Hold on or let go!

Hold on or let go!
Eps 133s



Still in the meeting room....


Alby takes Marsha away from mister Han. He was only afraid of letting go until he got emotional and fought against mister Han who made the atmosphere become violent.


"Wouldn't I go home to Sha? I don't fit in here at all!"


"Mas Alby, don't be pessimistic. Show me you are capable!"


"But the truth is I'm not from among the well-educated you Sha. I'm just a graduate of SMK automotive. Don't know about this kind of business!"


"But you are smart, the proof is only a few times you have learned to master the material that I teach. Prove that you are capable, make Bia proud!", Marsha tries to persuade Alby to recover her confidence.


"Young man!", suddenly someone patted Alby on the shoulder.


"Master's Day?", said Marsha. Alby nodded in a sign of respect.


"He... Tama's daughter-in-law?", asked Mr. Hari.


"Yes sir!", answered Marsha. Alby, whose son-in-law just won't answer.


"Abi...or what's her name?", asked Hari.


"Alby sir!", replied Alby politely.


"Call me Hari, don't hesitate!", Day patted Alby on the shoulder. Alby nodded slowly and smiled faintly.


"Yes!", said Alby.


"Oh yeah, by the way Tama where? Why did he get to be represented by his son-in-law, Marsha's secretary?"


"Sorry sir, Mr. Hartama is ill and being treated at the magic house. So, for a while Alby's representing our company."


Day knitted her eyebrows.


"Tama sick? what pain?"


Marsha shook her head."Don't know sir, when we were in the hospital earlier, he wasn't sober."


"Have it?"


"We haven't got any more information, sir."


Mr. Hari nodded his head. Then he patted Alby on the shoulder.


"A little bit I know about you, be patient!", said Mr. Hari. Alby glanced at Marsha at a glance, while Marsha just spread her shoulders slightly.


"Hartama was an ambitious man a long time ago! You prove to the world that you are capable even if you are not highly educated. I'm just a high school graduate too, By!"


Alby nodded, ''iya om. Thanks for the motivation."


"Don't listen to what those who don't like you say. Want you to do good like anything, if they are spiteful will definitely close your eyes." Day put her hand in her pants pocket.


Alby nodded in understanding.


"Yes!"


"In the near future, Marsha would have given a grid that you will present in front of investors right?", asked Hari to Alby.


"Oh, God willing, I am ready."


Day smiled widely.


"I believe, someday you will be a big person even though you have to go through many things that make you fall awake!"


"Aamiin, thank you for praying!"


"Yes, we are there!", take Mr. Hari to the seat that has been prepared.


.


.


.


At two o'clock in the morning, I arrived in front of my house. As usual, I took the key in a normal place.


The atmosphere of the house is very dark, quiet! Don't forget to say hello when I enter the house. I turn on the lights one by one. Instead of being arrogant, my late father's house is much nicer and tidy although not too luxurious compared to Alby's house in the village there.


I entered my room to pick up a new bedsheet so I could use it for the fall.


My body is so tired, where are the lapers again! Fortunately, I bought torn bread and mineral water when I got off the train. At least I can keep my stomach up until tomorrow morning.


The age of eating torn bread, I cleaned myself and then went to the mattress to relax my tired body.


.


.


I sniffed the smell of delicious cooking. Suddenly the worms in my stomach protested. But who cooked in my house this early?


I picked up the phone on the nightstand, seven o'clock past. I've been sleeping long enough.


I brushed my hair so as not to cover my face. I slowly opened the door to my room, and I turned my gaze to the kitchen.


It turns out Lek Dar was there.


"Lek?", my hello. Lek Dar.


"Awakmu muleh ko ga nduk! Mbok yao nek press kene wes bengi, call 'o lek mu. Muleh omahe lek mu's. Ojo dewekan ngene iki's. I'm going through Seko market, kok murub kabeh lights, have you.jebul your crew sing nang njeru!"


(You came home and didn't talk. If you get here last night, call your lek. I was passing out of the market, the lights were all on, it was you inside)


I rushed to hug Dar Lek who was nagging it. My little body was drowned in the cluttered deck of Dar Lek.


"Opo neh nduk's grandmother?", lek Dar rubbed my head.


