Hold on or let go!

Eps 153s

Waking up in the middle of the night. He blinked slowly when he saw the presence of his ex-wife who slept sitting next to him. He was thirsty this time. But there is a bad taste when you want to wake Titin who seems to be asleep. But somehow Titin suddenly moaned and opened her eyes.

The views of two people who have had a marriage relationship meet.

"Mas Tama needs something?"

Hartama.

"Drink."

Titin also deftly took a bottle of mineral water. Then help Hartama to drink it.

"Have you?"

Hartama nodded slowly.

"Who are you here, Silvy?", asked Hartama in a disjointed voice.

"There's alby looking after Silvy." Hartama knitted his brows.

"Alby?", asked Hartama parroted. Titin nodded.

"Hopefully everything is better in the future mas."

Hartama looked at the ceiling of his room.

"It's all my fault Tin."

Hartama's eyes are glazed."I'm sorry."

Titin was quite moved to hear Hartama's speech which was usually arrogant.

"Did Alby, Bia even Silvy want to forgive me?", murmured Hartama.

"God willing they forgive you" Titin said.

"Alby want to open her heart to Silvy? Then Bia?", asked Hartama looking at the bead eyes of women who had started eating that age.

"Silvy will try to change in a better direction. God willing Alby will guide Silvy. And. about Bia, I don't know what their relationship will be like. I just wish them all the best. No one else has to be hurt because of the circumstances."

"If I had no intention of taking revenge on you, none of this would have happened."

"Everything has happened. Regret doesn't change anything. They already feel that pain. But, once you realize your mistake and apologize to them, insyaallah."

Hartama nodded slowly.

"You're just looking from your point of view without trying to figure out the truth first."

"Yes, I know. And I'm sorry."

"You know, I was in Bia's position. The difference is, I myself chose to retreat from the beginning. Your parents don't approve of us, preferring Sherly to be your equal. Why did I leave you guys? Because I wish you guys would be so much happier without me. As I thought, Sherly deserves to be your best friend and good mother to Silvy."

Hartama. I don't know how much pain he creates for those around him. Is that bad himself? Is there still a chance to change if he just doesn't know if it's still worth it to get sorry from the people he hurts?

"Tin...!"

Titin.

"Do you want to marry me again? Forgive my mistakes? Help me fix everything?", asked Hartama. Titin blinked in disbelief. There is no word of anything from the lips of the woman who is almost at the age of twilight.

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Alby brought the hijab like Silvy wanted. Not as big a bergo as Bia has. Just the paste he took from Silvy's closet. Yes, like any attitude Silvy as a Muslimah certainly she also has a hijab even though only in use once a year when Lebaran.

"Thank You By!", Silvy said sincerely as Alby put the paste on Silvy's head after the nurse helped Silvy clean up. Alby just nodded faintly.

Shortly thereafter, the doctor visits to check on Silvy's condition.

"So, sir Alby and Miss Silvy's decision will keep your baby? And take a pretty heavy risk?", asked Alby.

"Yes doc!", Silvy answered.

"Well, if that's the best decision in your opinion. Seeing that the patient's condition is quite improved, today Miss Silvy can go home."

"Alhamdulillah!", said Silvy. Alby still does not believe in the change of his little wife.

"But my message, Mr. Alby. Best of all, Miss Silvy don't do too much activity. And, sorry.. see the condition of Ms. Silvy's legs, it would be nice if the mobility of Ms. Silvy is assisted in using a wheelchair only. Just to avoid the shock of the patient's footsteps."

Alby nodded in understanding.

"Yes doc!", replied Alby. Silvy smiled as well.

"And one more Mom, don't be too stressed because it will affect your content."Silvy nodded back.

After the doctor died, Alby and Silvy both fell silent.

"By...!"

Alby looked at."What's?"

"Thank you."

Alby didn't say anything to Silvy.

"I have to get back to the office."

Alby was getting ready to get off his bench.

"But, you're going to take me by noon right?", asked Silvy with a hopeful face.

"God willing."

"Eum, By. When can I call Bia to apologize?", asked Silvy again. Alby breathed. He did not know when to call his wife. Not not not to miss Bia, Alby even really miss Bia. All about Bia.But he was aware of the quarrel yesterday that ended up silencing each other. There'll be a time when Alby calls Bia back.

"Later, if the time is right. For now, I don't think Bia can talk yet."

Silvy nodded slowly.

"I'm going to your college, take care of your college leave for one semester."

"A long time By?", asked Silvy.

"At least until you and the baby are. We're fine."

Silvy's eyes glazed over. She was happy when Alby mentioned 'our baby'. That means Alby has really accepted the presence of the baby.

"Thank you By!", Silvy grabbed Alby's hand. Then kiss the back of his hand. There was no rejection from Alby, then the next second Alby left Silvy.

Has Silvy really changed??? ⁇ ️

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On campus....

