Hold on or let go!

Eps 195s

Lek Sarman stopped his steps, made me stop.

"What is lek?", I asked confused. My mother looked back, and so did I. Febri who was unconscious in front of him stopped even surprised it turns out he hit Lek Sarman. Fortunately I've been moved by my Lek.

"Why are you?", asked Lek Sarman.

"You.mau.mau.meet Bia, lek!", replied Febri.

"Kan wes bar!", said Lek Sarman.

(They are)

"I haven't talked to Bia, lek?"

"What if we weren't talking? Pake sok-sok future wife everything!", said Lek Sarman ketus. Febri rubbed his nape.

"Lek!", I pulled Lek Sarman's hand.

"What's? Do you want to remember your ex-boyfriend?", asked Lek Sarman.

"Did? Sit down kek ngunu lek! Isin Iki you know in the guest showers!", I said with a little slow.

(It's not so lek! Shame on seeing guests)

"Mending now you're back Feb. Go home and not meet old people before even here."

"Sorry lek!", said Febri in a regretful tone.

"Wes Ndang muleh. Simpenono ali-ali wants to!", said Lek Sarman.

(Return hunt. Keep the ring)

"Tenane Kon muleh Iki lek?", asked Febri. Lek Sarman took a breath and opened his eyes.

(Totally tell this Lek to come home?)

Seeing Lek Sarman take a breath while closing his eyes, the gallant man hurriedly grabbed Lek Sarman's hand. Then as fast as lightning he kissed the back of Sarman's lek hand after his haste while saying his greetings. Lek Sarman has always been famous. No manners of tea!

"Lek, still fierce!", I said to Lek Sarman as he entered our room.

"At galakin he's still reckless with your deketin, how do you want in alusin!"

"That's not how it is too lek."

Lek Sarman stared at me intensely.

"Are you interested in Febri again?"

"Huh? What lek? Yes.yes no!", answered me with a crisp laugh.

"Related?"

"What the hell is lek?"

"Oh yes, it's good dong. But if nothing, too. Later lek jatohin same cow village manager next door!", said Lek Sarman while standing from the sofa.

Cowman next door??? I remember in the village next door there was a famous cowboy. Eh, but..but.... isn't it aki-aki??? The hell time Lek Sarman can mate me with aki-aki???

"Sek after all, I'm the cowboy next door, right Mbah Parno, Lek? Wes worship ngunu? Masiyo in jodohne ambek Bia anyway?", I asked Lek Sarman.

(Wait for lek)

"Yo's grandmother is not opo-opo anyway?", asked Lek Sarman back while sitting on his stool.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim, how wonderful!"

"Hum...!"

Tok.dok....

"Come on mba!", I said. A shop official approached me.

"Nuwun Sewu mba Bia, in front there is...."

"What's up?", I asked.

"There's a. In front of Alby!", said my employee.

Lek Dar immediately got up to go there.

"Lek, let Bia find herself a lek!", prevent me on Lek Sarman. I try to avoid a commotion if they meet later. I don't know why Lek Sarman is still so emotional. Though I have forgiven him, in quotation marks not to forget what he has done to me.

"Later he messes with you!"

"Neas not to worry lek. Alby and I have nothing to do now. In front of a lot of people."

Finally Lek Sarman let me meet Alby who turned out to be accompanied by his lawyer.

I pulled a chair in front of Alby that was only one mile away.

"Assalamualaikum!", I saluted them.

"Waalaikumsalam!", replied Alby. My God, the last time I met Alby was when we were at Sakti's wedding. And after that, we just met again.

Alby extended his hand to me. I stared at the back of Alby's loyal hand in front of me.

The back of the hand I always kissed. The palms that touch me every time we're together. But ...that was it!

Finally, I covered both my hands. Without warning, Alby lowered his hand.

The man realized, right now he was no longer the man Bia could touch.

"How are you?", Alby's voice trembled. Indicates he is setting his heart rhythm.

God, I can finally see you again Bia! You are getting more beautiful with this look. Inner Alby.

I think I'm starting to forget you Alby. But the truth...???

"Alhamdulillah good!", I answered flatly. Hotma who was between the two cleared her throat slowly.

"Aren't you busy, Miss Bia?", asked Hotma to me.

I'm shaking."No, I don't have anything to do."

"Well, then can we have a minute?", asked Hotma. I scratched slowly.

"A moment!", I said to two people who were at my desk.

"Mba, bring two fresh drinks!", I asked the waiter. The waiter also obeyed my orders.

"Look Lady Bia, do you have no desire to get the rights of Gono gini?"

