Hold on or let go!

Eps 147s

I parked my motorcycle in the yard. The atmosphere of the stall is quite crowded even though it is not as crowded as the weekend.

I chose to go straight into Sarman's lek room.

"Where are you going?" asked Lek Sarman.

"Wae lek house. It's raining, it's just from the workshop."

"Oh, yes, wis. Sana eat first to the house, lek Dar cook rendang meat at home."

Lek Sarman stood up leaving his nephew.

"Yes lek!"

I also obeyed the order to go home. Sure enough at Lek Salman's house has been provided with dishes that I like. But.indeed all that Lek Dar cooks, I like. Therefore, the stalls are more crowded because of the contribution of Lek Dar.

After eating my afternoon, not dinner yes.I also went into the room that was provided for me. Although Lek Sarman's house is not as big as mine, but I really feel comfortable here. Maybe because of the residents and owners who make the atmosphere comfortable.

It's almost magrib, but my condition that has not started praying makes me relax. After the azan magrib passed, I headed to the stall to help my two lek. Thank God, that's right. It turns out that they are busy, it means that this shop is getting crowded. Not only serving customers on the spot, but we also provide delivery order services yes. Still in the district area that is still easy to reach our employees.

"Kok here Nduk?", asked Lek Dar.

"Lek's helpers."

Lek Dar smiled faintly.

"Yes, help that up front. Lek wants to help me cook first. Kasian to keteteran."

"Yes lek!"

I also help children to approach customers who are ready to order our food stalls. Since I wasn't wearing a uniform, I took an apron and tied it to my waist.

I went to the table that hadn't asked for an order.

"Good night", greet me to a group of men and women who don't seem to be real here.

"Good night mba..woiih! Acquaintance dong!", said one of the men.

"Sorry mas, mba...have you ordered food?", asked me kindly.

"Cih...boast very mba, feel very beautiful Lo yes?" the woman next to the man.

"Yes, she is beautiful Met!", chirped the man who invited me to meet earlier.

"I'm sorry, I asked again, what message would you like?", I asked still trying to be friendly.

"That's it, that's a debate. Messages, another desk. Rame nih starknya." One of the men who looked the most presentable among them all.

They ordered the food on our menu.

"Wait!", call the woman next to the man.

"Yes? Is there another mba?"

"I've seen Lo's face on his IG... William Adiraja isn't he?"

I let out a breath.

"Heum, yes.!", I replied.

"Wuih ..so it's true that dong Lo is William the Selebgram?", asked the girl who had sniffed at me.

"No!", I answered briefly.

"Mba, Bia mba. Let me continue with mba."

Suddenly my employees approached me.

"Are you done?", I asked my employees.

"It's mba, let me just."

I also gave you a table order list.

"Please wait, ma'am!", I said to the table's occupant. They were stunned for a moment. I left the table and headed to the kitchen.

"Who is she?", asked the girl.

"Oh, that's Bia mba. The owner of this shop!"

"What???" cried them all.

"Yes, why mba? Mas?"

"Still single?", another chirp.

"Marriage is a mas!" said the servant."Still others want to be ordered?", he continued.

"Gga!", they answered compactly.

The waiter left the table and gave the order to his partner in the kitchen.

It turned out that the kitchen was quite busy, but Lek Dar instead asked me to go home. I finally came back to Lek Dar's house.

It's still half-eight in the night. I busied myself to play my phone, really big-time unemployed!

Looking at the green app, I started thinking. Is there something going on with Alby as long as I block his number? Why don't I feel good? As hateful as anything to Alby, I'd be lying if I didn't care!

With hesitation, I opened my green application. Yes ... A series of messages from Alby filled my chat room. Alby was still showering me with that sentence!

I just put down my phone, my phone rings. Alby called me. Very gercep him yes, until I can immediately know if I unblock it.

[Assynualay]

[Walaikumsalam. O Allah neng, finally unblock Aa]

[What else is it?]

[Neng, Aa wants to see Neng. Please neng!]

[Udah there is nothing more to say. God willing, my decision is already unanimous, so please do not hesitate again]

[Neng, Aa knew Aa had made a big mistake. But please, give Aa a chance to explain everything]

[There's nothing more to explain because I already know what you're going to say]

[The doctor who handled Silvy gave Aa a choice. Who will be saved, Silvy or the baby]

The deg! My chest feels tight. Although I hate Silvy because her presence has messed up my life, but the humanity and instincts of me as a mother and a woman are certainly very sorry.