(Why else?)


I'm shaking.


"Yo wes clawing arepan cerito!"


(yes, I don't want a story yet)


Kruwuk..kruwuk..my stomach began to rebel again.


"Wakmu luweh?" asked Lek Dar.


(You hungry?)


I'm nodding. While Lek Dar just shook his head in wonder.


"Yo wes maem sek!"


(Yes, eat first)


I also according to what Lek Dar said. He took me to sit at the dinner table. Provides rice and simple side dishes. I'm hungry like a man who hasn't seen rice in a long time. Even I forgot to offer Lek Dar.


A few minutes later, my breakfast was over. I washed my food. Now I sit in front of Lek Dar.


"Can you tell me?", asked Lek Dar. I took my breath deep. When I told Lek Dar, it meant that I also had to be ready to face Lek Sarman.


"Lek, Bia wants to.just go with Alby!"


There was no surprise on Lek Dar's face when I said that.


"Are you sure?", he asked like that. I'm nodding.


"really? Won't you regret it after you make this decision?"


I'm shaking.


"You're ready if you have to lose the Alby you love?"


I'm speechless. Am I really ready to give up my rights and love for Alby?


If the tiktik app is so hard forget Reyhan, I'm harder to forget my Alby 😩.


GaJe huh???? Almost four years together, from before halal until today we are still legally married is not an easy thing that I can forget just like that.


But given how selfish I am that I cannot share, I can no longer continue my marriage to Alby. Finished getting here!


"She...?!"


"Bia, marriage is the longest worship. Divorce is lawful, but God hates it. You know that!", lek Dar rubbed my shoulder.


"But...Bia can't afford lek! Alby.", I can't continue my sentence. I was shocked again. I occasionally snot and also my tears. There is no more shame I show to Lek Dar who has always been close to me.


"Yes, if that's your decision. Hope this is the best! We support whatever your decision is!", lek Dar wiped my tears. I nodded faintly.


"Pacify yourself! Let lek Dar talk to you. How about it, your lek is your guardian." I nodded again. Yes, lek Sarman is the father's replacement.


"Yo wes, lek Dar back first huh. Must lek mu wes kok bojone sing semok Iki urung back."


"Yes lek!"


.


.


Lek Dar entered the food stall belonging to her husband and her nephew as well. Seeing his newly arrived wife, Lek Sarman approaches Lek Dar.


"Seko ndi so buk? Suwiii men!", asked Lek Sarman monyong-monyong.


(Where are you from? Very long!)


"Seko omah'e Bia, mas!"


(From Bia's house, mas)


"Lho's? Kan wes at nde nde wingi kae anyway?"


(Can you clean up yesterday?)


"Rene mas, I want to talk!", lek Dar took her husband to a special room.


(This is it)


Lek Dar sat Lek Sarman in his lap. Then she sat down in front of her husband.


"Mas, Bia's home."


"Home home? by when? How come here?", cerocos lek Sarman.


"Prophey toh mas!"


"Hum! Yo wes!", lek Sarman calmed down. Lek Dar told me everything Bia said. It was the face of Lek Sarman who was holding back emotions. Actually, it doesn't need to be held up either. He still wanted to hear the story of his nephew from his wife.


"Yes, let me speak directly to Alby! The sooner they split the better! Who does he think he is?", said lek Sarman. He took his cell phone out of his pocket.


The fingers hit Alby's number. In the second ring, the call is connected.


[Assalamualaikum, Grandpa?]


[Walaikumsalam, where's Bia?]


Alby who asked about the whereabouts of Bia was confused to answer.


[Bia di..kampung lek!]


[In the village?]


Tone asked Lek Sarman sounded in disbelief.


[I.iya lek!]


[What are you doing with my daughter Alby?]


[Lek?]


[You let my pregnant daughter live alone in her husband's village? Who is far from his brother?]


Lek Sarman doesn't know if Bia miscarried? Does that mean Bia didn't tell her family? Inner Alby. He rubbed his face violently. She's in the hospital, her in-laws haven't been conscious since yesterday.


[Sorry lek!]


