Hold on or let go!

The Eps 77

A few moments before....

Anika approached Silvy and Alby who had just finished talking to Bia.

"Anika.thanks has come, but yesterday Lo just read chat from me!" said Silvy.

Anika looked up at Alby. Yes, Anika is upset with Alby who sue when she is a boy. Alby also seemed to realize the dislike of Anika's eyes. And wait, behind Anika there's Dimas. Anika's lover and friend Febri.

"Hum! Sure oes. I must have come!", said Anika. Dimas stood behind Anika.

"Who is this?", asked Silvy.

"Oh. knowin, brother Dimas. My boy!", said Anika.

"When did you have a guy? No stories!", said Silvy in his centile style.

"Old old man. Brother Dimas, my father's aide who was in charge of accompanying me."

"Ajudan?", asked Silvy while frowning.

"That's not important."

Dimas who was used to the silly behavior of his lover just felt astonished by Anika's behavior that looked different this time.

"Kok Lo tumben jutek is it An? You're not sick anymore, are you?", Silvy put his hand on Anika's forehead. But the girl brushed it off.

"How does it feel to snatch people's husbands?", Anika quipped right in front of Silvy's face. Silvy was shocked to hear his best friend say that.

"What does Lo An mean?", asked Silvy.

"Gue is disappointed with Lo Vy! Yesterday I was my best friend. But not now and then!"

"Lo, what the hell is An? Ngaco deh!", Silvy.

"Gue knows all his Vy, I know! You're just a whore!"

Plakkkp! A slap on Anika's chubby cheek. Dimas, who is trying to protect Anika, warns Silvy, but Anika holds him back.

"But he slapped you on the deck. What would you say if you couldn't take care of you!", said Dimas lirih beside Anika's ear.

"Well, you better go home!", now Alby's talking.

"What's? Who do you call her?", Silvy asked Anika. Alby can talk softly to his best friend, but if with him always ketus.

"Mas Alby, I still respect you as Bia's husband no more!", Anika said last night annoyed.

"And Lo! Lo pelakor! I'm really disappointed in you! Sorry, if my language is rude! Not only physical Lo yes***t, mental Lo more***t!!!!", said Anika right in front of Silvy. Silvy's hunting breath held back the overflow of his emotions.

"Lo meritsin lack Lo to seize the rights of others. But remember, every action that Lo is doing now one day You will receive the consequences!", the index leads to Silvy's face.

The girl was really emotional. Even though he was self-aware, he had no such right. But his disappointment as a friend, as well as a sister. The adoration of his brother's heart that until this moment can not be compared with him even in honey, the worse that became honey is his own best friend.

"From this moment on, you're not my best friend. Because Lo and Vega, it makes no difference! Seize what is not right Lo!", said Anika. Then he walked with Dimas's hand. Dimas gave a small nod in front of Alby. Alby nodded back.

"Kok you absolutely don't defend me By?", asked Silvy annoyedly.

"Because you don't deserve to defend!", replied Alby casually.

Where was Mr Hartama then??? He was busy with his colleagues and did not have time to pay attention to what happened to his daughter who was in the guarantee.

Dimas invited Anika home so as not to make more trouble there. There is no conversation between the two. Dimas was only alone to drive Anika, Seto is currently coming with Anika's father.

The man and woman both played their phones. Anika is contacting Sakti, while Dimas is contacting Febri.

Both of them seem to be too meddling, huh in other people's household affairs??? 🤷🤷🤷🤷🤦

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The flashback

"I'll stay at that hotel. So tomorrow there's no need to wait for me. I'm right there!"

I put my foot down quickly. Trying to get rid of the pain in my chest.

Without being able to hold it, I somehow melted my tears without my control. Keep me down, I'm not as strong as I thought. In fact, I only look calm in front of them but when I am alone like this I am still me. A wife who is weak because of her feelings.

I passed through a hospital hallway. I accidentally saw the obgyn doctor's nameplate.

It was on my mind to just check myself there.

There was a nurse passing by in front of me.

"Sorry, can I go to the obgyn's doctor?", I asked to point to the door that read the name of Doctor Calista.

"Mom, please go to the registration room first."

"Oh, yes sus. Thank you." Thank you."

"Sama-sama Ma!", the nurse left me.

Tired, I sat in the waiting chair in front of the room. As I leaned my head against the wall, someone stood in front of me.

"Sorry, are you my patient? I mean, you want to get into my room?", asked the man who was none other than Doctor Calista.

