Hold on or let go!

Hold on or let go!
The Eps 229



A series of events at my wedding and Febri went smoothly even though this morning had to be colored with novelty between me and Alby .


Some were sympathetic to Alby, some were cursing, anyway all kinds of ways someone looks at. And we could not immediately silence their mouths one by one. Let them think as they see.


The learning event from Anwar Zahid has been held, bada ashar is just a life music event from East Java artists.


Seconds, minutes, until the hour has passed. I don't wear my kebaya either. Only wear simple but luxurious gowns. So did my beautiful Bridesmaids I have invited to rest.


Me and Febri greet Mr. Anton's family. There's Oma,opa, Malvin even William. They willingly went all the way from the capital to attend our wedding. Don't ask William what he looks like, I don't know if he suddenly judges me.


Right here....


Me and Febri, Sakti and Bina, Dimas and Anika, and Seto and Naya sat eight around a table.


Wanna what? Talk to! Mumpung has not magrib.


"Thank you all for coming here!" I said. That was the beginning of our conversation until finally the voice of someone with a dialect I knew approached our direction.


"Assalamualaikum Ndan!", said Cecep.


"Goddessalam! O Allah Cep!", Febri approached Cecep who had really taken the time to visit our wedding.


"Hahahaha congratulations Feb! Neng Bia!", said Cecep.


"Haturnuhun Cep!", I said. Behind Cecep, it turns out to be following a beautiful girl who I guessed must be Cecep's girlfriend.


"Lyla?", cried Naya.


"Eh, is Naya tea here too?", Lyla said. As fellow workers in the city of G, the two were quite close.


"Can't you be here, Cep?" asked Febri.


"Nyak heeuh atuh Ndan", cried Cecep.


"Cecep tea is the same as Lyla? Salamah tea about milu kadieu?", I asked.


"Muhun neng's. Pan neng Bia ge tos terang ari teah mamah mah sok mabok seamun inditan more."


(Yes neng. Kan neng Bia already know that mamah tea likes to get drunk when traveling far)


"Must be eung..!", I said with some regret.


"Sok atuh, calik!"


(Please sit down)


We talked about a lot of random stuff here. Febri hasn't let go of my hand since the conversation.


Almost magrib, we broke up for a bit. After the magrib prayer, we gathered in the same place again.


This time, I felt a different life to the situation and condition where my priest was now Febri mas. Not only the prayer priest but also the priest in my life.


Our show continued to eat together. I did not expect in between entertainment life music, we all just ate together in a large saung. The guests who come mostly just want to watch life music.


The extended family still gathered at the reception until the end of nine p.m. If asked if I am tired?


Of course, I from yesterday lack of sleep already on display for hours and all activities today seize the attention and energy, right?


But I am happy and grateful that everything is going well.


"Nduk, go home!", take Febri.


"But it's not good for old people!", I said.


"Yes, we're saying yes. They also understand that we are tired too!"


I finally agreed and said goodbye to our parents.


When he was going to say goodbye to my mother-in-law, he gave me a small package.


"What is this Mom?", I asked in wonder.


"It will open at home later. Tomorrow you will need it!", whispered Madam Sri.


I smiled awkwardly. Curious about what Ms Sri gave me.


After that, we both headed to Febri's car. We're going to my dad's house. It turned out that on the back bench there were already some food and Febri's mas bag, probably containing his clothes.


"Go home?", asked Febri after we both sat in the car.


"Yes, tired of it!", I said. He nodded towards the father's house which was not really far away.


Ten minutes later we arrived at the gate of my father's house, our house!


Febri came down and opened the door for me. After that, he opened the gate. I took the bag and food on the back bench.


After entering the car and locking the gate, Febri followed me into the house.


"Assalamualaikum!", said Febri. I who was already inside also answered his greetings.


"Glambeach!"


I went straight into the dining room to put down the food we brought from the stall. I put Febri's backpack on the dining table bench.


"Want to eat some more mas?", bargained me.


"That's it, it's already eaten!", he replied.


"Oh yes, to the room. Cleanse first. We're using my dad's room with the bathroom inside."


Febri also followed me to the father's room which we would make our room.


Our room was well-organized. I checked that the wardrobe already contained my clothes.


"It was you who took a shower!" said Febri.


"Yes!", I replied. After that I gave her a clean towel.


"Mas!"


"Hum!? Don't bring change of clothes!?"


"Make what?", he asked.


"You make it in the use."


Febri smiled mischievously approaching me.


"Later change clothes here. Just a minute on his shirt."


"Emang why?"


"What's the reason? Yes after the sunah prayer, we do not need to wear clothes again until again!", he said slowly beside my ears.


I grabbed his ear. Febri just complained indistinctly.


"Bath school!", I said.


"Udah no patience huh???", ledek Febri again.


