Hold on or let go!

Hold on or let go!
The 214 eps



Sunday morning was bright, as bright as the face of my stall team. They are excited for a vacation to**fan. I couldn't help but smile at how happy they were being brought to that place.


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"Are you all ready??? Later there will also be a game!", said the leader.


"Ready!!!", both of them were compact and vibrant.


At six o'clock in the morning we headed to the North area of Jakarta. It takes about an hour to get there. Before entering, of course we prepare first for breakfast that has been provided by the committee. I just took it right!


After breakfast, we also held a game to better familiarize each other with my fellow war colleagues.


There was a happy laugh of all of them, even the little brothers of the chefs children were happy.


Thank God, just seeing their smiles I was so grateful. Without their help, maybe my shop isn't as advanced as it is now.


Do I lose if I close for three days? Financially it may be, but spiritually I'm lucky. Lucky to be given a chance to make happy people who have helped me all this time.


I did not participate in the game, just be a spectator and capture the moments of those who laugh loosely with my phone.


The entrance is open, we are all ready to go there. And as usual, we will gather at lunchtime. We'll be here all day. I had time to offer whether to go to SeaW*** or Mari** beach or anywhere else. They answered no. They said they wanted to spend vacation time in there to try all the rides.


Ckkk..young souls are different! Even both my lek and the families of my chefs chose to be inside the area. Awesome bisah!!!


After making sure they all came in, I went in. When I stepped inside, an embrace surprised me!


"Mbakkuuuu!", screechman. That voice echoed in my ears.


"Dek Ika ihhh...kalo my ears suddenly deaf how hayo???"


"Hahaha ya maap!", he said.


"Hai Bi!", greet Sakti and Bina.


"Hi too. Thank God, we can go on holiday again!"


"Yes! I'm so smiling!", Bina clapped her hands in excitement.


"Yuk in!", take Sakti to the three beautiful women.


"It feels like having a wife of three, huh mas?", asked Bina as she wrestled her husband's arm.


"Have one abis-abis! Why three everything!", said Sakti pinching his wife's cheek.


Anika nodded in terror.


"Couple SaSa is great! Where are also rich new people dating! Lebay bin alay!", Anika.


"Say ngiri weeekk!", exclaimed Bina.


"Okay, I want to do it! Yuk mbakku!", Anika dragged me away from the couple.


At the entrance, a large HS family group entered. The number is far greater than that of the Bia army. Yes, obviously, large companies compared to stalls certainly cannot be underestimated.


Hundreds of HS group employees head to the*fan area. Not to forget also the interim CEO who was present at the event.


The handsome man was holding a small baby in a baby sling. While his back carries a backpack containing his son's equipment.


Anyone sees Alby like a 'hot Daddy' who takes his son everywhere. She does not use a babysitter. Mak Titin was actually invited, but his condition was not healthy. Mila tea can not be brought.


There was actually Marsha, but this time she didn't want to trouble Marsha who also wanted to share her happiness with Jonathan, her future fiance who works at the branch office.


"Mas Alby, can I help you get the bag here?!", pinta Marsha.


"Ngga. I can, just relax. Better, you're the same Jo continued her date. Both of you!!"


Jonatan smiled faintly, thanking him for having an understanding boss.


"But Alby's mas hassles!" said Marsha again.


"Lah gga. I also want quality time with Nabil!", said Alby with a faint smile.


"Okay, if you need help call me!"


"Yes Sha! Enjoy it Jo!", said Alby.


"Yes sir, thank you!", said Jo. Then he took his girlfriend's hand to a ride that was not too crowded this morning.


Alby took a slow walk enjoying the atmosphere. Nabil's hand kept moving happily. Alby also laughed in response to Nabil's adorable laughter.


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"Look mba, go up to the ring!", take Anika.


"Sorry, deck! Mba again dizzy, you guys are going up! If you stop at the top of your rocking, you like to be dizzy!"


"Owh, you've been here a lot?" asked Anika.


I nodded thinly. Yeah, same Alby several times Deck! I said in my heart.


"But don't go anywhere!", pinta Anika.


