Hold on or let go!

The Eps 30

Alby had been out of the bathroom for over fifteen minutes. Though the water faucet was not heard from earlier. Because what's Alby doing in there?

But a few minutes later, Alby came out in a very messy condition. My handsome guy looks really tangled right now. His face was still wet with water. Even the shirt looks like there was a splash of water.

He walked towards Mak's gurney. But I pretended not to notice. Until the corner of my eye caught a wound on the back of his fingers. Visible bruises, red, blisters and slightly bleed. If bad things hadn't happened, I'd have made sure I would have taken care of the wound. But for now, I'm trying to suppress my concern for her.

Alby looked at me with his beautiful eyes.

"So you don't eat from the morning. Eat first, Aa buyin. I don't want to be sick."

I didn't understand it.

I slowly got up from my seat and walked out.

"Neng, where are you going?", he grabbed my hand. But I'm patting. Without answering, I also came out of the ward.

After being outside, I called the nurse who happened to pass by.

"Sus..!", call me.

"Yes, Mom? Can I help you?", asked the nurse.

"Sus, can't ask for help. Inside, my husband's hand was cut. But ...i phobia same sus blood, and also I do not have the heart. Couldn't the nurse help cure her wound? Later the bill just went into my mother's room bill."

The nurse smiled.

"Okay ma'am, if so I take the medicine and equipment first yes ma'am."

"Yes sus. Then just go in. I want to go to the musholla first!", I told the nurse.

"Yes, Mom."

I also left the front hall of Mak's room. Walking to musholla. Again, I accidentally met with a magic.

"Meet more Bi?", say hello.

"Eh ..iya mas!", I replied clumsyly.

"You want worshipers?", he asked. I look around. There are some people who are still preparing to carry out their worship.

"May you mas!"

After saying that, the saint also put himself into the priesthood. There are some male labmums, but only Bia female mummies this time. This ashar prayer feels solemn and silent.

Four rakaat is finished. Each one of them came out and some were still struggling like me. I saw the pain there. He still put his hands up and asked the power.

I still enjoy my solitude indulging in the power. Closing my eyes while tidying the darn in my fingers.

Sakti actually wants to say hello to Bia again. But it looks like Bia is still fervent with her prayers. Finally, Sakti passed without greeting Bia like the first meeting earlier.

In the nursery, a nurse came in.

"Excuse me sir?", said the nurse kindly.

"Yes, sus? What's the matter?", asked Alby.

"I was asked to treat the wound on your hand sir. Father's wife asked for it."

Alby's stunned. She knew, no matter how angry Bia was she must still care about him a lot. Because Alby was sober, Bia loved him so much. What he was doing right now was a form of rebellion from his disappointment and heartache.

"Please sus!", Alby handed her hand in front of the nurse.

Another couple fighting again, huh? Oh, my God, this is a handsome man who swears a curse! Athaghfirullah! The nurse in his heart.

In about five minutes, the nurse was done treating Alby's wounds.

"Thank you sus!"

"Sama-sama sir. Excuse me!", he said politely. Alby nodded as well. Now he's back sitting next to Mak's gurney. Her hands yawned the back of Mak's hands.

"Mom, wake up, Mom. Alby knows, only Mak can convince Bia. Alby love Bia Mak!Please Mak", Alby bowed while holding Mak's hand.

After the prayer, I headed to the hospital canteen. It's not too crowded right now, because it's not lunchtime.

I chose to sit in one corner of the table that turned back to the entrance of the canteen.

"Tea, order vegetable rice and chicken side dishes yes. Drink his warm unsalted tea!"

While waiting for my order to come, I played my phone.

When I opened up, the wallpaper on my phone showed me a friendly photo of me with Alby. It was beautiful.yes.it was beautiful that moment. But a second later, I changed it. No more pictures of us on my phone.

"This is the tea."

"Thank you tea!"

After receiving the food, I started eating it. Although from morning I have not eaten anything, but the sense of emotion has reduced my appetite. I just ate at this hour. If I had intended to fast from last night, maybe it would have been better.

Eh..fasting? I stopped eating. I took my phone again.

It's a date like this, why haven't I got my period yet?

I started to remember the last time I had my period. Suddenly my appetite was gone.

How'this? What if I'm pregnant? I'd like to apply for separation from Alby? But if you're pregnant??? Oh Allah....!

I scooped my face.

"Tea, how much?", I asked the canteen.

"Twenty teas!"

I gave up my money. Don't forget I thanked him.

My current destination is the hospital pharmacy. I wanted to see if I was really pregnant or not. I don't know what to decide if there's a fetus in my womb, Alby's son!

"Excuse me tea. Buy two respects!", I said.

The seller also gives two for respect with different brands. I'll try it after this. Although I know, this tool is more effective in the morning. But if you are pregnant, whenever the time to test it is definitely positive. While I'm in the hospital, I'll make sure to see a doctor.

I walked to the toilet not far from the pharmacy. I took a container to hold my urine. With mixed feelings, I started dipping the tool together.

After I thought it was enough, I raised both tests. I take a slow breath. A minute passed and the next minute I stared at the two lines in each of them.

My tears are melting down my cheeks.

Between sadness and joy raged in my heart. My pleasure, because in the end God put a fetus in my womb. But my sadness dominates. What will my son's future be if his father and mother separate? Should I be selfish? Should I give up, AGAIN????

I kept the test results, after which I headed to the registration counter to consult a doctor.

"Good afternoon doc!", greet me.

"Good afternoon, madam. Can I help you?"

I took two tests out of my wallet.

"This is my test result, Doc. I want to make sure how my fetus is and how old I am. You see I don't remember when the HPMT docks!"

The beautiful doctor smiled.

"Let's come with me. You lie down first."

I also according. The doctor pressed my lower abdomen. After that he rubbed the gel on my stomach. It moves the USG tool. The doctor smiled.

"Congratulations, Mom. You are pregnant with a fetus that has entered the age of seven to Mom!", said the doctor.

I cried with joy. O Allah, after waiting for so long, the moment finally arrived.

The doctor helped me get out of the hospital bed.

"Be careful, ma'am, watch the content. The age of the mother is still susceptible to miscarriage. As much as possible, avoid stress, get enough rest and eat healthy and regular. Here's the vitamin recipe, ma'am."

"Yes doc."

"You came by yourself?", asked the doctor.

"Eum.. happens to be my mother just finished a dock operation. So I'll just check doc."

"Eum.. okay. Careful, ma'am?!", said the doctor. I resigned myself out of the obstetrician's room.

"Bia?", greet someone. And I looked up at the person who called me.