Hold on or let go!

Eps 181s

Don't imagine if the courtroom is like an icad crossbar in the case of the FS general, huh???

Please..the mother who again tingled fingers ⁇ ️🤫🤫🤫

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Me and Lek Sarman and father and Mr. Kalingga sit on the waiting bench. There are queue numbers too....! It turns out that this 'in place' is not just me who intends to.....

Ehem....

Alby cleared his throat, then sat on the bench facing me. I tried to turn my attention to my flat objects only. Trying to ignore Alby's presence. Even though I know he's watching me. Honestly, I miss him a lot. But back again everything must be finished soon. The sooner the better. No more drama in my life and Alby's.

"Neng, can we talk to each other before we go in there?", she asked who must be on me. I breathe the air as much as I can. There was a mask blocking my face.

"There's nothing you need to talk about anymore!", Sarman said. Anton patted Sarman's arm so as not to make a fuss in this agency.

Sarman looked at Anton.

"You know Bia wants to talk to Alby, just let it go!", whispered Anton.

"But mas..!", Sarman's words were cut off because of Anton's arm. Sarman also chose silence.

"Neng, please give Aa a chance to talk to each other!" said Alby again.

"Why not just talk here?", I asked.

"This is our personal business. This once, please!", said Alby.

"Sir Kalingga, how long will the trial take?"

"There are still twenty minutes for Mrs Bia" replied Mr. Kalingga.

I'm taking a breath.

"Alright, we're talking!", I got up from the bench in the follow by Alby who was just a few steps behind me.

I chose to sit on the terrace of the government agency building. Not too many people pass by to pass by.

"What are you talking about?", I asked flat and covered in a mask. Alby was about to reach my shoulder, but I retreated. I don't want him touching me. Even in the depths of my heart, I miss my Alby!

"Neng, can't we fix it all from the beginning?", asked Alby with a face that was clear. I don't want to look him in the eye, I better look in another direction that's not much more interesting than the view in front of me.

"There is nothing to fix!", I said as calmly as possible, when my chest rumbled violently.

Alby's body suddenly shed, resting on his knees right in front of me. It took me a few steps back.

"Aa'm sorry!", he said, bowing.

"I've forgiven you!"

Alby looked up at the beautiful face of his wife who only showed her two puffy eyes.

Alby took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

"For the last time, is it true that he no longer gives Aa a chance?"

I gulped my saliva. Am I sure of this decision??? Heavy, God, heavy! But I've gone so far. I can't back down anymore. The question in the future is whether we can return, it's the othor's secret.

"No!", I replied slightly shaking. I walked slowly away from Alby. But just a step away, the body was pulled until I was right in Alby's arms.

I tried to push our bodies apart. But my strength is not worth it. No, I don't think he's gonna do the last thing he did a while ago. I I just don't want it if I go back wavering. I don't want to let my guard down!

Alby drowned his head in my neck. I know she's crying. For the umpteenth time I've seen and heard Alby cry since our unhealthy marriage.

"Let Neng, leave it like this! Aa will miss this moment so much!", she whispered beside my ear.

Without my control, my tears melted. I returned his embrace. Probably right, this will be the last time. Because in the future we won't be able to do this again.

Alby took off his arms, covered both of my cheeks and then peeked at the top of my head that was right under his chin for quite a while. Saddened??? Of course we're sad. But I hope this is the best. No one else will get hurt after this!

"Thank you!", whispered Alby."Hopefully after this, we can still establish friendship, neng!"

I nodded slowly. Did this farewell really happen?

Alby closed his eyes while raising his head upwards.

"Shabia Ayu bint Salman Abdullah, from today I am Alby Gunawan dropping talaq on you."

The deg!

The test!

My tears are melting again. The dream has come true. Dreams are not just sleeping flowers. And yes...My alby...Alby's dropped his talaq on me.

It hurts! It hurts! It hurts!

I sobbed slowly unable to stand up anymore. My body almost staggered if Mr. Kalingga didn't catch me immediately.

And after that, Alby left me with Mr. Kalingga. Alby's lawyer took Alby to the courtroom because our queue number had been dialed.

"Mrs Bia can follow the trial?", asked Mr. Kalingga. I'm nodding. I unceasingly wiped my tears. Mr. Kalingga guided me on my way to that room.

"Nduk?", lek Sarman approached me. She was worried to see me sobbing with shaken shoulders.

"Why nduk?" ask Lek Sarman with his worried tone.

I hugged Lek Sarman. My crying became so. Lek Sarman gave the code to Mr. Kalingga but Mr. Kalingga just shook his head.

"All is done! It's all over!", I said in the arms of Lek Sarman.

Lek Sarman rubbed the top of my head. He kissed her a few times.

"Prophey! Hope this is the best Nduk. Because no matter how hard you try to be strong, now will come nduk. Believe me, God knows what is best for his people."

I'm nodding. After that, we entered the courtroom.

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Febri was agitated in between his activities at the headquarters. He was completely unfocused on the work before him.

I don't know, Febri himself doesn't know why he could tell this story.

(Febri does not know if the pujaan heart again want the first trial)

"Why Kapt?", said Febri's colleague.

Febri who was not concentrating was stuttering, more precisely a little surprised.

"Huh? Oh, sorry. Not feeling well?!", said Febri.

"You have to rest in the clinic. There is an****cock, good enough to ngangetin the body so not already meriyang" said his colleague.

"Yes, thank you Kapt. But, not until the wind enter the power just not feel good."

Febri's colleague nodded. They resumed their work. After a while, Febri was allowed to go to the bathroom.

There was a feeling that prompted her to contact Bia, but I don't know what! With a slight hesitation, Febri grabbed the phone in his pocket. Dial Bia number for voice call.

But a few times the call just rang unheard of by Bia. And that made Febri more anxious for his former lover.

'You why the hell' nduk'

Febri squeezes her face rough.

*****

Mon maap, honestly Mak does not know the mechanism of the dispersal is rich how. Sorry if you are too shy! Maybe next time you mamak should look for references first yakkkk....

Btw..thank you for reading here. Ration, one more chapter! God willing, afternoon/night. Natur nuhun 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Again sorry if not according to expectations & wishes reader's beloved 🤗🤗🤗🤗