Hold on or let go!

Eps 123s

"Miss! Aa knew Aa was sick. But I try to think a little. I don't want to be in a position like this either. Sjsshh...."

I saw Alby grimacing. Maybe the wound is back open. I half-heartedly guided Alby to his bed. He looked up at me.

"Aa know, neng still cares about Aa!", he said confidently.

How can I not care about my husband?

"I'm going to the minimarket ahead. Want to buy a t-shirt for Aa!", I said standing up. Alby's pajamas were dirty with the blood that was seeping earlier.

Just about to step up, Alby grabbed my hand.

"Otherwise?"

"Don't wait! Aa don't want to go all the way from Aa anymore!", he said. His face was pale. Don't tell me he's out of blood! But ... doesn't seem to be. I'd be too much to worry about Alby. The proof is that he can catch up with me here. I wish he didn't know this place. How will I go back to the village to take care of some things if Alby just ngendon here.

"Yes!"

After that I came out of the room. I ordered food from GoFood to be delivered directly to my room.

As evil as I am, no matter how much I am, no matter how sick I feel, I still can't take it for granted to Alby. Yes, this is my weakness. I'm so easy to get to!

My steps are not too fast considering my condition is also not too recovered. I should still be bedrest. Unfortunately, I was already on vacation.

In his room, Alby seems confused about what to do. The injury did hurt but it hurt even more when he saw his wife with another man. Even that man was her ex-lover! Though from the beginning of his meeting with Febri, Alby had hurt himself that his wife only loved her husband. But whose heart does one know. How not to falter, they are near every time. After all, their previous love story is not over because Bia who chose not to continue it and chose Alby as her life partner.

Suddenly the door of the room opened. A man in a green jacket handed Alby food.

"Order on behalf of Shabia Ayu?", asked the food deliveryman.

"Yes right!"

The food deliveryman handed over the bag.

"Thank you, I'll take the money!"

Moments later, Alby handed the money to the deliveryman.

"Thank you, take it back!" said Alby.

"Thank you sir!", said the man in the green jacket.

Alby was about to enter the room again until someone rebuked him.

"Sorry!", said the man who was none other than the Goddess.

"Yes?", Alby frowned.

"Oh my God..there's this handsome guy?", muttered the Goddess but still had time to hear Alby. Alby who felt praised like that felt ordinary. It's not the first time I've been praised like that.

"Well, does it need to be me?", asked Alby again. Goddesses shake.

"No! uh. I mean yes. Eum... instead of this room already in the same rental Bia, who inhabit even men tile anyway?", asked Dewi ceplas ceplos.

"Well, you know Bia? Bia my wife!", said Alby.

"What??? Seriously?", shriek the Goddess.

So cute girl! Inner Alby.

"Yes, my wife is at the minimarket."

"Oh.it! Oh yes knowin, I am a Goddess. I used to work and hostel with Bia."

Alby also received the hand of the Goddess."Alby!", he continued.

"Human? Alby who from the city of G?", asked the Goddess again who is still curious.

"Yes." Yeah."

Goddess mangosteen.

"Crazy anyway Bia. The deketin class of gods all. The bulls again!", muttered the Goddess and again Alby heard the mutterings. Whether intentional or not Alby doesn't know.

"Are there any more mba?", asked Alby.

Goddesses shake.

"Gga, it's easy when Bia comes home!"

Alby nodded", You know, I'm in!"

"Yes please!", replied the clumsy Goddess.

Crazy Bia his taste is not canned! Doctor, soldier, nag. But what kind of workman is he? If usual, Bia dong's loss. Denial the established men only for kere men who win handsome? Ckkkk thought what the hell Lo Dewi! It's none of Lo's business! The goddess struggled with her own thoughts.

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"Silvy doesn't want to know. Silvy wants Alby back here as soon as possible. Papa kelarin dong papa's men!"

"Why papa now belain Bia continue! Papa really doesn't love me!", said Silvy crying over his gurney. Hartama approached his sulking daughter.

"Listen to papa son. The more you curb Alby, the less you respect Vy. So please, you'll change your treatment to your husband a little."

Silvy was sitting on top of his safe.

"I want Alby for me, Pa!" said Silvy. Titin only looked confusedly at the two people who were in close contact with her. Son and ex-husband.

"You know the consequences Vy. So I hope there's no drama between you guys."

"you used to say the same to me, if you want papa could make Silvy Alby's only wife. But what is this ????"

"Yes, before papa knew Bia the son of the late Friend papa. Papa will forever feel guilty for Bia's papa."

"Father don't love me anymore!", Silvy covered his face with a blanket. Sounds like little Silvy.

Wealth who made the wrong decision. His daughter should still be happy to enjoy her youth with her college friends. Not caught up in this difficult time.

Reluctant to hear Silvy's chatter, Hartama came out of the room. He will return to the office because of business.

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I'm back from the minimarket. I gave you a thin t-shirt***** as well along with the color.

"What kind of shower do you wash your face with?", I asked.

"At seka aja. Same with you!"

"Ngapain. Couldn't it be from the hospital to the boarding house that far! You're powerful. Why is it so suddenly so ordinary."

"Aa lemes neng."

Again, I was forced to obey him. Alby continued to look at his wife's face close to his.

"Udah, eat!", I said, handing over the food.

"Neng, Aa kangen a plate both equally neng!" said Alby.

"Sorry, I haven't bought anything."

"Oh yes neng, Aa met Dewi. still wear minimarket uniform."

"What is the Goddess?"

"Non't say anything!"

We also had dinner with a potluck. The day went on at night, and I too wanted to rest.

"You're tired, go to sleep!" Alby told me.

"Yes, I'm going to sleep here!", I lay down on the sofa. Alby got up to me.

"Why on the couch? That bed is enough for both of us!"

I was lying down and now sit down again.

"I still want to take care of Aa who is sick like now, it's only because of my filial piety. I'm still your legal wife. But it looks like Aa misinterpreted what I did. I'm sorry, I can't continue our marriage A. Can't!"

Alby froze in front of me. Alby thought, Bia is still willing to take care of it and even prepare her needs because Bia still cares and loves her. But this is what? why has Bia changed so quickly?

"Miss! Look at Aa!", Alby forced me to face him. Our eyes clashed with each other. Alby's pale face was still domineering. Yeah, my Alby's not healthy enough. But I tried my best to no longer falter with my decision. Let the steps I take only hurt me, no. This parting must have hurt Alby too.

"Tell me if you're still in love with Aa!", her face is so close. Even I felt her breathing right in front of my face.

"Yes, I still love Aa. But I'd rather keep my sanity than I'm tormented in an already unhealthy marriage."

There's no word from Alby until the next second my eyes pop, shocked by what Alby did to me.

I could not control the situation. But after that, I let Alby explore as he pleased. What must be underlined, I did not reply like all this time. Alby was tired of being alone. Even though he tried his hardest. I know he's very disappointed! He looked at me so sharply! Getting angry? I think yes!

"Why don't you reply ci***Aa?", he asked right in front of my face.

"Because I don't want to!", I replied softly.

Alby moved his face away from me slowly he stood up and went to bed.

"Sleep!", the pinta. I also returned to retreat. This time I tried to sleep on the back of the sofa. Without warning, my tears just melt. How painful is this heart! Is it that hard to be separated????

Alby looked at his wife's vibrating back on the sofa. His small body sank on that sizable sofa. Alby knows the worries his wife is doing! But as a husband and father-to-be, he himself felt confused! All wrong! His stupidity hurt a lot of people! Even his wife who he loved so much became a victim of his stupidity.

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