"You sure you don't want to go with Bi?", now I'm really asking.


"Gga deh mas! I'm waiting for you here!", I said.


And yes.the three of them queue up to ride the rides of the big circle!


I sat on the edge that I could use to sit. Suddenly someone sat beside me. Even the slightly surprised me shifted my seat.


The man was wearing a black hoodie mask and jacket. Her high body posture made me feel a little scared. So I decided to get up from there, not wanting to be prejudiced against anyone else. I walked away from him until I heard the sound.


"Nduk?!!", call him. I stopped my steps. I can tell if I heard wrong or not. But I didn't turn my head, because the call seemed to be just my heart. I also put my foot down again.


"Sir! I miss you!", he said again. I finally turned my body. At the same time, the man opened his mask.


I froze in place. I'm not dreaming. But the next second I put my foot down again.


Febri let go of her Hoodie while smilingly looking at me. I approached him.


Without warning, I immediately hugged the man's body. I sobbed in his arms.


Yeah, I've realized it. I miss this guy, my Febri!


"Kok even cry nduk?", Febri let go of my embrace. I sniffled in front of him.


I quickly let go of my embrace. I who was studying hijrah still seems to fail. I'm playing with a rich lizard?


Febri took me to sit down at the spot earlier.


"When do you go home?", I asked while looking down. I was embarrassed to look at Febri.


Febri chuckled softly.


"Yesterday. And I'm told you're with mom, you're here. That's why mas susul! Because it just so happened that we landed and stayed at the headquarters!"


I nodded, rubbing my snot. Febri laughed softly as she grabbed my shoulder.


"Mas!"


"What?", he asked without feeling sinful.


"Not mahram, can't hug!"


"Hahaha, you were the first one to hug you?"


"But that was a reflex! Now I'm conscious!"


"It used to be more than this!".!", I haven't finished saying it yet I've pinched her lips with my fingers.


"For many times we speak of our own disgrace and sin. Rich in yucub-yucub is the same potkes!", I said, releasing my pinch.


But Febri clasped my hand.


"Yes, sorry!", he said solemnly. Our eyes clashed with each other.


"Thank you Nduk, you're going to accept the mas again."


There is no word from my mouth. Just looking into Febri's eyes that looked serious.


"You promised to come back with me, and you kept your promise?!"


Febri smiled, rubbing the top of my head.


"You want us to get married, you mind?", asked Febri. I smiled thinly, then shook my head.


"I don't mind you."


Febri smiled, then hugged me back.


Eh??? Don't you??? Is it a rich body lizard playing nemplok? Very cheap are you Bia????


"Mas, ih..lepasin! Shame on people!"


Febri let go of his embrace.


"Once they thought we were husband and wife dating again. Aren't you???"


"Awas ah..distant sat him down!"


"Sell expensive!.sell expensive! Who was it first???" he said.


"Mas!!", I cried. And after that Febri chuckled.


Unlike Febia, Alby who accidentally saw the intimacy was just staring sad.


Should he be happy instead of seeing his loved ones be able to laugh again like that? There's a puddle in Alby's eye patch. Once blinked, the water must have fallen.


His consciousness returned when Nabil suddenly cried loudly. Unusually, Nabil cried like that. The crying of the baby became the attention of people around.


Moreover, Nabil is only alone with Alby. There are many eyes that look on him. The handsome young papa looked overwhelmed with the cries of her baby.


The sound of crying attracted the attention of two lovers who were giving each other a longing.


Me and Febri turned to the source of the baby's crying. My eyes were fixed on the figure holding the crying baby.


Her...Alby! And the baby was certainly Nabil, his flesh and blood with Silvy. Febri shook my shoulder slowly.


"Nduk?", call him.


"Hum?"


I was still shaking where I was sitting. My hand was still in his grasp, but my butt was still attached to the seat. I don't want to go there! It was just a few steps from where we sat.


"Pay!", take her again. I had to get up and tighten my grip. And Febri looked at my tightly grasped hands.


A few steps later, we were in front of Alby. Alby turned his face a few seconds in the other direction. Maybe neutralize his feelings.


