Hold on or let go!

Hold on or let go!
The Eps 251



Today is a busy day! After participating in activities at the Febri mas office, I have a meeting schedule of shareholders in the HS group office which happens to be next to the office where Febri mas service.


"Sorry, I can't let you in!" said Mr. Febri.


"You guys?", I asked. He's nodding.


"Yes, mother and father's children!", he said with a grin.


I just smiled at her babble that often made me melt. Yes, although he is not romantic but enough to make the heart melt.


Once romantic, eh! It often is.


Mas Febri rubbed my stomach which turned out to be a little bloated even though the belly was too obvious anyway. But my green uniform feels pretty tight. Hahaha, so confident that I made it with my small size. But yes, at that time I did not think if I would get pregnant this fast. Maybe I'll plan to make a new uniform, outside the budget of the government of course.


"Udah, I'm calm. Mothers and children just want a meeting, not a war to Palestine!", I said.


Febri had his lips woven.


"But then there I meet my ex-husband. The handsome again!", said Mas Febri sulking.


"Well?", I said poking her cheek.


"Yes, is he handsome?"


"Yes a handsome man, a beautiful time!", I said again.


"Don't be tempted by that handsome widower!", he said in a threatening tone.


"Eum..gimana huh? If suddenly I want to crav in the stomach elus same him, how?", my ledek.


"Huh? Ngga! Later omelin father nih two prospective children father. If you want to crav with your father. Not anyone else!"


"Hahaha yes yes. I'm kidding. Back to the office! Don't eat blind pay!"


"Cruel is very mbak yu.!", he said pinching my cheek.


I grabbed the back of his hand for me to kiss, not shake hands. We kissed each other on the back of our hands.


"Later to pick up, I'll tell you if you're done meeting."


I'm nodding.


"Yes mas!"


Febri left me near the loby. It turned out that we were the center of attention there. I smiled badly. Although not all of them know me as one of the shareholders in HS group let alone Alby's ex-wife, still my uniform became one of their concerns.


I also confidently approached the receptionist.


"Mba jiang!"


"Corny, uh..Mrs Shabia? Please go straight to the twenty-floor madam. The meeting will begin."


"Oh, yes thank you mba!", the receptionist gave me a visitor sign card.


I also walked to the public elevator. But unfortunately, the public elevator was still waiting in line. Suddenly someone slapped my shoulder.


"Neng!", I gasped a little.


"Aa!", I said spontaneously calling her that. We are back to being the center of attention.


I know it's Alby, even though he's wearing a mask let alone his perfume.


Eh??? Oh God, I still think so. Lupain Bia's! inget was already in your inflatable boom earlier!


"Why queue here, here's the same us!" said Alby. It turns out he was with a guy who was pretty handsome too! He gave me a little smile, just saying hello.


Uh...! Tuh kan's! Spontaneously I rubbed my stomach.


If only my sons could their rich handsome! Athaghfirullah! Yes don't dong, ntar ga in the same adui mas Febri again. No. I am in error, O Allah. Udah, similar to his father was also handsome. The most beautiful man is just my husband!


"Neng?", Alby flicked his hand in front of my face.


"Ah, yes!", I said. The three of us were in the same elevator.


There's no conversation between me and Alby. We try to be strangers even though we have been together before.


The elevator stopped on the twentyth floor. The three of us entered the room. It turns out there are other shareholders already there.


Alby opened the meeting today. I admit, he deserves to serve like this. His face was charismatic, it looked how dignified he was.


Unknowingly I smiled. It may be true, the wife is the bearer of fortune. When he became my husband, he was just a factory worker who switched professions to be a building porters who actually passed the saucy into building porters. Remember the coolies, not the handyman. Even though I never had a problem with that. He still gives me a living and a decent life.


And yes.married to Silvy, Alby's fortune changed. He can be like this now! In terms of appearance, even financially he must be very fulfilled.


Am I sorry? Nah! I'm even happier with Febri now. Although I realize, as the wife of the country man I must be ready if someday I am in the task stay for a long time.


I followed the meeting with an unfocused mind. True said Febri, he was afraid I reminisced about my past with Alby 😄😄


The meeting was over, and we shook hands with each other. But .. I'm not. I just put both my hands on my chest. Although I have not fully emigrated, but if to greet them one by one I cannot.


"Neng picked up Febri teu?", asked Alby to me.


"Muhun A's. Call Febri heula!", I replied.


(Yes A. I'll call Febri first)


Azmi who just realized that the woman who was with her boss was his ex-wife was only able to make up.


'Gareulis. Pantes we hard move on!', inner Azmi.


I also contacted Febri. On the first call, he immediately raised.


[Assalamualaikum Nduk]


[Waalaikum. I have done it mas. Peyan wes pan muleh?]


(You're going home yet?]


Azmi who had thought the former wife of her boss was one of the people in the area with her was now so confused. Actually, which one is he? But Azmi did not dare to ask directly.


[Mas wes Nang!]


(Mas is ahead)


[Oh Yo wes nek. I'm mrono dilut neh]


(Oh yes, that's it. I'll be there in a minute)


[Yes. Assalamualaikum]


[Guardiansalam]


I pulled myself out of the room, but Alby followed me to the elevator. The difference is, he was not with the man.


"Neng!", he's holding my wrist. Even though it was just the two of us there, I still felt bad.


"Don't rich gini A. Please let go!", I said slowly.


"Are you happy with Febri?"


"Why is it that every time we meet Aa always asks like that?"


"Are you just gonna make sure it's neng?"


''Make what?"


Alby didn't answer, he was silent.


"I'm happy with my new life. We'll soon have children. We won't put it off if it's our fortune."


Like a thousand blows to Alby's chest. Maybe Bia did not intend to quip her because he once asked his ex-wife to delay the pregnancy until two years. But in the end he had a daughter with another woman, and his son with Bia died.


"I.can go down by myself. No need to take me A. Assalamualaikum!"


"Milkahmur"


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Regrets are always behind yes A Alby, because it is clear in front of arana mah registration ⁇ ️️