Hold on or let go!

The Eps 161

The three couples decided to return to the city that night to see the state of Bia at the house of Mr. Bambang.

"What I fear will happen, sus!", Asih said to Sus.

"Yes yes mba, how can Asih think in that direction?", asked Sus.

"Where is Sus, I know that Alby loves Bia. There's no way she'll just let Bia go. Surely he will have a plan or whatever it is that makes Bia can not be separated from him. Example of Bia getting pregnant!"

Sus nodded at Asih's explanation.

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I had a dream where Alby forced me to be with him yesterday afternoon. It felt really real and I I cried sobbing in my sleep until the sound of Madam woke me up.

"Bia, get up!", Madam Sri patted softly Bia's cheek crying in her sleep. After I started to control myself, I opened my eyes.

Madam hugged my body.

"You're just a dream, there's a mother here!", Sri's mom rubbed my head with a pity. I'm not wearing a hijab now.

"Sick Mom...I'm afraid!", I said still sobbing even though slowly.

"Do not be afraid, you are the same mother. Everything is fine Nduk. Yes?", said Bu Sri still with a friendly that I had never seen before.

I nodded softly. My eyes looked around Febri's room. There are still photos of Febri and Aisyah. Febri wears her green uniform and Aisyah wears a nurse's white uniform. Their faces were so harmonious and there was a happy smile.

Miss Sri who seemed to realize my eyes were fixed in that direction, rubbed my shoulders slowly.

"Tomorrow mom down that picture frame. Now you sleep again, it's still night!"

I looked into the eyes of the old woman in front of me.

"What do you do to put Mom down? Nice photo!", I said.

"Because I'm sure, someday the photo will be changed!" he said, smiling.

"Night, sleep again! Tomorrow morning your anterin father to the mother's house or Lek Sarman? They're way back here."

I'm nodding.

"Thank You Ma. But Bia wants to go home to my dad."

Bu Sri just assented with a small nod. After that, he reviewed himself beside me. Rip my head off. I'm de Javu, back to my childhood. The time when the mother and the deceased father are still there. Instead of being calm, I cried. The shadow of happiness is real. Ms Sri tightened her embrace on me. It's all like a dream! The woman who used to be clearly against my relationship with Febri is now embracing me affectionately.

If this is real, please always be like this. If this is a dream, please don't let me wake up from this dream.

"Sleep!", said Madam Sri. I'm just saying yes, but I can't sleep.

Bu Sri miris saw her son's ex-lover sleeping uncomfortably, delirious in fear. Because Bia seemed to look agitated and overheated with the hijab still attached to her head, Bu Sri opened the hijab carefully.

His heart felt pinched. Bia's neck is full of traces of romance between Bia and her husband. Maybe if things are normal, it's not strange. It's just ..Bia's position was forced to do so. In her dreams, Bia looks scared.

As a woman as well as a mother, of course she feels pity. His guilt against his relationship with Febri also made the teacher's retirement even more sad.

I heard the soft snoring of Ms. Sri. When I looked at my face, he was like he was asleep.

I look at the walls of this room again. This room was a witness to the 'most beautiful sin' I ever committed with Febri. Not just once, but repeatedly. It's a shame, but we're still lucky we didn't make it that far'.

But still, in addition to sin, of course I am ashamed because in the end we have no right to be guaranteed. We married different people. I covered my face, ashamed of myself remembering the memories of my past with Febri.

Astaghfirullah.I murmured the istighfar in my heart. Afraid of interrupting Ms. Sri's rest.

I'm strengthening my heart! It must all end!

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"Sab!", call Sakti this morning. He picked Sabrina up.

"Sabrina mas, the time of Sab doang! Not sabreng right?" said Sabrina manyun.

Sakti smiled, he was anxious to see the girl in front of him who was now sitting next to him in the car.

"You call Bina? May?", asked the bespectacled man and the dimple. Sabrina seemed stunned to hear his call which he only used to hear from those closest to him.

"Eum.yes, it is better than Sab!", said Sabrina a little stuttering.

Sakti smiled again at the beautiful girl's answer. High slim body posture, higher than Bia. Uh...kok bandingin with Bia anyway?

Wong kok ngene kok bandingke...? Batin Sakti remembers the song that was again viral brought by a small child.

"Oh yeah, I mean, let me go so early this morning to say what? Not practicing? I work nine o'clock!", Sabrina's cerocos.

"It's the one-on-one dong Bina dear!", said Sakti. Sabrina's cheeks blushed in the affectionate call behind her name.

Ehem...ehem.sakti neutralizes his own heartbeat. This was the most ridiculous thing he had ever done in the presence of the opposite sex, other than Bia.

Sabrina herself was also misbehaved. I don't know, I'm ashamed to want to go into the ant hole.

"Eum...sorry mas, I mean what do you want to say?", asked Sabrina in the end because they were silent, equally embarrassed meow.

"Will have breakfast?", asked Sakti.

"I had breakfast anyway. But if mas sakti want me to eat breakfast!", hail Sabrina.

