Hold on or let go!

The eps 219

Me and Febri have arrived at the hospital. When we were in the lobby, I accidentally saw Mak Titin who was pushing Nabil with her baby stroller in Mila tea.

I stopped my steps while holding Febri's arm.

"Why nduk?"

"There's Mak Titin, mas!", I said. Febri looked in the direction I meant.

"Then?", he asked, looking me in the eye.

I didn't answer.

"We go there Nduk, mas promise will accompany you. Yea?"

I nodded thinly without letting go of my grip from Febri. We continued walking to Silvy's room following Mak Titin.

Mak Titin, Nabil and Mila tea enter a room. And I'm sure it's Silvy's nursery.

Once at the door, I held back the hand of Febri who was still faithful to hold my hand.

I looked up at the tall man.

"What else is heum?"

"I'm not ready!"

Febri sighed and then pulled me to sit on a bench in the hallway.

I sat down, crouching in front of me. His hands were not out of my grasp.

"Mas knows, it's heavy! But I'm sure, the beautiful woman in front of this mas has a more beautiful heart than her face."

I'm not hounding the fight.

"Sir, you will not be able to forever hold your grudges and heartache. You said you moved on, you said you opened your heart to me? You want to prove it the same, right?", he put both his hands on my cheeks.

Inside Silvy's nursery....

Titin was moved to see that her daughter was awake. Despite what he saw, Silvy just blinked his eyes and fertilized his eyes into a pool of water that seemed ready to slide.

"Vy!", Titin's mother slammed into Silvy's arms.

Silvy smiled faintly.

Alby takes Nabil from the stroller and brings Nabil closer to his wife.

Silvy smiled looking at his son who was very similar to Alby. Handsomest.

"This is our Nabil!" said Alby. Silvy nodded slowly. His eyes just flowed. Nabil touched the cheek of the woman who had given birth to him.

"This is mother, Nabil!", said Silvy. Nabil is actively moving agile near the mother.

"Papa, where?", asked Silvy. That was the last question he asked. Malvin chose to stay away from the family. He and Mila tea chose to sit on the sofa.

"Is there something you're hiding from me?", asked Silvy again.

Titin shed her tears, unable to tell the truth to her daughter who had just regained consciousness from a months-long coma. He was only afraid that if he said honesty, it would have adverse effects on Silvy's health and mental well-being.

But this time Alby made up his mind to tell the truth.

"Vy...!"

Silvy blinked slowly.

"Papa .. has died Vy, after you gave birth to Nabil."

There's no word from Silvy. He was frozen staring at the ceiling of the room.

"Papa!", he said softly. Silvy's tears fell on each end of his eyes.

"Didon't say papa, God willing papa is calm there Vy!" said Alby. Silvy was still staring at the ceiling of the room.

"Mba Bia?", this time Silvy again asked Bia.

Alby turned to Malvin who had contacted Bia. Malvin just put his shoulder out.

A few seconds later, the lovers entered Silvy's room. All eyes were on the lovers who were linking their hands.

"Assalamualaikum!", Febri and I said their greetings.

Silvy was stunned for a while when he saw Bia and Febri still clasping each other's hands.

Does that mean Febri and Bia are back in a relationship? Inner Silvy.

Febri took me to Mak Titin and Silvy and Alby, who were holding Nabil.

"How are you?", said Febri to Mak Titin. I don't want to do the same.

"Thank God be good, son of Febri!", replied Mak Titin. Mak looked at me for a while, then after that he hugged me so tightly. We have only met again for a long time. With a different atmosphere and conditions.

I just met Alby this morning seemed to be acting normal.

Nabil moved his arms and legs. His hand was stretched out toward me and Febri. So confident?????

"Mba Bia...!", call Silvy so softly. My eyes turned to the woman lying on the bed. His face was pale and increasingly thin.

Nabil is moving.

"Mother, Nabil's wealth will be in your arms!" said Febri. I looked at my man for a glimpse. He nodded thinly. I also circled the bed to secure Nabil from Alby. Sure enough, Nabil was immediately silent not much behavior. Even he leaned his head against my shoulder, like taking a position to prepare for sleep.

"I want to talk to Bia, alone, okay?", asked Silvy quietly.

I did not respond to Silvy's words, still focusing on Nabil who was comfortable in my arms.

This is your ex-husband Bia's son? The child born from the womb of the woman who has taken your husband!!! My evil side started whispering.

"Mother!", call Febri again.

"I want to talk to Silvy, but you promised to accompany me, didn't you?", I asked him.

Febri sighed. He had promised earlier. Febri looked at Silvy, with a small nod Silvy agreed.

Finally, in the room was Silvy, Alby, Me and Febri. And Nabil is still comfortable in my arms.

I held Nabil with one hand, and the other held Febri.

Silence, that's what happened in that room.

"Mba..!", Silvy finally opened his voice. I looked into the eyes of the woman who had taken my happiness, snatched my Alby.

"I'm sorry!", he said softly. Eyes dewy. Even at both ends it was wet.

I didn't respond to what Silvy said.

"I know, my mistake is very big on you!", he continued.

"I'm just apologizing from you mba, after that maybe I'll leave quietly."

All eyes are on Silvy now.

"My apology may not change anything, but it at least makes me feel calm. No more mistakes weighed on me, before I actually left!", he said so softly.

For some reason, there was water dripping down my cheek. Febri was clutching me. Alby was just staring frozen, at his wife.

"Actually I was hoping, if I were to leave.you'd be back with Alby. But...!", Silvy did not continue. His eyes were fixed on Bia and Febri's hands.

"I will not go back to A Alby, because I have chosen Mas Febri", I replied straightforwardly but calmly.

"Sorry!", Silvy said.

I took a deep breath, closing my eyes for a moment.

Is it maybe time I open the door to sorry for the woman who has ransacked my life?

"Well, I forgive you..silvy!", I said calmly. After that, he smiled.

"Thank you Mba ..!", said Silvy. Her eyes now turned to her husband, Alby.

"Mba Bia has forgiven me,By!", Alby nodded slowly.

"Yes, Bia has forgiven you!", there is a sense of harrumph in her chest. Haru because Bia has forgiven Silvy, but there is pain in her recesses when Bia confirms that Bia chose Febri to be her future.

"I'm calm now. I'm tired! I can go, right?", asked Silvy. Our eyes were on the woman.

"What are you talking about?", asked Alby.

"When you're waiting for her mother, By!", said Silvy with a smile.