Hold on or let go!

The Eps 130

Hatchim.

I've been hearing sneezing since dawn. I think it's Febri's voice. I opened the window of my room facing directly from Febri's terrace. Turns out he's not alone, there's Cecep there. I vaguely heard their conversation.

"And I told you Ndan. Sleep inside! Even the meaning outside. So the flu, right?" said Cecep.

"Ceps! You're nagging me? Rich weather is common for us!", replied Febri ngeyel.

"Non't say Feb. Just say it."

"I'm nothin. It's just a cold allergy. Just maybe the condition of the body is again not fit, then drive the car from the city."

"Part of course said, neng Bia will not be anything. She's not afraid to be home alone."

Oh, so last night Febri slept outside? Just want to make sure of my situation? Oh God!

I went into the kitchen. The rice on my desk is ripe. I also cooked hot water.

I took the initiative to make blind ginger tea in Febri. After I brew, I open the kitchen door first. But the sudden arrival of Cecep at the door surprised me.

"Astaghfirullah!", I cried.

"Eh, neng! Maap? Shocked huh?", asked Cecep pleasantries.

"Teu kang!"

"Hehehe kumaha damang neng?", asked Cecep.

"Alhamdulillah, cager kang!"

(good)

"Oh, thank you!", said Cecep.

"Eum. kang hampura, ask for help. Please anther drinks for Feb mas, same for Cecep kang too!"

Cecep knitted his brows.

Lha, I just want to ask for help in making it with him? Eh...was he ready? Is this what is called the fortune of the son of Soleh? Inner Cecep.

"Oh, yeah. I just wanted to ask neng for help, ask for hot tea for Feb mas."

"So I didn't overhear your chatter on purpose, so I made her drink."

"Aih.meuni understanding pisan si neng mah. Lucky kang Alby tea boga pamajakan kos neng. Febri ge teu acan can move on!"

(Such understanding neng. Lucky Alby had a rich wife. Febri has not been able to move on)

I just smiled wryly. Lucky??? Alby lucky to have me???

"I brought her a drink!"

"Oh, snobs at kang!"

(Please)

Cecep brought a tray with two cups of tea and a snack that I prepared. I hope Febri doesn't get sick.

Cecep put the tray in front of Febri.

"Sok..mangga or Ndan!", said Cecep.

"Cock fast cep?", asked Febri astonished.

Instead of answering, she smiled.

"Bah gendeng, in tako'i kok even ngguya ngguyu! Entek opo piye kie drug'e?!", said Febri astonished. Good thing Cecep doesn't know what it means.

(Crazy boy, asked and laughed! Whatever the medicine is)

"What the hell is Ndan? Urang ngadenge but teu ngarti!"

(What the hell is that anyway? I heard but didn't understand)

"Why are you laughing? I asked why would I ask you to make tea to Bia?"

"Hehehe tos in readykeun ku manehna Ndan!"

"Can in transelet use German base?", ledek Febri.

"Hahaha commander early in the morning has been joking! I mean tea, neng Bia already prepared his drink. I'm staying to take."

"Oh yeah?", asked Febri in surprise.

"Hum! Neng Bia was talking about us earlier, especially Febri sneezing Mulu. So the same Bia neng made this. Ginger tea!"

"Don't just look at Ndan, not going anywhere too the glass. I was also made, nih!', Cecep raised his glass.

Febri grunts annoyed at the smashing of the cecep.

I hope my feelings are wrong! how rich between them there is still residual taste, huh??? Ckkk...thinking what the hell am I? Neng Bia is still Alby's wife! Cecep shook his head rejecting his thoughts just now.

"I didn't bring anything to you Cep. Why are you shaking?", Febri raised one eyebrow, suspicious!

"Teu!", said Cecep briefly. After that, both of them remained silent.

"Yes if you want to go home with nothing. Said you had a job to the county?"

"Heheh yes, forget me Ndan!", said Cecep crybaby.

"Thank you, it's my name."

"Yes, I'm just afraid if the commander gets out of control. Later even follow up in Sono!", Cecep pointed at Bia's house with his chin.

"Astaghfiullah! How do you know cep!", Canda Febri.

"Eh??? Is that really Ndan?", Cecep got up from his stool.

"Hahahaha kidding cep times!"

"Yes, I also know that the commander is joking. No way dong, a real man wants to take people's wives? Aren't you? We are the beloved country's security guards. But it's not wrong, take care of your neighbor's wife hahahaha!"

"Damn koe cep!", said Febri. While Cecep had already run towards his house.

The day is starting to light. I tried to enter Mak's unlocked room. I'm sorry, Mom, Bia's not polite! My monologue!

I opened Mak's closet. There's a secret drawer under the closet. I opened the lid.

Sure enough, there were a lot of family documents stored there. Including my BPKB motor matic.

I took the documents I needed to file a divorce lawsuit with my city's religious court. While on the way to the village, I had time to search for anything I needed.

Apparently, my marriage book is at home. Then, the time Alby showed me back then....

That's not my wedding book and alby's. Maybe it was Silvy!

How stupid of me! It is easy to be lied to by my husband who has betrayed me, who said he did not intend and did not mean anything....

After gathering, I took her to my room. I keep it in a cloth bag that is usually available when I go home. That's delicious!

The age of storing the documents, I acted to the stall. At least I can make breakfast for me and Febri. I'll be home by noon soon. Faster is better, right? I'm just afraid that suddenly Alby's been here like he's been.

I walked through the back door. I don't see Febri on the porch. Maybe he was inside. My current goal is a shop. Yeah, I want to buy vegetables.

"Assalamualaikum Wa!", I said.

"Walaikumsalam, eh...neng Bia? Dugi iraha?"

"Camari peting wa!"

(Because of afternoon)

"scarecrow? jeng Alby Lin?"

(Only? Alby is not)

"The scarecrow wa"

After that, only the chatter about my groceries sounded. It wasn't until five minutes, I got home. Not much cooking I do. The important thing is for my breakfast and.... Febrit!

Oh Allah...Is it not me??? But seriously, God, I just want to repay Febri's kindness. No more!

I was delivering food to Febri when Febri just came out of his house already in his uniform.

"Lho, nduk?", said Febri.

"Breakfast mas. I'm sorry I was just cooking that!"

I put my food down.

"Your repotin cigarette is nduk?!"

"Ngga bother. Eat it!"

"Yes Nduk thank you!", said Febri. I also left Febri's yard.

Oh my God, what do you think, hey readers? Me and Febri were almost 'it' even frequent and repeated. But we were not found in a halal relationship. I should be ashamed when I meet him, right???

But why am I still full of confidence in his presence?? Even though I have repented of my past mistakes with Febri first, but right.....we cannot possibly forget?????