"Alby, Lo how are you? Lo's son? Why is he crying gini?", asked Febri while rubbing Nabil's cheek.


I chose to hold Febri's left hand. And that sight made Alby's eyes stare at her.


You really can already turn away from me Bi!


"As Lo saw!", replied Alby flatly. Febri only stared at Alby at a glance and then turned back to Nabil.


"Who's Lo's son's name?"


"Nabil!", replied Alby briefly.


"Lo is just Nabil?", asked Febri again. Alby took a long breath.


''Silvy is still in a coma after giving birth to Nabil!", replied Alby without looking into the face of the interlocutor. Febri no longer asks about Alby's wife anymore.


"May I carry Nabil?", asked Febri. The baby was still crying in the middle of the chatter of the two adult men.


Alby releases his sling, allowing Febri to raise his son.


"Ssh....you why is a handsome boy?", Febri fondled Nabil. Not how long his crying subsided. Alby looked in wonder at his son and former rival.


"He's not comfortable in a carrier like that!" said Febri. There was no word from alby, Febri continued his sentence.


"Gue.emang belom ever fondle my son. Because before he was born, he was taken with the same power!", said Febri, swinging Nabil, who was getting more comfortable and closed his eyes.


"But.gue used to carry rich baby gini, on the border even in the rich battlefield yesterday."


Febri looked at the comfortable Nabil in his arms.


"The baby is a 'feel' master! If he carries her in an emotional state, he will also feel it. And vice versa!", said Febri. Now the dashing man stared fixedly at Alby's eyes which were staring at Febri flat and cold.


"Lo just came back from the outside?", asked Alby.


"Yes just yesterday. But you don't need to worry, Ki has checked up medically. Scrupulous."


I still flinch at their conversation.


"Sir!", Febri called me. I also looked at him.


"Have your relationship improved? Why is it like this again?", asked Febri.


"What should I do? We're just coworkers now! Because I got free shares from his company."


Alby took his saliva. The woman who had even still filled her heart had already changed. Yeah, Bia's changed!


"You carried Nabil first Nduk!", said Febri handing Nabil to me.


"Eh...? Ngk? Why be loved to me! there's a father!", I refused. But Febri still handed over Nabil who was fast asleep.


I just let out my breath. I don't know why I still feel uncomfortable. Nabil was one of the reasons I had to give up and end my relationship with Alby.


Alby did not seem to prevent Febri from handing over Nabil to me.


"You see, Nabil is very rich!" said Febri. I don't know what the meaning of his words is. I don't understand Febri's words. Both of my hands just clenched the tiny body.


"Don't hate Nabil, he's innocent!" said Febri. Suddenly Alby and I stared at the tall figure. Then Febri's eyes looked at me and alby took turns.


"I don't hate him!", I said flatly.


"really? If you don't hate Nabil, why is your attitude cold? You have always loved small children let alone small babies like this!", said Febri again.


Alby who could not bear to hear the chatter both just turned his face in the other direction. Maybe he thinks it's a 'funner' between the couple.


"Try, slowly you remove your hatred nduk."


I held back my emotions for a while, until Nabil finally woke up again. And Febri took it back from my arms.


"Is that what I'm saying? The baby 'feels' the best!"


Nabil fell asleep again as Febri swung Nabil again. I don't want to chim in on his words anymore.


"Capek stood up straight, sat down baby!", Febri's right hand pulled me to sit on the spot. And his left hand was still holding Nabil.


Be, Febri sitting between me and Alby.


"By, I ..mau marry Bia as soon as possible!", said Febri suddenly. What I wonder is, why does Febri have to say in front of Alby?


What the hell does that mean? Wanna show off?


Alby didn't answer. Who could have guessed the young papa's feelings?


"Gue hope, you've sincerely released Bia, for me! And..biarin I will take care and happyin Bia!", said Febri then looked closely at the ex-husband of his lover.


Alby's still flinching. What does he have to say? Ban Febri? Saying Febri's word?


"Mother, can you carry Nabil again? I want to talk to Alby!" said Febri.


