked Dimas.

"Lho, instead of going to the musholla?", Anika asked.

"Maybe at the mushola behind the deck! Mushola aside is usually a rame!", I said. Anika nodded too.

"There's life music, can you play?", asked Dimas.

I nodded, assuring.

"Please mas!", I said to Dimas. Febri put on a shy smile.

"Cieee..mas Febri shy toad?!", Anika quipped.

"Shame the deck cat, frog time! Not very elite!", hebik Febri. That made them laugh.

"You sit here on deck. We both want a concert!", said Dimas, peaking at Anika's head.

"God! There is a brother!", said Sakti. Dimas chuckled as he pushed Febri to walk towards the stage.

Dimas is no longer wearing a uniform. Unlike Febri, because it was finished later he had to go to the office.

Dimas grabbed the guitar that was there. Align the key while releasing the strings.

"Good night everyone!", greeted Dimas in his pretentious style.

"Dek, do you want to think again do not have a husband like that?", whispered Sabrina to Anika. Anika nodded happily.

"Sister, it's the same with Dim hehehe!", replied Anika. Sakti just shook his head to hear the tearing of his wife to his sister.

I sat back and played the ring on my ring finger.

"Sorry to interrupt his time briefly the visitors of Warung friends who are enjoying this stall dish. Eum...we here want to fad can sing right??", asked Dimas to communicate with shop customers.

Febri himself even scratched his nape that is not itchy just to cover his groin taste.

"Can... may!", said some visitors. How can't you!? Two handsome guys so the scenery on the stage there can make eye wash.

"Today is a special day for my friends and colleagues. Special for someone there who has received my best friend's proposal! Ayu Shabia! The owner of this best friend's shop."

Dimas' eyes pointed at me, automatically the view of visitors was focused with the creatures in the saung.

The sound of applause echoed in the stall area.

"Singing opo Dim?", asked Febri puzzled.

"Yes!", said Dimas casually.

"Lo invite me here, I think Lo will sing? I don't know what to sing**go!"

"Siniin hp Lo!", ask Dimas. He's picking up Febri's cell phone. After observing for a while, Dimas also tried out the key to the song.

"Lha, Dim's western song?", asked Febri.

"Yes, let's be romantic! Want an Indonesian song?", asked Dimas. Febri shook his head quickly.

"Ga memorized me. Know the song. But my pronunciation is ugly!", said Febri.

"No more competition times!", said Dimas. Febri nodded. Armed with a cell phone in his hand he began to sing the song.

(Hopefully in acc kak mimin huh? You want to take songs people 🙏🙏🙏 can ya brother Mimin??? Want more 'feel' dreading the song itself huh. At my worst by pink sweats)

Dimas started picking the strings.

"Can I call you baby? Can you be my friend?

can you be my lover up until the very end."

(Can I call you baby? can you be my friend? can you be my lover until the end)

The cheers of visitors welcomed the beginning of the song that Febri performed.

"Uuuh... romantic no?", Bina was spoiled on her husband.

"Nga! Still romantic to you! Gercep! Dating after marriage!", said Sakti. Anika glared at her brother.

(Let me show love, not pretend)

"Stick by my side even when the world is caving in"

(Stay by my side even when the world gives up)

"Ooh. don't, don't you worry"

(You don't worry)

"I'll be there when you want me"

(I'll be there whenever you remember me)

"I need someone who can love me at my worst. Know I'm not perfect but I hope you see my worth. Cz its only you nobody new I put you first. And for you girl I sweat I'd do the worst."

(i need someone who loves me at my worst. Know that I am not perfect. But I hope you see my worth. Because only you are nothing new, I put you first. And for you dear, I swear I will do the worst) 🤔🤔🤔🤔 nyomot on mbah Gugel translate 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

The sound of applause echoed in every corner of the stall. I'm moved???

Ngga!

"Mba, how dumb?" asked Anika.

''Huh?", that's just my advice.

"Bia must have been touched to hear the love song from Febri mas!", said Bina who never slipped on her husband's arm.

"New why?", I asked. The three of them looked at me.

"Why? How do you see me?", I asked in wonder. Mr. Bambang and Ms. Sri approached us again. We followed Dimas and Febri to our saung.

"It can be romantic too!" said Mr. Bambang.

"Know!", said Ms. Sri.

"You must be overwhelmed by Bi?", asked Bu Sri.

I smiled thinly. Harvest why? Febri was already sitting next to me.

"Mom, Bia is not moved!" said Febri. I looked at him who was staring at me. But I hurriedly lowered my head.

"Keep what if not touched?", asked Bu Sri who represented the question of Anika and Bina.

"He's sad, Mom!", said Febri again. I'm playing the ring on my finger.

"Kok sad? Why?", now Sakti asked.

Febri nudged my arm slightly until I turned my head to him.

"Jawab nduk, sad why? on curious tuh!", said Febri. My nose is flashing against the Febri I knew when we were dating. Does he feel like we're CLBK? Rebalance????

