Hold on or let go!

Eps 177s

I choose to ignore both. Didn't want to worry about receiving Alby's call and also didn't want to give much hope to Febri.

They are two very different men. Alby is more to the soft side although now he has changed a lot since our household had a problem.

Febri himself, he was much more resolute and somewhat 'rough'. Maybe because his basic is required as it is in accordance with his work.

"Who would you like to serve?", asked Lek Dar. I shook weakly. Right now I'm not crying like I was. It was already much calmer as I vented my emotions through my tears.

"Yes, you go home first. Just rest at home."

I took the mask in the drawer. Then I wear it. Yeah, I really didn't close my eyes. But at least my face did not look too tired of crying.

"Go back, right?"

I hesitated, but I finally agreed. It was through ashar.

Until the parking lot, I took my bike. I'm heading to.either where I'll run my bike. The point is, I'm currently out of the stall area.

"Mom, where is Bia?" asked Lek Sarman.

"Go home, sir" said Lek Dar. Lek Sarman just nodded slowly.

At the crossroads, I saw a motorcade of bodies that would be buried. But it does not seem to be buried in a public cemetery, but a special cemetery for NonIs that is a little further from the area that is filled with residents.

A funeral?

Suddenly my heart felt pinched! Yes, funeral! I have been in my own village for a long time, but I have never visited my father's grave at all. What kind of child am I? I was so focused on my problems that I forgot about him.

Slowly, I parked my bike on the side of the fence around the public cemetery. Although no one really has a problem about what religion is entitled to be buried here, but most of the deceased's family choose to bury where they want.

It was already dusk, the sounds of animals had already begun to sound. Is there a fear? Afraid ghosts? Not particularly. The public cemetery is on the side of the highway. So there is still a lot going on along this road.

Slowly, I passed the neatly lined gravestones before I reached the father's tomb. It didn't take long for me to get there.

Father's night was well-groomed, clean and tidy. There are no wild grasses blocking the headstone.

"Assalamualaikum, sir!"

I know you won't answer my greetings either. He died when he was thirty-seven years old. Still young, right? But he had to be confronted with a disease that I've only recently discovered. It was also because of mother's explanation. Because of my ignorance, so the misunderstanding lasted a long time.

"Sir, Bia's sorry. I haven't seen my father in a long time."

"Father knows nothing, Bia.again the process of separating from Alby. Maafin Bia sir, haven't been able to make you proud. Bia fails to get through to Bia's marriage. His heart is sick sir, sick!"

I sobbed slowly. Even if I cry hard, you won't hear it.

"He had to choose this path sir. Getting away from Alby may be difficult, but sticking with a situation like this Bia can't afford to sir. Can't stand!"

"He is not as fresh as the women who patiently share. Bia can't! Bia is selfish sir."

I wiped my tears.

"You still have your father!", I smiled a little.

"Bia sure wouldn't be this sad. There's a father who strengthens and supports Bia."

I paused my confiding in father.

"Friends who he said owe the same father, but ..he even hurt the father's favorite son."

Tes...i came back crying remembering that moment.

After being satisfied to tell a story beside the father's tomb, I pray that God will enlarge the father's grave and forgive all the sins of the father. Because the father was a good man, even very good.

Paradise place for you yes, sir!

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"You want to tell me when is Alby about your child's gender?", asked Mak Titin.

"It was my mom who told me, Mom."

Titin nodded slowly. She understood that her daughter was still reluctant to talk to her husband a lot.

'Are you happy, if you know our son?', Silvy.

On the other hand, Alby was busy with his work at the office. Although there was no handover, all Hartama's work was taken over by him. His intention to go to the village of Bia has not been fulfilled. In addition to meeting Bia, he also wanted the project there to be completed quickly. In accordance with Hartama's orders through his lawyer, om Hotma. The staycation will be granted in Bia's name. Not comparable to what his late father-in-law gave Hartama, but it was Hartama's own desire.

Alby massaged his temple because he was a little dizzy with files that he initially did not know at all but had to learn even he was working on. Marsha herself was busy with her work.

Alby's phone flickered. Indicates there is a notification from the green application. He grabbed that black flat object.

He straightened his back when he found out that Bia had unblocked him. The message he sent every day instantly ticked blue.

There was a little hope in his chest. If Bia's gonna change her decision. With complete confidence, he contacted Bia. But until many times he called, Bia did not also lift her.

'Neng, let's pick up Aa!' monologue Alby. His mouth was unceasingly saying that sentence with his hands while continuing to dial Bia's number.

Until the tenth call, Alby gave up on not contacting Bia.

'Oh Allah! Aa thought, when she unblocked Aa's number because she misses Aa, wants to talk to Aa, wants to try to fix everything'

Alby rested his back on the back of his chair. Eyes closed. He thought about many things, especially his relationship with Bia. The woman he loved so much now, and perhaps forever.

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In the Galang residence, some people were busy and busy with the preparation of the Sakti proposal. Not much stuff has been brought to Sabrina's house. Even Sabrina had warned not to bring too many people, because the house was small.

So, sakti only brought the nuclear family and his father's aides. Plus Mba Nita and her husband who have laundry in front of the hospital.

In the midst of the euphoric rush of impromptu applications, there is a handsome guy who is busy with his cellphone.

Who else wouldn't be Febri! He repeatedly contacted his ex-lover but there was no response from his ex-lover. Finally he just sent me a chat.

[Sir, you're nothing, right? The feeling is not good! Oh yes, tonight Sakti wants to propose to Sabrina. I will call you later if the show is over]

Still check the gray even though it's been minutes gone. Eventually, Febri joined his friends.