Hold on or let go!

Eps 193s

Febri had packed up and was preparing to head to the dormitory. Luckily, the three of them were placed in the same room.

"Gue called Bia first?!", said Febri.

"We're going first!" said Dimas. Seto and Dimas who use two wheels also slide first. Febri was using a four-wheeled vehicle.

Jemari Febri dialed Bia's number. He contacted Bia again since a few days ago busy with Sakti Bina's wedding.

First connection not lifted. It was only at the first call that Bia picked him up.

[Assalamualaikum why?]

Bia's answer sounded soft.

[Valaytsalam, nduk? Whereabouts? how are you rich in whispers? Still at Malvin's mom's house?]

[Eum, at my mother's house.]

[You go straight home?]

[Yes, this morning]

[But how do you whisper?]

[Eum, I'm at my mom's house. I'm afraid I'm calling you. You will be angry again with your father!]

On the other hand, Febri smiled instead. Vibes they're backstreet ala-ala teen.

[Oh..that?]

[Hum!]

[Nduk, starting today ..mas no duty so adjutant Mr. Galang again]

[Oh, continues?]

[Maybe you want to be mutated to a distant place or to a place where you don't know]

[Ooh.].

[Cock just oh?]

[Lha what should I answer?]

[What do you do not mind if you are further away from you?]

[Ckkk..kegeran deh, we have no relationship whatsoever mas! I used to be able to LDR An for years with you. The proof is I'm okay. Right now, we have nothing to do. What makes me object?]

[North]

[Udah mas, please.this time I hope you don't expect more of me. I don't want to disappoint you. I don't want to.].

[Sir, please listen to me this time]

Silence, there's no word from Bia.

[Nduk, I know you are wrong. It has disturbed you even though you are still in the Iddah period. But I hope, after the Iddah period has passed you can open yourself whether it be for mas or someone else. You can move on from your problems with alby]

[I don't want to give too much hope to you.]

[For now yes, but some time to come I hope you change your mind. I'm not forcing you to accept me at this time. Mas sausar nduk! Realize it even!]

I heard a breath coming from Bia's mouth. Febri himself rubbed his temple slowly.

[Mba Bia.Dial called Mother].

The screams of Esa were heard by Febri.

[Yes, you are called mother. Hang up the phone first. I hope you can always call you anywhere you are in the place. Assalamualaikum]

[Guardiansalam]

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I came out of the room to see Esa.

"Called mother, mom!"

"Yes, baby!", I said. I grabbed onto Esa's shoulder, then walked towards where my father and mother were sitting.

"Mother, you just stay here just like us huh?"

I'm shaking.

"Ngga Ma'am, thank you. Bia can stay at Salman's father's house!"

"Why stay here Nduk?", asked the father.

"Eum, Bia wants to go to my father's house" I replied briefly. Because I'm afraid Mr. Anton will be offended if the reason I don't want to be here is because of him. Moreover, my current status is a widow. He himself is my stepfather. I don't want anyone else's bad views. Moreover, he is the leader in our village.

"What is the danger if you are at home alone? Especially now that everyone knows your status!"

I'm shaking.

"I can take care of myself, sir. Just chill. Insha Allah Bia is fine!"

The couple looked at each other. Couldn't force his eldest daughter who was quite loud.

"Yes, that was your decision. You can protect yourself."

I'm nodding.

"Yes sir. But what are you and your mom worried about, right?"

"Sir, your status is now your own. I just don't want people to judge you. Especially if you are alone in such a big house. Mom's afraid...!"

"Mom.don't talk like that. God willing Bia can take care of herself mom. We cannot silence their mouths, but we can choose to listen to them. It is up to them to judge what Bia is like, which obviously God willing Bia will take good care of herself."

"Yes, this time we support your decision. But do not hesitate to contact your father or mother, yes Nduk?"

"Yes sir."

My phone is shaking, there's a chat from Mr. Kalingga. There's a second trial schedule. It turned out faster than expected. That means my divorce certificate with Alby will be there soon.