"I don't know what it means!", I replied. There was no word of anything among all those in the saung.

"Ehem..gini aja mba, we will see in Mbah Gugel deh!" said Anika.

Want to ngetawain me, but don't have a heart what how????

"You know what I don't do, don't have to hold. I am the seneng dangdut koplo east Java an, not westernized so!", chirped me. Everyone smiled thinly.

"Dimas nduk, who asked me to sing that song! Though I want to sing ne cak Nan!" said Febri. Dimas grunted in annoyance.

"Udah ah, discuss the song Mulu! In the blasphemy detergent just found out the taste of Lo! I think I'm out of ideas. Gegara baper read comment!", said Dimas.

And yes, after that, we continued our dinner.

At eight o'clock, Febri said goodbye to the office and escorted a pair of newlyweds to the hotel. Dimas and Anika were still with me at the stall.

"Don't you know, I can stay at Bia's house?", asked Anika.

"Benek deck!", I said again.

"But Dimas can not yes, Dimas came home to Febri!", said Mr. Bambang.

"Please sir!" replied Dimas.

When did I miss Anika dong???? Inner Dimas.

"Bia wants to go home, right, not behind?", asked Bu Sri.

"Yes ma'am, just go home!", I said. We say goodbye to both of my lek. Don't forget my lek brought souvenirs for my future in-laws 🙈.

I myself also brought food, fearing Anika would starve at home later.

We took Bambang's car, driven by Dimas. Not long after, we arrived at my house. Since it's been quite the night, I don't allow Dimas and Febri's parents to stop by.

"Mba Bia's house is good? Asri!", praise Anika.

I just smiled at Anika's praise.

Mbak.mbak..kamu all his love is the same mas Alby ya mba! You have everything, but.....

Anika's daydreams were caved in when a hand touched her shoulder.

"What is the deck? Tomorrow morning I'll meet your brother Dim!", my lead. Anika smiled thinly.

"Hehehe yes mba!", Anika cengengenesan.

"One room, yes? Can you?", asked Anika. I'm nodding.

"Yes!"

Anika followed behind me into my bedroom.

"Well..it's really comfortable!", Anika immediately put herself in bed.

"Yes, you take a break on the deck. Let's wake up in the morning. Take you for a walk to the waterfall!"

"Well, how awesome!" said Anika.

Anika and I lay down on the bed. Anika checked her phone. His class group was busy talking about Silvy who!

Anika did not break herself. He sat on the headboard of the bed. Read every message that friends send. According to the info, one of Anika's class students accidentally saw Silvy's parents who were in front of the icu room. Out of curiosity, the friend asked Silvy who was in the life and death phase.

"Kok didn't sleep on the deck?", now I'm leaning my head against the headboard.

Anika suddenly cried without a sound. But that's what scares me, lest he get possessed again???

"Sir, what's wrong?", I asked slowly.

Anika looked at me, then handed her phone to me. The confused me finally received Anika's phone. I read every message in Anika's class group. My eyes were fixed on one word, KOMA!

Yeah, Silvy fell into a coma after giving birth to her son. Alby's son, my ex-husband!

I should be happy, right? Why not pray for Silvy to die ? He's already destroyed my household with Alby! I don't know why I can't! My instincts as a mother rejected her even though as a woman I still hurt her.

Silvy took a huge risk. He was more concerned with his son's life than with himself. Proof of how much he loved his son and his husband. Unlike me who is weak, who has lost and is unable to fight for my love with Alby.

Without realizing it, my tears just escaped. I don't know! I can't control these tears.

How is Alby feeling right now? Did he feel guilty for treating his wives unfairly back then????

I wiped my tears. Anika herself is currently sobbing. Anika's body was shaken by crying. As a friend, of course, Anika was sad to hear the news of her best friend who was struggling between life and death.

"God willing, Silvy will recover Deck! Just pray for your best friend huh?", I said trying to calm Anika down.

Anika wiped her tears.

"Mba still talking like that? Though Silvy was very evil as mba Bia!", said Anika.

"Mba was just trying to forgive him Dek. But maybe until anytime mba will not be able to forget the mistake. Silvy deserves a second health. But not for the same mistake!"

We hugged each other, to strengthen each other.

*****

Hopefully in ACC kak Mimin 🙏🙏🙏

Sorry yes, if it turns out that the text has made the reader's emotions 🙏🙏. That means mamak can stir2 your emotions dong? Success not his name? 🤭😁

Actually, this mamak is a type of baperan, but yes it is. Everyone is free to comment and criticize. Even dong! That means my mom was being watched. But please dong..don't make mamak down that cake!

It's sad, right??? 🥺🥺🥺🥺

God willing it is over soon! But maap, if it turns out not in accordance with the expectations and expectations reader's. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 kehian mamak emang so! From the beginning make , there is already a picture of the end like that.

Betewe who have arrived to this chapter, mamak say thank you very much 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

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