Hold on or let go!

Hold on or let go!
The Eps 231



I finally got out of my husband. Huh! His obedience will never end.


After the dawn prayer, I prepared coffee for Febri and warm tea for me. Mas Febri himself still continued his sentence. Yes, pervertly so, there is still a plausible value. Appeal to me???


After brewing coffee, I did not immediately deliver to the room. Unless I put it on the back table. I want to enjoy the dawn in the backyard.


There's still leftover wet cake from yesterday's party. I also put it on the table.


And side dishes like meat and vegetables that I can still warm, I will use for breakfast later. Rice business, just push the button on the rice cooker.


After I thought I was ready, I called Febri.


The door to my room was not closed, so I knew that Febri was not finished.


I chose to sit on the bench of the dressing table to wait for her to finish teaching. I admit, his voice while teaching sounds melodious and soothing. Maybe he felt I was waiting for him, he stopped reading.


He got up from the prayer rug and put the Qur'an on the dressing table.


"Waituin mas, heum?", he asked while removing his black peci and he put it on the hanger.


"Yes, do you want to have a coffee?"


"You can do nothing!" he said.


"Without a stock of milk, I rarely drink milk. There's also coffee, sugar and tea!"


Febri chuckled softly. I know what that means, but better pretend I don't know. Than the ending of the naninu scene that maybe he has no boss.


"Yes, let's go medang together!" said Febri, pushing my shoulder from behind.


"Well, you're wearing the ointment?"


Ckkk..ngapain actually discuss mulu ointment! It's not clear, it's rich there's no other language!


"Mother?"


"Eum!", I answered briefly. I don't want any drama coming out of my husband's mouth.


"Still sick?"


"Udah deh mas, do not try to be rich that mulu!"


"Yo wes's...Yo wes! kirain mas, if it still hurts later in the responsibility of ngobatin!", he said in a very convincing tone. I looked at her from the side with my eyes slightly whizzing.


"Heheheheh serem very much Nduk glared at her!", he squeezed my cheek. After that, we sat on a bench in the backyard.


It was quiet for a while until Febri put his arm around my shoulder. Swiping my upper arm that is still wearing a negligee even though I have taken a shower.


"Mas is still rich in dreams you know, can be rich gini just like you nduk!" he said. His gaze glared up at the sky that had begun to change color to shade.


"I am also a mas!"


"We've gone through all the obstacles so long, that we can finally unite rich now."


I'm nodding.


"Promise ya Nduk, never stay in the mas again."


"God, I can't promise much. We are dead, He determines it. How can I promise, if I go before you...."


"Shhh.mas doesn't talk like that. And I don't want to hear a sentence like that or anything."


"Whatever your problem is, now it's my problem. And vice versa. Don't ever cover anything with me! I don't want to repeat the same mistake of just believing, especially.I've entrusted everything to you!"


Mas Febri peeked at the top of my head that was still a little wet.


"Heumm, I hope you do too. I'm not going to limit you from being on good terms with Alby. But..mas hope you know his limits huh?"


Febri's running my nose.


"The jealousy, you know it!", he said with a faint smile. I nodded, rubbing his jaw.


"Actually, if I may not want to get too close or interact again with Alby mas. But..there is a monthly agenda that must bring me San Alby, mas!"


"It's a job!" said Febri.


"Yes!"


"Oh yes nduk, after the period of time is over, mas das in Jakarta again. You must come! Aren't you?"


I nodded in his arms.


"Yes, wherever you go I go!", I said, sinking my head in his chest.


What is LDR trauma? What if one day I am assigned again to leave town or abroad???


"Heum, you have to accompany the mas wherever you are even though later we have to contract in Jakarta!"


I looked up to see her handsome face that looked more charming even though she only wore white Koko clothes.


"And.about the living money that later mas love, mas apologise. Salary mas not as much as the income of your shop or your other producer Nduk!"


"I've said that before. Whatever you thank, I accept. And I use it best for our needs. And about what I have, it doesn't mean you don't have the right. I want, if someday we really need it, never hesitate to use it."


I sighed after speaking all that time. I remembered the 'pride' that Alby said, until finally there was someone else who could afford his pride on my wife's appeal.


"Sst..already, do not need to be remembered again. What happened back then, just consider it a life lesson. And may we never face such a hard time."


"Yes mas!", we hugged each other while staring at the sun that began to emit its rays.


"You're in gini-rich fashion, I'm really happy!"


"What mode is there anymore?", he furrowed his brows.


"It's bad fashion!"


"Hahaha there's a koe Nduk!", Febri peeped at me.


"No, I also said!"


"Heheh, hawa if you stick with the signal is strong. Wants..."


"Stop!"


I covered her mouth with my palm. And before my palm was licked again, I immediately let go.


"The rice is dead. Breakfast first yuk!", take me while standing.


"City ..iya ..! Ayok!", said Febri. The plan, today we will go to the house of my parents, my in-laws and of course my two favorite lek.