Hold on or let go!

Eps 157s

So Alby's goal is like that? I can't figure out why Alby could turn out like this. Is this proof of her love for me or the obsession of having me???

Alby peed at my forehead for so long. I can just close my eyes.

"Sorry Aa is as rude as neng!", she rubbed my cheeks and wiped away my tears.

"Please never again intend to leave Aa. I don't know what's going to happen if I really leave Aa. I can't afford to go!"

My mouth wanted to curse, but my tongue felt faint. All that stuff is only in my mind.

I'm mad! I hate this situation. I'm tired of being played like this.

Alby rubbed the wound on my lips because of it. The wounds on my body might heal soon, but the inner wounds that Alby inflicted this time really offended me.

Does he think I'm just his impingement na??? Why would he be so crazy to do this to me?

I closed my eyes again. Feeling it my chest. Who would have thought if our happy marriage was on the edge like this!

"Have you satisfied?",many of you staring at my handsome man, eh.. errat! Not only mine, but in the future he will no longer be mine.

"What does neng mean?", our eyes exchanged glances.

"Have you been satisfied to vent naf?"

Alby gasped a little at the question I asked.

"Why do you think like that?"

"Because the truth is so! You are free to come to me at any time you want without thinking about my feelings! What do you think I am?", I pointed her face at my index finger. There is no longer a limit of courtesy that I keep.

Alby grabbed my index finger and held it tight.

"If in a gentle way is not able to maintain the neng, Aa is forced to wear a rough way!", her eyes look at my emotions.

No, he's not the old Alby.

"Silk!"

"Yes, Aa is selfish because Aa loves the same neng!"

"Stop!", I closed both my ears.

"Never talk to me about love again. Because make me everything is done! And I hope this is the last time you touch me!"

Alby shoved my body that was still sitting on the bed. He's holding me back again. Is he going to do more violence to me like that?

Eits. We were together, but I'm still wearing my clothes.

"Have said, I will never leave. You hear me!", cried Alby in front of my face. Even I closed my eyes.

"Oh my love, same baby I have to let Aa let me out of this toxic marriage! You just hurt me! That's all!"

"Nga! You have to be patient a little more!"

"What's? you want to wait for Silvy to die like that? Ckkkk! You're really mean!", I pushed Alby off my body.

My breath is hunting. My emotions are exploding right now.

"Get out!"

Alby was stunned to hear my order to get out of my room.

"I said get out!", I shouted. Bodo very if there are neighbors who hear it.

Alby came back to me, and grabbed me in his arms. I tried to push his body away, but he made his embrace stronger.

"Sorry!", he said. I even heard him sobbing on my shoulder.

"Go! I want to be alone!"

Slowly Alby let go of his embrace. He peeked at the top of my head long enough. And my stupid, I just sat down to enjoy how pure the kiss was.

"All right, Aa's going back to mess. But Aa's coming back! Don't go anywhere!"

I didn't shake it or agree to it. After that, he left my room. I heard my car coming out of the yard.

Very clever of him, he will definitely return with the reason to return the car if later lek Sarman inquire his arrival here.

I leaned my head against the headboard. What will happen later? I am tired, God....

I close my eyes, set my heart rhythm which is not okay. Slowly, I got up and headed to the bathroom to clean up.

I opened a robe attached to my body. I stared at my own body. Only breath I can breathe.

Alby's really 'huge' this time. Maybe because of the 'hyp' effect is quite long. Slowly I flushed all over my body do not forget I read the intention of taking a tub bath to re-purify the body.

The wall clock has shown at half-six in the afternoon, I have finished praying ashar as well as I wait for the magrib.

I'm thinking of gaining inner calm. Appeal to the Power, hoping that HE will give you the best guidance and decision.

I was back in my prayers. But my stuffing stopped when my phone rang.

Mas Febri....

I was reluctant to pick up the phone from him let alone video call mode. Shame, when he knew my condition as it is now. But it seems Febri hasn't stopped trying to contact me. The proof is that he switched the call to a voice phone.

Finally, I raised the call.

[Assalamualaikum, ma'am]

[Valoxaflame, nduk?]

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Febri was busy in his office. Today he attended a meeting held by the relevant service.

Long story short, there will be a promotion of promotion and Febri is one of the participants.

"I believe Captain Febrianto is capable!", said one of the generals standing beside Sakti's father, general Galang.

"Thank you!", Febri said politely.

"Captain Febri at home yes 'follow' with General Galang?", he asked again.

"Alhamdulillah Jend Amin!", said Febri while showing his friendly smile.

Galang pat Febri on the shoulder.