I got up from my seat.

"Ah yes doc. I have not yet registered Doc. So, next time. I just happened to pass by."

The doctor nodded too.

"It just so happens that it's time to rest, I stay first ma'am. If you're interested, please go to the registration room."

I also nodded. After that, Doctor Calista died.

Just closed my eyes, but the phone was still in my grasp, I heard the chatter of the man and woman sitting before me. I kept my eyes closed.

The conversation of the person in front of me....

"After this, don't expect me to come back with you!", hardened the man.

"I hope so too. Our marriage was a mistake. It's up to you to go back to your lover or whoever it is. I will keep the child in my womb."

I pretended to be asleep heard their conversation.

"Whatever! I hope that after he's born, you'll never link his life to mine."

"You just calm down. After this child is born, you are free! And I hope, may my son grow up to be a strong person! Because if she gets married someday, she doesn't need you as her guardian!"

"Cckkk! I am accompanying you at this time only to fulfill my mother's request. No more!", the man also left the woman in front of me.

"I know I'm not sleeping!" said the woman. I who was pretending to be asleep finally woke up. There is a bad taste actually, but if I just left just like that there must still be a bad taste as well.

"Sorry!", I said slowly.

The woman I thought was above me smiled. Her face is very oriental.

"You want to check the contents?", asked the woman. I nodded, but also shook my head.

The woman was confused. Then he moved to sit next to me.

"Known, I'm Oliv!", he said, thrusting his hand.

"Shabia!", I said briefly.

"Have you heard our conversation?", he asked me directly. I doubtfully nodded too. Oliv smiled knot.

"We got married because we were married."

I heard him breathe. I was interested in what he was going to say. Yes ., even though we don't know each other

"Initially, our relationship was fine. Even our extended family was very happy with our harmonious relationship. But ...since I was pregnant, everything changed."

I furrowed my eyebrows, wasn't being given a boon a gift? But baby it's just a question that's in my heart.

"You're wondering, huh? Hehehe yes, perhaps it is indeed surprising. Usually people will welcome the happy pregnancy of family members. But not with my husband."

"I'm sorry, if I may know why Oliv? Sorry for being so sassy."

"My son's in DSA diagnostics." Her power was flowing while rubbing her stomach that looked bloated.

Innalilahi.

"My husband even all of our family asked me to drop this womb. As a mother, of course I don't want to. He is still my son, after all. Only my mother-in-law still understands me. Unfortunately, he has no power in our extended family. Finally yes. After this child was born, we split up!"

The deg! There was pain in my chest. I realized how much I felt I was most persecuted, but in fact there are still many who suffer far more.

"Our relationship is like grasping the coals of fire. When I try to keep holding her, I'll get hurt."

Oliv smiled faintly.

"As a psychiatrist, I often hear the curses of my patients. Putting in the position of being someone else is difficult. And I feel it now."

Age put out that sentence, Oliv shed tears. My spontaneous response to hugging her flowed just like that.

"I've thought of everything. Splitting up with him was the best decision. This relationship won't be healthy in the future." Oliv is still sobbing. Kusap.

"I know goodbyes are hated by God. Marriage is not only our agreement with our partner, but also with God. But, I know. God will never leave his people. I know, God will always be with us."

Oliv is back. Maybe this is the height of his disappointment. He who has been a listener, once wanted to be heard.

I didn't say it until he stopped crying.

"Sorry Mba Bia, I'm talking to you. We just met a while ago." Oliv wiped away her tears.

"No matter what mba. maybe all this time, mba does need a friend to talk. Thank you for believing in me as the place of Oliv's curse."

Oliv smiled at me.

"thank you. Again sorry, if I'm so familiar."

I shook my head slowly.

"It is precisely I who thank mba Oliv. Everything Oliv said was the answer to my doubts."

Now Oliv scrunched his forehead.

"I mean???"

"Mba gga. I salute your faith in God. Mba's right, everybody can leave us. But not with our God."

Oliv smiled faintly. I don't know why I feel relieved now. God may be guiding me. Although my beliefs with Oliv are different, but the way I think is admirable.

Why would I worry about my son and Alby's future if God were always with me!

This is my decision! Me and Alby must be over! The longer I've been in toxic relationships like this, the more I'm afraid of being insane.

Flashback...

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If anyone is surprised, how many characters are very, huh???? Shhh. The point is just that. There's no way you're not gonna have to describe the 'A' at length when he's just a cameo?!

Who have read until here, thank you yes 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

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