"That's yeah? Yes, drive thru in Donald!", said Sakti.

Sabrina nodded slowly.

Breakfast taste Lo aja different Bin, do not have to imagine the same magic! Lo minder the same Dimas, why be confident in the way of the same magic doctor who must be the castle far above Lo! Come wake up Sabrina Maulida! Don't dream!

The powerful voice that received food from Donald also resuscitated Sabrina.

"Well down there? I eat first?", asked sakti while pulling the car over.

After the car stopped, the two chose to sit on a bench facing the lake.

"Wouldn't you like breakfast together?", asked Sick while chewing his food. Sabrina shook her head."No, thanks for that."

Both men of different sexes are equally busy with their own thoughts.

"Dimas nitip greetings, for you!", said Sakti in between his meals. Sabrina knitted her two eyebrows together.

"Heum?", that's Sabrina's only statement. Sakti finished his breakfast, he sipped his drink. Then he looked at the beautiful girl who was staring at him as well. The two's gaze was cut off as Sabrina lowered her head.

"Dimas, my father's aide who accompanied my sister everywhere."

Sabrina swallowed her saliva.

"And now, Dimas is dating my sister!", said Sakti still keep staring at the beautiful girl. Sabrina didn't say anything.

"You don't want to comment?", asked sakti. Sabrina looked up at Sakti.

"Heheh, what should I comment?", asked Sabrina. Sakti didn't expect Sabrina's reaction to be that.

"You don't want to know about Dimas?", asked again.

"Make what?", asked Sabrina as she squeezed the bench she was sitting on. Sakti does not know what Sabrina struggles to be ordinary.

"You're sure there's no feeling like Dimas?" asked Sakti again. Sabrina looked at that handsome, pure white face. It seems that this man is very protective of his appearance. Inversely with what he is. Make up is cheap.

"Mas Sakti is just there, why ask rich is that ah. Which is it."

"You can't tell that feeling to Dimas yet, can you not help me to say it?", asked Sakti with a serious face. Sabrina was confused by the question.

"What do we mean by Sakti?"

"You don't want me, change the position of Dimas in your heart?", asked Sakti who is now mentally prepared.

"What do we mean by Sakti? Don't be weird!" said Sabrina still trying to cover up her nervousness.

"I'm serious Sabrina Maulida! I'm not asking you to be my girlfriend, I'm asking you to be my chaperone? Can you?"

Sabrina's eyes were wide. This is the story of his doctor again asking me what shot me? O God Gusti, what dream did I have last night????

"Don't joke around!"

"I'm not kidding Sabrina, okay. But seriously, I'm serious about you. I know, what makes you doubt that is because we haven't known each other for a long time, right? I..ngga ask you to be my girlfriend, I want us to date after the lawful in the eyes of religion."

Sabrina's voice stuck in her throat. Is this dream woyyyy?? In lamar handsome doctor even though he only knew yesterday?

"It's a joke, right? Not funny! It only happens in the world of halu mas, the world of this rich novel!", refuted Sabrina.

Sakti smiled faintly.

"I'm serious Bina!"

Sabrina froze.

"I don't deserve you. I'm just a tough guy, I...."

"That's also the reason you used to cut off your relationship with Dimas right?", asked sakti. Sabrina looked at that handsome face that was looking serious.

"Mas.me..."

"Why do you have to humble yourself like that?I've never distinguished Bina's social status!"

Sabrina's eyes glazed over.

"Serious face of Sabrina Maulida! Please, give me a chance to prove that I am sincere and serious with you. Do you want us to date after marriage?", asked Sakti covering her hands on Sabrina's cheeks. There was no nod or slug from Sabrina. The girl simply looked back at the man who had just expressed his desire to justify it.

"You want Bina?", asked Sakti. Slowly, Sabrina finally nodded.

Sakti hugs the navy veiled girl.

"Thank you!", said Sakti sincerely. Sabrina nodded in her arms.

"Later tonight, I'll take you to see my father. But ...you have nothing to do when you meet Dimas?", asked Sakti to look at Sabrina with love.

"Meet your father?", asked Sabrina nervously. Sakti nodded quickly.

"Yes, the sooner the better."

" But....!"

"Please!", the word begs.

"I am ashamed!", said Sabrina.

"Then my father, or...fear to see Dimas?", ledek Sakti. Sabrina pinched Sakti's arm.

"Awsss...nothing has been playing pinch, his name is kdrt you love!", said Sakti complaining. Sabrina blushed shyly hearing the word dear from the lips of Sakti, her future companion. Ihiiiir.....🤣🤣🤣🤣

Then the next second, it was Sabrina who embraced Sakti.

"Thank you!" said Sabrina. Sakti returned the embrace of her lover.

"Can Halalin now not Bin?", whispered Sakti.

Sabrina pinched back. But this time I can't. Is her stomach not fat at all? Inner Sabrina.

"Ishhh.no Sabrina, halalin yuk ah!"

They both finally laughed.

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Gaje no??? Happy little why??? Ben gak spaneng masehhhh ...🤣🤭🤭

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