"Febri is my son's friend.I have also considered Nua like my own son", rich general Galang sincere.

"Thank you, brother!"

"Oh yeah, good friends with Sakti's doctor?", asked Jend Amin. Febri. Unexpected friendship, especially because expecting one woman. Inner Febri.

"Yes Jend, we've been friends for a long time."

Then Febri said goodbye to the two generals to greet other colleagues.

"Captain Febri, how are you?", said a beautiful woman dressed in army green.

"Lettu Amara? Thank goodness!", replied Febri.

The two also chatted and then they went to the buffet table that was already provided.

"I hear Captain Febrianto is now with General Galang?", asked Amara.

"Yes." Yeah."

Febri answered briefly. Because like before almost everyone asks the same question.

"Eum.mas Febri!", now the call of Amara changed heheh

"Yes?", said Febri while putting his spoon.

"Mas Febri hasn't remarried?", asked Amara hesitantly. Febri displays a sweet smile that makes all women must melt. Huweelllee....

"Not met his soul mate Lettu Amara!", replied Febri. Amara just nodded slowly.

Suddenly one of their colleagues joined at the same table.

"Captain Febri with Lettu Amara alone, still the same single", ledeknya suddenly. Amara blushed in shame. But Febri responded to her casually.

"Can! No, we were just friends. Isn't it Lettu Amara?", Febri asked Amara. Amara nodded slowly.

"Still haven't moved on from the late house huh kapt?"

Febri did not answer the question, again he just smiled.

The classmate knows how Lettu Amara pursued Febri's love even from the beginning of their education.

"I'm sorry, I let you pray first!", Mr Febri said to his partner.

The handsome man also headed to the mosque that was behind the building. As he took off his watch, it suddenly dropped.

"Astaghfirullah!", Febri's eyes were slightly surprised. His comrades who were about to ablaze were also surprised.

"Be careful, dear, if it breaks!", said the man wearing the same uniform as Febri.

"Yes, it's slippery to be slumped."

Febri continued his ablution after that he also established his prayer.

After the prayer, somehow his mind was fixed on Bia who was in the village there. Febri grabbed the black watch that he was going to wear again. But the watch is dead. Maybe because of the slam earlier, there was also a rift in his horse.

The watch was not the only thing Febri had, but it was a gift from Bia. Bia gave the watch as a birthday present for Febri at the time.

"*Mas Feb knows why I give you a watch for your birthday present now?", asked Bia while putting it around Febri's left wrist.

"Whatever you love, it will make me want the same you nduk!", replied Febri as he looked at Bia's nose.

"Heumm. You know if every second passes, that means our age decreases. No matter how busy you are, do not forget your obligations.You have grown up, twenty-five years already!"

Febri smiled faintly.

"And there are you who ingetin mas!", Febri grabbed the body of Bia petite. By the way they both were at Bia's house huh. No cuddling in public*.

Suddenly, those memories just flashed. His memories must have been erased by the length of time that passed. But in reality, even the presence of Aisah's late house alone can not erase the traces of their love story.

I'll just call Bia, Inner Febri.

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[Assalamualaikum mas]

[Walaikumsalam nduk]

[What's wrong?]

[What are you doing? I don't know why I don't feel good. Your mind continues. Why aren't you why?]

The deg! Why can Febri feel that worry?

[A. I have nothing mas]

[Usah ngapusi nduk. Bar cry know you? Ndang ndang nduk'o nduk, kenek your opo kie?]

(Don't lie to me. You're crying Jan? Nduk story, why you?)

Yes, God even Febri knows I'm crying. What my voice is so clear. I can no longer hold back my stuff. My chest feels tight.

[Lho, I even cry. Why don't you worry!]

[Alby.... Alby's here.]

[I mean, he's going to the village?]

[Yes, yes]

[What did he do to you, he hurt you physically?]

Febri sounded very angry. But there's no way I'm going to tell you the details that Alby forced me to serve him rudely to Febri. It was so embarrassing, opening up my own disgrace that incidentally was my own ex-lover.

[Alby won't let go of me mas]

I just answer like that. I hope Febri doesn't ask any further.

[But he doesn't play physically, does he?]

[Ngga really mas. I am sorry, azan magrib. I hung up on him, yeah]

[Yes Nduk. If there is any story the same mas ya Nduk]

[House. Assalamualaikum]

[Guardiansalam]

I put my phone on my bed. Azan's age stopped reverberating, I set up three of my rakaat. After this, I'm going to Lek Sarman's house. If I were there, Alby wouldn't dare go there.

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This is how it used to be, right???

is there a picture of Bia who tomorrow???