Hold on or let go!

The Eps 220

...A fear that is bound to happen is 'dead' !!!...

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"When you wait, Mother! Papa too!", said Silvy again. He looked towards the direction where he saw Nabila smiling. His hand moved in that direction. He was so weak.

Suddenly I shivered for him. We don't know Nabila, but when Silvy says papa, I feel....

(Say people mah, people who want to die pretentious 'they' who have already left)

Alby grabbed Silvy's hand.

"Vy, you better take a break. You have talked a lot since. The doctor says you can't be tired!" says Alby. Silvy's eyes now turned to Alby.

"I'm sorry!", the woman suddenly shed her tears again.

"Yes, I forgive you! Now you're taking a break?", pinta Alby.

"Before I go to sleep, I want to be satisfied to see you are the same Nabil By!", Silvy's voice grew louder.

Febri takes Nabil and leaves him to Alby. Nabil was laid beside Silvy. Alby was sitting next to Silvy's gurney holding one of Silvy's hands. The woman's eyes took turns staring at Alby and Nabil alternately. After that, he closed his eyes slowly. The longer, the grip loosened.

Alby just looked at Silvy's face which was currently closed.

"Vy, are you asleep?", asked Alby so gently.

He is indeed a man who treats women gently, even hurting me is full of tenderness!

"We go home!", I invite Febri out of this room. But Febri's got me. And then hugged me.

Febri's gaze was fixed on the figure of Silvy who was already silent on his bed.

"Vy's? You still hear me, right?", Alby patted silvy on the cheek. But Silvy is back.

Somehow Alby reflex put his finger in front of Silvy's nostril.

His heart was racing faster. His eyes blinked slowly, and a clear grain escaped from his eyes.

I still hear enough of Alby's activities even though Febri is holding me so tightly. What's the matter?

Alby turned to Febri, Febri who understood that only sighed.

"Innalilahi wa innailaihi Raji'un!", murmured Febri. I who was right under his neck was still quite clear to hear the murmur.

My tears suddenly melt.

"Vy...Silvy?!", call Alby again, after which he sobs beside his wife's gurney. He pushed the emergency button to call the officer.

Malvin, Mak Titin and Mila tea who were outside the room were worried because suddenly the medics entered Silvy's room.

Febri took me out of the room still clutching me so tightly. This isn't a dream, is it???

Alby held Nabil so tight! Although there was no love for Silvy, but still the sadness hit his heart.

"Aya naon Jang?", Mak Titin panicked. So did Mila and Titin tea. Mila's tea takes Nabil from Alby's deck.

After that, Alby hugged Mak Titin so tightly. The handsome man sobbed on Mak Titin's shoulder. There was no answer from Alby's mouth until the doctor came out of the room.

"Dok, my son why doc?", asked Mak Titin. The doctor just took a long breath.

"Patiently, ma'am, God loves your children more!", said the doctor who is the same age as Sakti.

"What do doctors mean?", Titin still couldn't accept that fact.

"Mr..!", Alby tightened his embrace.

"Nga! Silvy must be fine, right By?", asked Mak Titin again. He forced his arms off Alby. He sneaked into Silvy's room.

After that, there was only the roar of a mother who lost her daughter.

Malvin was no less sad. He felt guilty because what happened with Silvy was also a mistake from him. The man leaned his back against the wall while closing his eyes, trying not to cry. But I can't! The tears kept escaping.

I tightened my arms to Febri. I wept. What should I cry about???

"Ssttt.quiet, calm down!", Febri rubbed my back. He put his chin on the top of my head.

"Ngga! You're good, God willing Silvy left quietly after apologizing from you. And you have forgiven him!", whispered Febri to me.

The pain in Alby's chest grew. Losing the figure of a mother to her child, as well as the figure of the woman she loves who is now in the arms of another man.

He could see it, but he could no longer have it.

"Am I selfish?", I looked up at Febri's face. He shook his head, then wiped my tears.

"Alby, you need your support now!", she put both her hands on my cheeks. I'm shaking.

"You want to prove that you have really opened your heart to you, right?", asked Febri again. I don't understand what he's asking.

"I have chosen you, only you! Even if Silvy's house asks me to go back to Alby, I can't. I can't erase my wounds, even though I've forgiven them. I can't mas, can't!"

"But you can still make friends with Alby. You see how devastated he is right now? You saw it, right?"

Me and Febri were a bit of them. Our conversation was even heard whispering.

We no longer embrace. My hijrah is still a figment, has not been able to go there that only touches the mahram. 😔

Febri took me to Alby. Once near Alby, Febri grabbed Alby's smaller and shorter body. He patted Alby on the back.

"Patiently, By. You can definitely get through this!", said Febri. Alby returned the hug.

"Thank You Feb! Thanks!"

After Febri let go of his embrace of Alby, now I'm the one standing before him.

The foreign! This is how I feel now! We were both silent in our positions.

"Hopefully, you.can patiently undergo all your exams huh ...A..Alby!", I said. Alby didn't know anything. Only her body moved closer to me.

Grepp....

He hugged me now. She shed her cry on my shoulder. My hands spontaneously rubbed his back.

How is Febri feeling? Jealous??? Nah! A lie? Nah! Anyway No!!!

"Thank you, already willing to forgive Silvy!" he said. I nodded slowly.

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"When are you waiting for you?", asked Silvy. Nabila.

"Still Bun, but we're not unidirectional!"

"Why?", asked Silvy again.

"Mother many sins! If Nabila has no sin!", replied Nabila with a smile.

"Yes, you have to be responsible for all your mistakes. But.mama Bia already sorry mother!"

"Yes, that's why mom's business is over, so we're out of their world Bun!"

Silvy nodded as well. He joined hands with Nabila until the intersection, they separated.

"Good way mother!"

"Goodbye Nabila!"

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It's late afternoon, silvy in makamin tomorrow huh?

Please do this, let's get it level squared!

About Silvy and Nabila who talk, it's really a shame that may be... 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 But the obvious, the genitals mamak ⁇ ️️

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