I'm glad, but I'm also sick!

"From who? Alby's? Febri?", lick.

"Not sir, from Mr. Kalingga. He said the second trial was faster. So, there is no need for a third trial and that means the divorce certificate can be given later."

How do I feel Mr Anton is so possessive?? Athaghfirullah! Do not let this heart suudzon O Allah.

Like anton reading the look on Bia's face that felt her attitude was excessive.

The deg! How much pain???

"Sorry, my attitude makes you uncomfortable."

"Ngga sir. What no. Thank you for your attention to Bia."

"However you are still our firstborn. Set a good example for your brothers. So strong and strong brother. Okay?"

I nodded and smiled thinly.

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"By!"

"Hum?"

"When do you have time?" asked Silvy. Alby, who was struggling with his laptop, turned his head.

"Time for what?", he asked but his eyes turned back to the folding object in front of him.

"Buy baby equipment."

Alby stopped his fingers. Then turn the chair so facing Silvy who was sitting in his wheelchair the two faced each other now.

Silvy's cheeks are getting thinner, only his stomach is swollen because there is life in there.

"Are you eating or not?" asked Alby. Silvy furrowed his brows.

"Of course I eat gold."

"But why are you getting so skinny? Is our child fulfilled his nutrition? You're just like this!"

Whether Silvy should be happy or sad to get her husband's treatment like this? If he was paying attention to his physique, wouldn't that include a form of attention as well?

"Insyaallah By. I eat nutritious food anyway, right mother same aunt masakin blind me."

"Oh!"

"Where, By? When can you let me shop for baby needs?"

"Isn't the age of the womb is also only five months, said the Sundanese mah pamali. Buy it later if it's seven months."

Silvy shakes.

"Ngga, By! I'm afraid I don't have time for shopping!"

"What the hell are you! Not enough of my attitude has softened with you all this time?"

"Not by, not that!"

"What's not that! I survived this far because of 'he' !" Alby pointed at Silvy's stomach.

"Yes, I know. Until whenever I won't be able to have your heart!", Silvy's voice trembled.

Alby squeezed his hair rough.

"I'm tired of talking like this. Stop saying about such a thing, living dead someone only god knows! Do not go before destiny! I don't want to hear you talk like that anymore!"

Alby got up from his chair and walked out of their room.

Brakkk..

Alby came out of his room. He chose to sit by the pool. It turns out that there is Sapto who is playing mobile phone.

"Lho, By? Since when is it here?"

"Eh, mang!", Alby approached Mang Sapto who was sitting on a bench near the pool.

"What is it?", asked Mang Sapto.

"Dizziness!", replied Alby. Mang Sapto patted the bench next to him. Alby sat next to Sapto.

"On what? Your divorce with Bia?"

Alby didn't nod nor shake. He just kept quiet.

"You may someday be a match, insyaallah othor bring you together again."

Alby.

"The problem is a lot of pros and cons Mang!", Alby sighed softly.

"Hehehe has followed his will in power. So, why are you dizzy?"

"Silvy mang!"

"Non Silvy?"

"He always talked about his departure. She decided to save the baby."

"By, that's a mother's instinct. Mamang is proud of Non Silvy."

Alby scrunched his eyebrows.

"Mamang did not expect that spoiled and arrogant boy could turn three hundred and sixty degrees since the same time you By."

Alby propped up his chin with his fist.

"Perhaps, this is how God sent you to fix non-Silvy!"

"But why should I lose Bia Mang? Why???"

"You want to blame fate?", asked Mang Sapto. Alby shaking.

"So, you just keep trying to fix what you still need to fix. God willing Bia will be happy in her own way. Without you, he'll be fine. Believe in me mamang!"

"But Alby loves Bia, mang!Why is it like this!"

"Your job now is to try to give a little love to your wife as well. He needs you more!"

Mang Sapto's words were like the wind to Alby. His heart was still Bia Bia Bia and Bia. Not that he never tried to open his heart to Silvy, but he still couldn't!

*****

God willing, come up again. Is there anyone waiting, no????

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