[Silvy asked for her baby to be saved, while she asked Silvy to be rescued first. Because if Silvy recovers later she can still have another child out of any man who will be her husband. But if the baby is saved, of course the baby will never feel the affection of his own biological mother]

Alby explained at length, but somehow my heart felt pinched. I am a woman, I am a mother. So did Silvy! Even though she's still easy, open up means she doesn't have the instincts of a mother who wants to save her baby compared to herself. But..the baby also has the same right to live and live his future, right?

[You're evil!]

Those two words came out of my mouth, probably spontaneity after I heard Alby say.

[Male!]

[Stop! You remember, what did you promise Silvy before I actually lost my baby? You promised not to leave them, but what is this??? Not enough to lose a baby from my womb? You also want to take your baby's life out of Silvy's womb just to try to get back to me? You really don't think about how Silvy is doing after that? I do hate the planning that destroyed my household, but I am a woman. I'm a mother! I know what it feels like in that position! And you lightly said, you chose Silvy to move on with her life after you let her go, did you??? You....!!! You're the meanest man I've ever known, Alby!]

[Astaghfirullah neng!]

[Enough! Can't you open your conscience? Yeah, I'm not being a good-ass and smartass. But. I. I position myself as Silvy is now. You are not supporting him instead drop his mentality with your scathing sentence! If you understand, you are aware of the Kabul ijab that you have spoken in front of the ruler. I'm willing to let you go for the sake of you who are also obligated to Silvy and your son]

[You said what the hell! I just want the best, that's the only way]

[You asked me what I said? so you didn't hear me say what? Sorry, I'm rude! I am no longer your innocent wife and always say whatever you say despite hurting myself. I'm tired! And I hope, as a father as a good husband, try to fight for your mother and your future child. Cause I'm not gonna be able to do it for you anymore, Alby!]

[Quite neng! Aa thought after Aa told such a story, neng would change her mind. But it turns out that aa was wrong! You kekeh want to get away from Aa not just because of Silvy, right? But since Febri has already gotten your hands on it again, right???]

[Do not bring strangers into our problems. You have to realize that it all started with you. Don't try scapegoating others]

[You changed neng!]

Tut's...Tut's...Tut's...

Alby closed his call unilaterally. I stroked my chest. Really, this time I regained the emotions of the soul.

I never thought Alby would change so fast, not the Alby I've known all along. And me??? Can I talk to my own husband like that????

I rubbed my face rough. I'm sorry I unblocked Alby's contacts. Knowing it would be like this, I better not open it. But already like this, what can I do?

Amid busy thinking about Alby and Silvy, my memory again remembered Ali's speech earlier. Yeah, I should talk to Febri. How much he told his family about them. How embarrassing!!!!

.

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"Who?", asked Anika puzzled.

"Who else if not Silvy is An.!", he said annoyed.

"Gue doesn't know!", Anika shrugged her shoulders.

"Udah kelar nih, go back yuk!", invite another friend Anika.

"Okay, go first. I wait for an invitation!", said Anika and then waved his hand at the two friends.

A few minutes passed until two guys finally approached Anika.

"Hi!", greet the boy while sitting in front of Anika. Anika who was playing her phone looked up for a while, then returned to focus on her phone.

The two guys in front of Anika were upset because they felt at home by Anika. He kicked down Anika's desk making the girl throw in shock.

"Lo who? What's my table brebrakin?", asked Anika.

"Ckkk..ngga do not be so smart Lo!", said the guy's friend.

"What the hell? Not clear!", Anika refocused on her phone to the point that without Anika realizing the guy grabbed Anika's phone.

Sreeet ...

"Eh...uh?? Hey, turn my phone!", cried Anika. The condition of the cafe is quite crowded actually, but it seems like people are reluctant to interfere with the events at the table.

"Reporting hp Lo? You think it's easy?", led by the rancid guy who kicked his desk earlier.

"Gue doesn't have any business with you guys, so please turn my back on me. Before...", Anika's speech was cut off.

"Before Lo, c***I'm here!", said the guy. The laughter broke after.

"Take care of your words!", a male baritone's voice approached Anika. Yes, of course, Dimas' brother did not accept if the lover and daughter of his superior were treated like that.

"Wuih... bodyguard Lo nih?", ledek the other guy.

"What's up, grandpa!", asked Febri and Seto who followed Dimas. Dimas did first approach Anika's desk after he got a chat that Anika's friends had gone home.

The guts of the two men shrieked instantly at the sight of the two bodyguard friends Anika, who they thought was like that.

"Know this mas, all of a sudden they broke my table" Anika argued. Afterwards, Anika clasped her lover's hand.

"Is there a problem are you guys the same as him?", asked Dimas in fashion.

