Hold on or let go!

Eps 32's

I entered Mak's room. Mak still closed his eyes. As for Alby, I saw he was holding a prayer mat near Mak's gurney. He chose the ashar here.

"Neng, are you back?", said Alby. To me that's a question that doesn't need to be answered at all.

I approached Mak's gurney, then sat down beside him.

Alby got up from his seat. Then approach me.

"We need to talk!", he said slowly while holding my hand. As I tried to take my hand out of his grasp, he got even stronger.

"Miss. Please, dread this once. We really need to talk!"

I sighed to me. After that I got up to the sofa. Alby closed the curtains around Mak's gurney.

After I sat down on the couch, Alby locked the door to Mak's room.

Maybe it's true, we should talk. Alby doesn't want anyone to bother us when we're serious.

Alby sat next to me. Grabbing both my hands.

"Miss. Aa apologize!", he said starting our chat. I'm still quiet.

"You know, what Aa's love is to you. His love aa to you. And Aa also knows, you love Aa. Even though you're angry, you still care about Aa."

Scroll Alby's hand wrapped in gauze.

"Bia..!", he covered one of my cheeks. But I brushed it off.

"Please.see Aa!", she grabbed my chin so I could raise my face to look at her.

"Don't you believe that Aa loves you dear?"

"You are in love with Bia, you can't do this. Aa played our wedding."

"Ngga. No!"

"What's the name A? I told you from the beginning, use my money! My money is also your money. If you are worried about my family, you can borrow it and return it at any time. Not like this! You are the one who cheeses on the end of self-esteem, but you sold that self-esteem to your employer!", my tears escaped.

Alby shook his head while tightly hugging my body. I resigned when my real body missed my man's touch.

"Everything is not what you think, baby! no!", Alby rubbed my head. I am still stuck in his arms.

"Aa must do this, baby. Trust me the same."

"But I can't if I have to share A. I couldn't.!", I still shook my head slowly between my sobs.

Alby loosened his arms. Looking into my eyes while wiping the tears on my cheeks.

"I know it's hard. So does Aa."

I didn't realize I was wiping my flat stomach. But I also don't want to rush to tell her about my pregnancy. I still doubt this. Can I continue my domestic life with Alby.

Alby put both his hands on my cheeks. He peed at my forehead for so long. The longer my tears go down. After peeping my eyes in turn, he kissed his lips slowly. And his stupid, I'm not evading. I let Alby do it. Yeah, I admit. I miss her touch so much, her caress. We miss each other.

And. the activity of letting go of each other's longing took place on the sofa with Mak still lying in the gurney.

After getting our clothes in order, Alby hugged me again.

"Aa loves you so much Bia. Hugely. Please, don't leave Aa no matter what. I know, this is not fair to you. But.you must be sure, Aa's love will not change at any time."

I drowned my head in his chest. I miss my Alby just for me. Does this mean I'm willing to share with the girl?

"Stay with me Bi", Alby kissed my forehead again.

I close my eyes and enjoy the warm embrace that tomorrow is not just for me. Slowly, I fell asleep too. Either because I was tired after the battle or it was my pregnancy.

Alby looked at the plain face of his sleeping wife. His face made him feel guilty. Why should this be the home life?

Finally, by late afternoon the couple fell asleep on the sofa.

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Hartama was telling his men to take care of anything related to his daughter's marriage.

"Papa..!", Silvy hugs her papa.

"Darling, tumben to the office?", asked Hartama.

"Silvy is very sad. Thanks to Pa. Papa always meets whatever Silvy wants!"

Hartama's hand shook asking his employees out. In this room left Silvy, Hartama and Marsha Hartama's secretary.

"Marsha, as long as I'm not in the office. Please handle everything."

"Good sir."

"Son, after you're married. Marsha will be Alby's partner. Papa's convinced, Marsha can guide Alby so he can do his job."

"Sister Marsha? Why don't you guys do it?", asked Silvy while looking at Marsha with a look of dislike.

Marsha who was seen like that also felt bad for herself.

"Darling, why are you asking like that? Marsha's Papa's confidant."

"But.I don't want to ya pa if brother Marsha kesentilan same A Alby."

Hartama smiled thinly while shuffling his daughter's hair.

There are Lo kali that are negligent! I already know the husband of people, still Lo embat! Girls don't know themselves! Inner Marsha was so upset.

"Alright Marsha, you can come out!", Hartama ordered. Marsha also came out of her boss' room.

"Preparation is done, baby. Later that night we leave for the city of G. So tomorrow morning you can get married in the hospital. In front of your mother-in-law."

Silvy nodded happily.

"Thank you pa!"

Hartama asked Sapto and his wife to prepare everything to be brought to the city of G.

"Sir, are we going there?" asked Mila.

"And you brought the car, ma'am."

Sapto stuffed her master and lady's suitcases into the trunk.

"Oh Allah sir. How does his wife Alby feel watching her own husband's wedding?!", Mila sighed softly thinking about the fate of Alby's wife who he actually did not know directly.

"Who are we, Mom? Only someone else happens to care and know the origin of this incident."

"But why should Alby sir? Handsome men and equals non Silvy are also many."

"Mom, you'll know when you get there."

"What father do you mean?"

"There's another reason Mr. Hartama forced Alby to marry his daughter. Let's just pray, may it all end well. Alby and Bia can be patient going through their family ordeal."

"Yes sir!"