Hold on or let go!

Eps 182

"Sorry, my client does not want a mediation hearing. And after this, my client handed everything over to me. And the matter of Gono gini's treasure will be taken care of soon!", said Hotma as Alby's lawyer.

Me and Alby sitting next to each other no longer greet. All are represented by our lawyers.

The trial was over, we took turns out of the room.

"Lek, let's go to the bathroom first!", I said goodbye to the three middle-aged men.

I took my breath. Although at first I felt heavy, but now I am much more relieved. Relieved in the sense that maybe my burden is slightly reduced.

When I got to the bathroom, I washed my face. Then throw away the mask that I have not been comfortable wearing since.

When I left the bathroom, it turned out that Alby was also both on the doorstep like me.

Suddenly awkward atmosphere. Lonely! No one's passing anyone's stuff. Our eyes looked at each other. I'm the one who from the first time I met Alby didn't take off my mask, it's been open now.

Alby saw how blurry my face was right now. Moist eyes, reddened nose because of too much crying. Alby's face is not much different than mine. There were still traces of tears on his handsome face.

I decided to ignore that view. But just as I was stepping my foot, Alby grabbed my wrist.

"Even though she is no longer Aa's wife, Aa will still love her. Until whenever!"

Warm rolls back sliding, but I hurriedly removed so that he did not see it.

"Some are more deserving of your love....Alby! And that's not me!", I said as I took off his hand. Not apart, but instead Alby pulled me up to throw me a wall. He clapped me almost even our bodies were crammed together.

I heard his breath hunting, his eyes watering and if he blinked I made sure he would cry like me.

"Say once again what neng called me?", she asked right in front of my lips. I took my breath.

"Alby!", I answered briefly. Alby turned the other way.

"Tell me that neng is not in love with Aa! Tell me if neng already has no taste whatsoever Aa!", he said slowly still in front of my face. Although slow but every sentence contains pressure.

"We've got nothing to do with Alby anymore. So, please let me go! It is inappropriate for a man who has just looked at a woman in this position!", I said, returning his gaze.

Alby blinked his eyes, and yes.

"Now Aa freelin neng. Release neng! But one day, Aa hopes the opportunity returns for Aa to be together again! If you think only neng feels the most hurt, please! Just so you know, Aa is just as tormented!"

Alby wiped his tears.

"He was weak as a husband. Aa crybaby being a man! But all you need to know is that she's the only one who can make Aa like this!"

Age says that, Alby let me go. But before he moved away, he took the time to kiss my forehead. Some more!

After that, he completely moved away from my reach. With a giant step I approached Lek Sarman and the others. From a distance I saw Alby enter the car with his lawyer.

"We go home!", let lek Sarman embrace my shoulder. I also agreed with a nod.

Our car slowly came out of the government parking area. Lek Sarman didn't tell me anything. Maybe he knew I needed to calm myself down.

"Open the window is nothing, sir Kalingga?", I asked.

"Can, please!", said Mr. Kalingga who drove his car in the company of Mr. Anton.

Our car stopped at the traffic light. Accidentally, the car I was driving was next to the car Alby was riding in as well. And it just so happened that our car windshield was both open.

I sat on the left passenger seat and Alby on the right. As a result, even though we were both in different cars, we seemed to be next to each other.

Our eyes meet again. For a few seconds, my gaze was fixed on the figure I still loved. But it turned out that Alby decided our view. He closed the car glass first. Maybe he was disappointed in my decision!

This is the best for us A! My inner.

Our car drove back. At the intersection, our cars were separated. My car's on the left, Alby's on the right.

Like the path we are on, we are different. I want it like this, you want it! And here we are separated. Our goals are no longer the same.

When I got home, I went straight to my room. Lek Dar didn't ask much either, letting me into my room.

While lying down, I checked my phone which had been completely untouched since I left for PA this morning.

A spate of misscalled and messages from Febri filled my green application. From text messages to voice messages.

I heard how much he was worried about me. Always and always, she said her feelings were bad every time I was like this? Does he feel like I'm not okay? Why can he be like that. Confused what to answer, I just reply to his chat.

[Sorry, I just got home. The first hearing of my lawsuit against Alby]

That's all I sent him. Unfortunately, my short chat actually made him contact me.

[Assalamualaikum Nduk!?]

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"Non, go home yuk? It's really afternoon!", take Mila to Silvy who since noon asked to be accompanied by a walk in the park.

"Sir...!"

"Yes non?"

"During this evil Silvy is just as bibik!"

"Bibik is sorry for non silvy."

"The mistakes Silvy made were a lot of Bik's. Will God forgive Silvy's sins?"

"God willing, as long as the non repent sincerely! God willing, God will always open the door of repentance to His people."

Silvy was silent again.

"Well, before Silvy leaves, Bia want to excuse me? Bik? How was their trial? Will Bia defend their marriage? What can't Bia hold on a little more, after all I'll be leaving!", said Silvy lowered his head.

"Astaghfiullah! Oh God, don't talk like that."

Mila hugged Silvy's body.

"Go home Non!", Mila takes Silvy home. He pushed a silvy wheelchair.

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"Lo why the hell? Coming home from the office just messing around with Feb?", asked Dimas.

"He can't be called from the morning Dim. It's past noon. Not usually rich? Make me worry."

"Have habits! Think positive why. God willing Bia not why. At home, he is not alone. Except if it was rich yesterday, pas is still in Alby village. He's alone there, you should be worried. Now the situation is different."

Febri seemed to be breathing. He checked his phone.

Ting! A notification he was waiting for.

[Sorry I just got home. The first hearing of my lawsuit against Alby]

Febri got up straight from his stool. Dimas looked in wonder at his best friend.

[Assalamualaikum Nduk]

[Guardiansalam]

[You...why is it okay? The feeling of the mas is not good continued from morning nduk.]

[I have nothing. Don't worry about me too much]

[Mas know, this must be heavy for you. But mas sure, you can go through his nduk. You're powerful. And this is the best for you].

'Sorry Bia, if you're evil. I'm happy with your farewell to Alby!'

[God willing, we are sincere]

[You... Did you talk to Alby?]

[It's hard]

Remembering the talaq sentence that Alby said earlier made me sob again. It still sounds painful!

[Nduk, stop! Don't cry anymore! I don't want to cry let alone see you cry again. Are they closed, right? Assalamualaikum]

[Guardiansalam]

Febri again sat himself on his bench.

"Bia wes Feb's peg?", asked Dimas.

(Have she divorced Feb?)

Febri.

"Well, the yellow light!", said Dimas. Direct contact in gibeng by Febri.

"It hurts*ego!", said Dimas.

"Gue ain't that bad Dim. I also could not be horrified Bia nangis rich earlier. It must be really painful. If I was there, I was looking at his back!", said Febri with still put on his sad face.

"Anjiiirrr...kalo Bia Lo who is puk-puk it's called Lo look for a chance!", said Dimas annoyed.

"But at least I can win Bia, Dim!" said Febri.

"Your karep is Feb. Been bloated!", said Dimas passed leaving Febri.

(As far as you are Feb. Crazy kid)

Febri sighed. In front of Dimas, he could act silly like that. But in this moment of his own, only he himself knew his feelings.

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Natur nohun, continue tomorrow again 😉