[You prefer your young wife, don't you? Please! But please, return my daughter as kindly as you asked from me]


Lek Sarman's voice rang out, yes, an uncle and father to Bia shed his tears. How disappointed he was with his daughter-in-law. The little girl he always loved, was wasted and hurt by a new man in his life.


The deg!


Alby's heart is like a thousand needles. Alby realizes, lek Sarman is holding his prank.


[Lek, how could Alby want to return Bia Lek. Alby loves Bia, Alby only loves Bia lek. Lek Sarman knows that, right?]


[But the love you believe in has hurt my daughter. Please release Bia. Let Bia be happy, enough you hurt Bia with your second marriage Alby]


[Astaghfirullah lek, swear lek! Alby's just in love with Bia. Alby's gonna leave Silvy after she gives birth. Alby will be focusing on Alby and Bia Lek's marriage]


Lek Sarman rubbed his face violently. I don't know where ot**his son-in-law is. He thought that one's patience could continue to be pulled along like that???


[It's up to you to say what. Bia is already here, with a family that really loves her without having to feel the love of a husband who can not be assertive!]


Alby's eyes widened. How surprised he was, it turned out that his first wife was already in his hometown.


[Bi...Bia...in lek village?]


[Yes! And I assure you, divorce papers from Bia will soon be received. Assalamualaikum]


[Lek..wait lek.].


Tut's...Tut's...Tut.


"Walaikumsalam", muttered Alby.


Titin approached Alby, who was leaning against the wall. He looked up at her face while closing his eyes.


"Aya naon Jang?", asked Titin while rubbing Alby's shoulder.


Alby opened his eyes.


"Neng Bia....Bia ninggalin Alby Mak!", said Alby sobbing.


"What does he mean? Bia why? Bia in another overtime?", asked Titin again.


(In the village, right?)


Alby shook his head slowly, even very slowly. Like someone who has no energy.


"Bia went back to her village Mak. Neng Bia has given up Mak. Alby has given up!", Alby is back.


"Jang, patience! Good time the neng just wanted to calm down like yesterday. Neng must be back with you Jang!"


Alby shaking.


"So Lek Sarman called Mak. Lek Sarman said, Alby's just waiting for a lawsuit from the religious court there."


"Astaghfirullah!", Mak held the child in his arms.


"Propay jang. I hope that doesn't happen, Mak knows that you love each other! Give her time to think!"


Alby nodded again.


"Surely the neng has taken the documents he needs to sue Alby Mak."


I heard Titin's breath.


"I don't know what else to say, Jang. I can only say, I hope Bia can change her mind."


Alby didn't listen to his mother's words. His brain is too much of a burden. It felt like it wanted to explode when all the trouble hit it.


"Astaghfirullah.. astaghfirullah.!", muttered Alby.


In contrast to Alby and Titin who are dissolved in his grief, Silvy seems happy to hear when Bia will be suing for Alby's divorce. That means, Alby would really just be hers.


The condition of his father who dropped, in fact, did not have a bad impact on him. Precisely with the condition of her father as now, Silvy more time with her husband.


.


.


.


I walked around on the side of the road a little far from my house. Right on the border of my village and Febri village. Next to the times, there were rice fields that seemed to be ready for harvest. Many people who passed by greeted me.


And while I was sitting on the sidelines crossing my legs, someone rebuked me.


"Shabia..???" said the man. I looked up at the person who called me. How surprised I was when I found out who had just called me. I also stood up straight from my seat.


"Mom Sri..!", I said. I played regret it. But he brushed it off.


Abaghfirullah, my inner. It turns out he's still like before. Still don't like me.


*****


Is anyone waiting, huh??? 😁😁😁😁 pede jrenkkkk....


Mon maap, again busy in the real world. From yesterday busy tarub tourism/ngetrend ngetrend his mah. Another great season gaes. Well, it was a busy day for Friday blessings, may blessings also be yes....🙏🙏️️


Btw thank you very much who stopped by ya ️


don't forget the thumbs dong, comment you guys encourage mamak. Eits...one more, Jan forgot to enter the favorite column yakkk ....


It should be two chapters, but I make one chapter sisan. I hope you guys are satisfied & ga ngecewain you guys 🙏🙏🙏


Mature new 🙏🙏🙏🙏️️️️️️️