Hold on or let go!

Hold on or let go!
Eps 117s



"Are you serious?", asked Hotma, the Hartama family lawyer. They have been friends for a long time. So there is no awkwardness between them.


"Yes." Yeah."


Hartama sounded to take his breath in deep.


"Tama, I know you feel indebted to the late Salman, but that doesn't mean you have to give everything you have to his son right? You are also a big part of building your business empire! Not just because of the capital Salman gave!"


"I know!"


"You know how you can do this. You have a daughter who is also entitled to your property."


Hartama rubbed his pain-throbbing temples.


"My daughter has taken away the happiness of Salman's son."


"What do you mean?"


"My daughter-in-law Salman."


Hotma was flabbergasted in disbelief.


"You mean, Silvy is married to Salman's son-in-law? She's Alby's second wife?", asked Hotma who was really surprised at him. All he knows is that Silvy is married to Hartama employees only. It turned out that his best friend was hiding something big to him.


"I don't know if Bia is Salman's daughter, Hotma!"


Hotma folded her hands on her chest.


"Tell me why this is all happening!", Hotma said.


Hartama told me everything from the beginning. From Alby being a driver to being his current son-in-law.


"Ckkk! You really are outrageous Tama! For your revenge, you sacrificed everything! I raise my hand for this! Really, this is unreasonable!"


"And I'm sorry Ma."


"Your regrets won't change anything! You hurt all of Tama. You think of your daughter's happiness but because of you too she'll only get hurt. How is it that Silvy is going to live her home life with Alby not wanting her at all? Just think about it! And one more thing, after Alby parted ways with Bia is there any guarantee that Alby will turn to Silvy?"


"At least, there are children among them. Maybe one day Alby's heart will melt!"


"Hahaha! What are your regrets for, huh? You think, by giving all your assets to Salman's son, he'll be happy? That so?"


"Enough! I just want you to do what I tell you to do! Not judging me! My business with them I'll think about it later! What matters ...!"


"If you leave everything to Bia, what about your son and your future grandchildren huh? Can you not think clearly? Silvy's not my son, but I'm the only one who still cares. You're the papa!"


Hartama put both his hands on his desk.


"How much should it be?"


"You own sixty percent of the shares in your company, the rest belong to other investors. If you give it all to Bia, you think the company you built desperately will still survive? Don't be stupid!"


"Maybe with all this, Bia will forgive me!"


"Crazy! I can't figure out where your smart brain is!"


"Then how's Hotma??I want to give Bia the right. I don't know how much nominal I should give him."


"Fifteen percent of the group's HS shares I think are quite Tama. He didn't have to bother thinking about the company, just accepting his rights. I think enough!"


"You don't know what it's like to be me!"


"Stop complaining Tama! It all happened because of you! At the moment I can't keep up with what you want! Think all is well first! Excuse me!", Hotma left Hartama's room.


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"Good day lady Bia!", said doctor Anita.


"Good day doc!"


Doctor Anita checked my condition. So far, my body has improved. There's nothing more to worry about.


"Thank you doc!", I said after Anita's doctor told me I could get out of the hospital.


"So health, ma'am, your condition is not too fit. Try it, get enough rest and don't mind much!", said doctor Anita smiling.


Huh! Not much of a thought, Mom. My household is just on the edge of the horn.


"Yes doc!", I replied in the end. Doctor Anita is out. After that, Mom came in.


"Where's neng?"


"Later in the afternoon Bia can get out of this hospital Mak."


"Alhamdulillah, my mother was happy. But Alby can't get out now."


"Heum!", I said flatly. Don't tell me I don't care about him anymore.


"Miss!"


I'm looking.


"Please think back on your decision!"


Mak sat in front of me, right on the bench facing me.


"He's already thinking about her, Mom. God willing, this is the best decision."


"Hopefully, Neng decided it wasn't all because of emotion. Divorce is permissible, but God doesn't like it. I don't want any regrets in your life."


Like I'm sorry I left my daughter and husband first, neng! Inner Titin.


I digest Mak's words. But since last night I've been thinking about it. I don't want to get caught in the painful belly button of love. My ego is too dominant. I don't like sharing a husband. Women everywhere understand this. Unlike those who are sincere in polygamy. But I'm not one of them.


Not wrong if I'm looking for happiness for myself? Do I have to be under a bad marriage forever?


Sooner or later, the pain will heal on its own. But to survive at the point where the painful things will repeat themselves over and over again, would it not be better to step away and continue the same mysterious life in the future?