"Harta gono gini?", I asked parroted.

"Yes madam!"

I smiled thinly.

"There's nothing we should share. I've given back everything Alby's ever given me, in that house! In your client's village, Mr. Hotma."

Alby looked at me so closely. Maybe he was swearing at me in his heart who was acting like he is today.

"So sorry Mr. Hotma and.pak Alby! If there's nothing else you want to talk about, I'll go back inside. Excuse me!", I got up from my stool.

Do you even call me Aa again? His powerful voice that called out his call unfortunately to me???

"But I haven't finished talking Shabia Ayu yu!", Alby's stern voice stopped my movement.

I'm back on my bench.

"Well, tell me what you want to say?", I asked. Actually, I don't want to avoid the discussion about gono gini treasures that I never thought of at all. Merely, my chest is still a little painful considering everything. Yeah, everybody!

From happy memories to painful memories that Alby last did to me. And lucky for me to 'manut' when he forced me to berKB at that time. If at that time I did not use contraceptives to prevent pregnancy, maybe.I am currently pregnant again considering after the puerperium that means I am fertile again.

Hotma handed me a light blue map.

"What is this?", I asked.

"Open it!", Hotma said. I opened the map too. There it is clearly visible that my name is plastered with capital letters that state if the new building is bestowed on my name.

I shut it down, then sodor will come back to Hotma.

"What the fuck? I'm not glared at what you're giving Mr. Hotma, just tell me if I refuse."

"Unfortunately, you can't refuse her Madam. The building is yours. You are also a fifteen percent shareholder in HS group."

"No, I don't need that!"

"But that's Mr. Hartama's request, madam!", said Hotma.

I smiled cynically.

"The treasure that Mr Hartama gave me today, will never be able to restore my 'fun! Please tell that to your client!", I said as I looked at the handsome face I have always adored.

Alby mencelos's. He looked the other way. Dare not to return my gaze.

"Sorry, please bring it back. To him, I am not as rich as he is. But at least my self-esteem, my happiness, and my life cannot be bought. Especially with the treasure you have offered me! Excuse me!", I stood up and moved from there.

"My wife wants to talk to you, Bia!", call Alby out loud.

What say? My wife? I laughed sarcastically that Alby didn't see my laughter. Wow, wife! Thankfully, she finally admitted that Silvy was her wife.

Do I have to be happy? that means my sacrifice wasn't in vain, right?

But I don't know why my chest hurts? I pressed my chest. And stupidly, my tears were rolling. But I hurriedly removed it and I turned my body back.

"What else does your 'wife' want from me? Didn't he get you?", asked the circus. I saw Alby rub his face. Luckily we were at the private table. The distance between other visitors is quite far.

Alby came closer to me. Oh my God, that body? That scent?

A video call Alby showed me.

[Assalamualaikum mba Bia?]

Sapa Silvy is across there. I stared at the phone. My sight changed instantly.

Silvy, the arrogant girl who has taken my Alby now....??

[Guardiansalam]

I answered his greetings, but somehow I felt even more ill seeing Silvy's condition like that.

[Mba Bia, I. want to apologize mba!].

Silvy's voice sounded so sincere. Despite being covered in hijab, I know that her stomach is growing now. If only my baby had survived, it might have been that big.

[I know I was wrong. I ruined your marriage to Alby. I've taken your happiness, ma'am]

Silvy started sobbing there.

This is how ugly I am, so easily moved!

[I don't know if Mba Bia can forgive me or not! Because I know my mistakes are not easy to forgive. But... before I go.I.I want to apologize to Mba Bia directly!].

Silvy rubbed his distended stomach. And it made me feel more pain in my chest. I don't know what Alby did to the young woman who should be enjoying her youth. But you have to face something like this.

[Life dies, God determines]

Finally came the words out of my lips. Silvy smiled there.

[What you give may not be comparable to what Salman gave mba, but please accept yes. Let's just say it's the last gift we can give mba]

I let out a breath.

[If I go, I'll have our son. Fear..The mother can no longer take care of her, but..still have a kind-hearted Mama Bia].

[You'll be fine, for your son's sake. Fight on! I forgive you!]

Without caring anymore about Alby, I handed him the phone and then I walked quickly to Lek Sarman's house. I tried as fast as I could get there. Oh my God, what else is this? I've been trying to get Alby! Why did he have to come back???

If I had received that stock, it would mean I would always be in touch with him because surely the HS group would be taken care of by Alby!

I sat down on the porch of Lek Sarman's house. I bowed my face, which I sank with my knees.

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There's a continuation, but later....

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