"Eum..kita.cuma want to meet an acquaintance before but not so.", replied one of the guys.

Dimas approached two ABGs that were about the same age as Anika.

"Introduction?", asked Dimas softly but it sounded creepy in the ears of the two boys. Moreover, at the waist Dimas there is a small bag that is made sure it is filled.....

"Ngga be sir...A..ayo unplug!", invite one of the boys to pull his best friend's arm. But..sreeet! Dimas pulls the guy who's in the back.

The two ABGs looked terrified. And it became a cafe visitor spectacle.

"Where are you going?", asked Dimas with his flat face again. Seto and Febri who understand the annoyance of Dimas did not interfere, different again if he was joking.

"Udah sister.!", Anika held the arm of Dimas one more.

"You people! Apologize, now!", said Dimas softly but so firmly. Fits his sturdy posture. Both men obeyed.

"Gue's sorry!"

"Gue too!", said the other. Dimas took his hand off the guy's arm.

"Udah sister.already, they are sorry!", whine Anika again. Dimas also let the two ABGs go a little run.

"Go home!", invite Dimas while holding his lover's hand. Febri and Seto shook their heads slowly as they followed behind.

Anika's steps were a little shaken following the footsteps of Dimas's level. The height of the three men was indeed quite selling compared to the tiny Anika.

"Sir Dim is angry?", asked Anika while stabbing Dimas' hard arm. No word from Dimas.

Febri and Seto chose to stay away from them first.

"You guys talk first, we'll wait in the car. It was night, later in the omelin father!", said Seto reminded the two.

And in the parking area, the couple stood up.

"Sir Dim is angry with Ika?", asked Ika while looking up at her lover.

"Do you think?", asked Dimas back.

"Sorry!", the word came out of Anika's mouth.

"Nobody said it, if you want to go anywhere say it first! Gini-rich events that you don't want, deck! Not because you're afraid of your father, are you! But you don't want anything to happen to you!"

"Sorry!" said Anika, then hugged the burly body. Anika drowned her face in the chest of Dimas' field.

"Next time don't be this deck. Brother is worried!", Dimas peaked Anika's head.

"Yes sister, sorry!", repeated Anika.

"Sister sorry, but brother is still upset why he just said ask to be picked up after you were alone. Why don't your friends still be there."

"Yes, sister, I'm sorry. Udah dong!", whine Anika while still hugging her lover.

Dimas sighed.

''Yes, he's home! It was night time!", said Dimas releasing Anika's embrace.

"Yes..!", said Anika lirih. Dimas returned to his girlfriend's hand.

"Try me to be the same Silvy, sister."

"Yes, why aren't you better? The problem is Silvy with Bia, why did you break up your friendship?"

"Sister, I'm a woman. Naturally dong if I am disappointed with the behavior of my best friend!", said Anika Manyun.

Dimas grabbed the shoulder of his lover who was much shorter than him.

"Yes, I know. That's a dick! But...id Adek really not care about Silvy? He's sick again!", said Dimas.

"ill? How did Dimas know?", asked Anika in surprise.

"So the time from the hospital abis anterin temen medicated, brother did not deliberately listen to the conversation mas Alby same mas Sakti. Previously, I wanted to nyapa mas sakti. But his magic mas hunted to talk to Alby. And.yes it...Silvy's sick."

Anika was silent and did not listen to Dimas' words anymore.

"You want to, tomorrow brother Anterin is going there for Silvy!" said Dimas. Anika looked back at her lover.

"But I'm disappointed in Silvy!"

"I don't know, but there's no harm in fixing your relationship. Who knows.he'll fix everything once you get close again. And ..mba Bia can reverse Alby!"

"Eh...Big No's! Okay, I hope Silvy can change but if you wish Bia were Alby again, don't want to! I can't!", said Anika.

Dimas pinched Anika's snub nose with anxiety.

"Ssssttt..have come home!"

The couple got closer to the car. Seto who was driving a car, Febri beside him while the lovers were sitting on the passenger bench.

"Wes the bar?", asked Seto after the two sat on the back bench.

(It's done)

"Wis!", said a short Dimas.

There were no tweets from Anika. Maybe the girl was exhausted, sure just got in the car her eyes were already bristling. The three handsome guys just shook their heads.

Febri's phone ring suddenly broke the silence in the car. Febri's eyes sparkled when he found out who had contacted him. His two best friends know exactly who the caller is.

[Assalamualaikum Nduk]

[Official massssssss!]

Febri kept her phone away from her ear. Even Seto who was behind the wheel even heard a voice from inside Febri's phone.

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