"Sorry Mom, Bia love me. I think of Bia as her own mother. But please, Mak also think of Bia's happiness. And Mak, Mak is also better off thinking about Mak's biological children and Mak's future grandchildren."


Mak Titin shakes. The marriage of his son-in-law and stepson lasted this long, even delaying having children for them to focus on his health just for the sake of a Titin. But what's the payoff? He just hurt them all.


"Miss!"


"Mother, Bia loves Aa. Bia love with Aa. But Bia can't have to be constantly like this. Silvy has full rights to Alby if there's no Bia. He can focus on his child. As I have always wanted. Have children! But not from Bia's womb."


Surviving will only be painful and perhaps letting go of all will be much better.


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"It's lucky to be the commander's wife!"


"It could be mba!", said Febri.


"Yes is Ndan. Rarely, there is a husband who wants to buy clothes for his wife especially with his parts. Cool sir!", said the waiter at the dress shop.


At the moment, Febri is in a clothing store. He purchased several game sets along with *********** which he intentionally purchased for Bia. Sakti said that Bia will be discharged from the hospital this afternoon.


"It's all yes sir!", said the cashier.


"Thank you!", Febri came out of the store and rushed to the hospital.


He went straight to Bia's room. It turns out there's Sakti and Alby in there.


"Assynnya!"


"Walaikumsalam!", said the three. Febri had no idea what the three men were talking about. Maybe his arrival is disturbing.


"Do I bother you?", asked Febri.


I'm shaking.


Seemed like a Sakti throwing a smile at Febri, but not with Alby who had not shown a friendly face at all.


"Sakti said, you came out today nduk?"


"Yes!", I replied.


"Bia's going home with me!" said Alby.


"You're still in the care. You don't know where I live anyway, do you?"


"Miss!"


"Enough A. We'll continue our conversation if there's only two of us! I don't want to involve anyone else anymore. And don't worry, I can go back to my boarding house in a taxi."


"I'm interracial!", said Febri and Sakti together. Alby stared emotionally at the two. How can two men of different professions offer themselves in front of his wife. They don't realize her husband's right in front of them?


"No thank you. I can take a cab."


Sakti and Febri looked at each other. Maybe disappointed or.shy!


"Oh yes, it's a change of clothes. I know you don't have any clothes."


Me, Alby and Sakti squinted their eyes together.


"Eum, yes.I just know anyway, Bia's homecoming time don't bring clothes. Is that right?", asked Febri.


"Where do you know my wife's size?", asked Alby in a jealous tone. And he knows very well if I keep asking him to separate.


Febri looked at me right in my bead. Sakti tilted her head staring at that Sahab. I don't know, again on a face-to-face play.


I grabbed the paperbag that Febri gave me. It contained clothes complete with parts. Of course Alby's getting emotional.


"Even you know her underwear size?", asked Alby to Febri.


I hope Febri doesn't answer the truth. It will be more stressful if he tells the truth.


I know everything Alby, knew all of it even long before Bia was the same as you! Inner Febri.


"Eum, I'm about to. I asked the seller. More or less the waiter at the store was like Bia. Yes, he loves it!", replied Febri.


Somehow I felt relieved by Febri's reply. Clearly, this still makes sense.


"Miss...."


"There's nothing to be troubled about. Thank you Febri. I'll change it later. After this I wear it. I'm going to the administration room, too."


"It looks like you don't need to go to the Bi admin!", said Sakti.


"Why?"


"Eum."


What does he think I'm incapable of?


"Oh, yes, I have. Thanks for the info mas Sakti"


"Neng, with very Aa please. Please think back to your decision. Aa dear to you! I don't want to split up with you! Aa sure, they're waiting to separate from Aa !"


"Astaghfirullah!", said Sakti and Febri simultaneously.


But, yes too! Both inner. Jahad so hard!!!!!


"Don't accuse me like that A. My decision has nothing to do with them. It's hard for me to hold back that we don't talk about our marriage in front of them, but you started it. Whatever!"


Sakti and Febri choose to get rid of themselves first. With a slight nod, both of them came out.


"Miss! Do you realize that they both have the same taste? Or do they deliberately give them the same hope? Why did Keukeh ask to be separated from Aa? Huh yeah?"


"Take all you want A! I'm tired!"


Alby pressed both my shoulders!


"He will never leave! As good as your lawyer will be, Aa will still maintain our relationship!", Alby pulled my head. Then he kissed my forehead short. He just passed from my room.


Why does it have to be like this again and again?????


*****


Calm pemirsahhhh


If anyone reads the prologue, Alby's threat is Febri yes. Did you read the ending???? Heheheheh


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