"What the hell? lah nga! It's over there!!", I pushed her back all the way to the bathroom.


Waiting for her to take a shower, I tidied up Febri's little clothes. After that, I removed my hijab and cleaned the rest of the makeup in front of the mirror. It is not as thick as this afternoon because I have washed it several times when going to prayer.


The bathroom door is open. Come out my handsome husband! Totally without clothes. Only shorts are even very short. My gaze was suguhi by the piece of tofu in his stomach. Her skin is exotic not as white as Alby. Eh??? Why am I comparing! Apaghfirullah!!!! I hit my head.


"Why?", asked Febri, who was wearing a T-shirt and sarong.


"Gga!", I answered briefly. After that, I took a towel and negligee with short sleeves. After all, this is not the first time Febri has seen me wearing revealing clothes. It's even been open before! Yyyaaakk????


Don't you mind, the trouble that befell my marriage and Alby because of my past sins? Punishment for me who committed adultery??? Apaghfirullah!!!! I'm that bad!


So don't take me too well, huh? Especially Sholeha?! 🤭


Tok.dok...


"Sir, are you nothing? How long is it?"


"Udah finished mas. It wants ablution!", I said from within.


I finally got out of the bathroom. Febri was already sitting on his alphabet. I immediately turned my face away.


We pray sunah dua raka'at. After the prayer, we thought for a while. Until the dhikr was over, Febri turned to face me.


I kissed the back of his hand with reverence. He read the prayer and blew it on my crown, then kissed my forehead long enough.


There's a feeling I can't express with words. Never imagined we could be together in a legitimate bond despite having to go through many obstacles. Especially I should feel what betrayal looks like. Without being felt, there was a melting point suddenly sliding.


Febri fixed his sitting position. Then hold my hand tightly. Smacked it a few times. He lifted my chin that had been bowed.


"Why nduk? How come it's crying?"


"No doubt, in the end we can both be like this. Though..."


"Sssstttt..!", he put his finger in front of my lips.


"Everything we've been through is part of destiny!" said Febri. Our eyes looked at each other.


"I know, you still need a lot of time to forget all about Alby. I can't force you to forget Alby right away. But....!"


Febri pulled me in his arms.


"But, I hope, slowly you can also give your heart and love to make mas again. It's just me, not Alby or anyone else." I nodded in his arms.


Her chest is hugable 😆!


He lifted my chin again, then after that he kissed my lips for a moment. Just dipping! After that, he loosened his embrace.


"When do you wear your face?", he asked. Suddenly the romantic situation was broken instantly!


I opened my face and folded it and placed it on the side hanger of the dressing table. Febri did the same, folded the sarong and put it there.


My attention was on the small package that my mother-in-law gave me.


"What?", asked Febri who was now standing behind me by hugging me from behind.


I'm a little jolted. Although she and I have decided to get together and get engaged, this is the first time we have posed like this.


"Ah ..ini.ngga know in what love is the same mother", I replied with a stumbling because Febri had drowned his head in the overdraft of my neck and I made sure he left a trace there.


"Mass ...!"


"Heum!", he let go of his suction for a moment. I continued to open the package, which turned out to be the contents.Salep for Anu!


I glanced at my eyes in disbelief. My mother-in-law gave this ointment to me.


"It's an ointment for that right?", asked Mas Febri. I didn't answer.


"Mas?", I turned my head but after turning my head jutsru instead met my cheek with the lips kissable mas Febri. Uuuh ..kumaha euuyyy ...🤣


"Mother is understanding!" said Febri. He doesn't explain it to me anymore. His activity of sipping the neck continues. Until I finally remembered my conversation with Bu Sri when I was found sick by Mr. Bambang.


Madam Sri said, Aisyah's late house also used the ointment.


I'm gawked! What does that mean.....????


Mas Febri suddenly twisted my body, and we faced each other. His hands are around my waist.


His eyes looked at my face. With a slight bow, he said***my lips. Melu** top down alternately, after which accents every inch that is in my oral cavity. It's not the first thing for us, but after a long time apart from her I know she's changed a lot. Either physically or in an ability.


For a moment he let go of his kiss! Removing the remaining salivary on the edge of my lips with his index finger.


"I think mother has a point!" said Febri.


"I mean?"


Febri whispered beside my ear.


"You will definitely use that ointment Nduk! Mas iftar after years of idle! You understand that!", he said as he pushed me towards the bed slowly.


And.yes.I knew it would happen!


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Happy new year to all readers' & Mimin noveltoon as well. Hopefully, in this new year, all the ideals that have been achieved can soon be achieved. Long live for everyone. Dication of abundant windfall, because windfall does not have to be in the form of money right???


Thank you for getting here. A lot of typo yak. How many more chapters??? 🤔


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