"I'm not the babysitter!", I refused. Then Febri pulled my chin to look at her.


"Mas needs to talk to Alby! Until when are you going to find Nabil guilty here, heum?"


With a heavy heart, I accepted Nabil again. But this time Nabil seemed comfortable in my arms.


"We're talking there!", Febri told Alby, standing up. Alby also got up.


"Nitip Nabil for a minute...Bi!", rich Alby is a little clumsy calling me. Doesn't it mean the same yes 'neng' and 'nduk' ? Just like Febri called me.


"Call as usual doesn't matter either!", I said casually. Alby glanced at me after that and then he followed Febri.


After they both died, I looked at Nabil. My fingers reflexively touched the baby's chubby cheek. I admit Nabil is so handsome, his face is almost ninety percent Alby-like.


Spontaneously I kissed Nabil's cheek. If my son is still around, his age is not much different from Nabil's.


"So the strong boy, Nabil! The Soleh!", I still whispered with an occasional kiss on his cheek. I smiled at Nabil who was wiggling.


Without realizing it, there are people who record Bia's behavior that seems to love Nabil.


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"What do you want to say?", asked Alby after the two looked for a place to talk.


"Gue knows, maybe in Lo's heart, Lo still hates me!" said Febri. Alby did not answer Febri's words.


"Sorry!", said Febri lirih. Finally Alby looked at Febri who was grasping the edge of the fence that surrounds one of the rides.


"Sorry for what?"


"For many things that make you hate me!", replied Febri.


"Lo and the feeling Lo ga wrong Feb! All the mistakes from me! I'll only hurt Bia if she stays by my side!"


"But Lo still hates me?"


"Nga! I have no right to hate Lo, but I never said I would not be ridho if Bia same Lo. But ...gue saw for himself how Bia had dipped Lo earlier. He's sincere! Maybe true, he's never really fallen in love with me. But..he also still has the same taste Lo, and that thing proved it!"


Febri turned his back to look at Alby who lowered his head.


"Thank you...Let me be with Bia."


Alby shook his head weakly.


"Lo doesn't need my permission. Ever since I looked up Bia, it means I've completely given up my rights and desires, for Bia!"


Febri sighed.


"Thank you!", said Febri. Alby nodded.


"Gue see, she's comfortable with Lo! That's enough for me! Although I actually feel unfair! Sometimes I wonder when happiness comes to my life! But... After Nabil was born, his presence was my happiness in the midst of my eternal life."


"Yes, Lo still has Nabil to look after and Lo loves."


"Gue will focus on Nabil and Silvy.gue resigned whatever the end result."


"May you be patient with everything! And I hope our relationship can be much better. You consider me a temen!"


Alby smiled wryly.


"Thank you, Lo is still willing to be my friend!", said Alby. Both of them pat each other on the shoulder.


"Turn to Bia with Nabil!", take Alby. Febri also agreed.


The two handsome men were glued to see Bia who was frowning because Nabil happily ruffled the face of the beautiful woman while chuckling.


The two looked at each other and laughed.


I saw the two men laughing at me. Are they laughing at me???


"Here, same papa!" said Alby taking Nabil from me.


I was still pouting, just now when Nabil slept that baby was adorable. But just now the handsome baby was successful in tugging at the hijab and ruffling my face.


"Mama kok manyun siihhhhh.!", ledek Febri to me.


"What???" I said, rewinding my head.


Febri and Alby laughed together again. Why do I feel so happy to see them both laughing like that? But suddenly Febri's laughter subsides as Nabil's hand hits right on his lips.


I held my laughter.


"What the hell are you, Bil!" said Febri. Alby laughed again. Maybe.this is the first time he can laugh after feeling the bitterness of his life so far.


"Hi? Is there a reunion????", why Sakti.


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The patient yes mak-mak syantikkk...eyke not actor kok ⁇ ️ for the sake of deh!


Anyway follow bae yak their story! There will come a time when they will be happy with their own version. Happy weekend!!!!


Natur nohun 🙏🙏🙏 sorry if many typo