"Eh, see no handsome guy getting into the dean's room?", asked one of the students to his friend.

"Yes, I know. That's Silvy's, isn't it?"

"Oh yeah? Any timing? crazy, I'd love to have that cake too!"

"Lo wants to, he doesn't want to be the same Lo!", said his friend again.

"Basic! Uh, Anika!", call a woman.

"Yes?", Anika answered.

"No, there was a silvy."

"Lha, continue what is my relationship?", said Anika relaxed.

"Yes, Lo's kali is in the same position as Silvy. Maybe you guys want to say hello to that."

"An, you know Lo's handsome aide dong. But, the only tumben is alone. Where are the other two going?", flocked friend Anika.

"Relieve it! There, the song came out of town just like me. Yes, I'm back. Bye!", Anika leaves her friends and heads towards the car waiting for her.

Yes, Febri is still alone picking up Anika. His best friend duo was on their way back to this city.

"Mas!", call Anika who surprised Febri for a moment. Febri was busy with his report on a cell phone.

"You're on deck, it's a hobby you know nothing about!" said Febri snorting.

"Hehehehe noahan bengong."

"Without the deck, there's this job!", he shows Anika his phone.

"Yes, go back!", take Anika. Febri nodded.

"Dek Ika!", call someone. Anika who felt called also looked.

"Mas Alby?", murmured Anika.

"Where are you going?", asked Alby to Anika. Anika looked into the eyes of her adjutant.

"Go home!", Febri answered. Alby looked resentfully at his rival.

"Why Alby?" asked Anika.

"I want to take you to the mall" replied Alby lightly.

The eyes of Anika and Febri are breaking. Febri pulls Anika to stand behind her sturdy body.

"What do you mean by Ika deck?", asked Febri with a flat look. The two cogans became the center of attention.

Alby pushed Febri's shoulder slowly.

"Gue wants to ask for help with Ika's deck. You don't have to nyolot!", push Alby again on Febri's shoulder with his index finger.

Anika pulls Febri's arm.

"Udah mas, Dengerin first mas Alby want to say what."

Febri obeyed Anika.

"What do you want?", asked Anika to Alby.

"I.m gonna buy Silvy a shirt. He.pengen wear hijab he said. But, I don't know your taste. I just understand Bia's taste. Because I used to buy clothes for Bia, my wife."

Febri shone a sharp glare at Alby. He was well aware that Alby was trying to tease him.

"Reason! I just know how big Bia's clothes are, even the underware I know. Your time that her husband does not know is strange!", chirped Febri who must provoke Alby's emotions.

"Lo!", Alby accused Febri.

"Mas!", Anika pinched her aide's arm.

"Ih, sick deck!" said Febri.

"Mas Alby, did Alby say Silvy wanted to wear a hijab?", asked Anika. Alby nodded as well.

"Yes, that's why I want to ask you to help me make me shop for Silvy's needs. You're his best friend, you know what Silvy tastes like."

"Lo is also her husband, should know better!", said Febri ketus.

"Gue ain't talking to you again!", alby accused again.

"Ish..all of you! Okay, I'm looking at Alby."

"Daddy...!"

"Without anything, Febri followed Alby's car. Yes mas?"

Febri grunts annoyed. He has no problem taking Anika anywhere, but why go with Alby???

"OK!", said Febri by first entering his car. Anika walks to Alby's car.

Anika sat down next to Alby.

"Dek, do you think Silvy really changed?", asked Alby, still focused on the wheel. His eyes occasionally stared at the rearview mirror to see Febri's car behind his car.

"Oma yes mas, the Silvy that I know first is also very good mas. Just yeah. After breaking up with Malvin, he got arrogant anyway."

Alby nodded.

"How is your relationship with mba Bia mas?", asked Anika suddenly.

"We haven't communicated yet Deck. Maybe in a few days I will go to the village. Managing the existing project in Bia village. All meeting Bia."

"Then Silvy?", asked Anika back. Alby knew, Anika must be in a dilemma to be in that position. He can't defend one of them maybe.

"I hope my decision wasn't wrong Deck. Let it be like this first! I hope both will be okay."

Anika shakes.

"Nothing will be okay. I'm a girl too. Although yes.I belom with a household anyway. But .. I know how they feel."

Alby looked at the ABG.

"Difficult decision deck. You know that!"

"Yes, I know. But..kalo can be honest, is it not better if mas Alby release mba Bia?"

Alby didn't know.

"I don't mean to defend Silvy, not you. But ...from the beginning we know that Bia mba it does not want to be in polygamy. And that, must be very painful for Mba Bia."

"But I love Bia, deck!"

"Maybe love does not always have to have each other mas!", chirped Anika. Anika's words remind Alby of a girl he met at the restaurant yesterday.

"Oh yeah, how are you? I haven't seen each other in a long time. I went back to the hospital."

"Ngga knows. Busy times she."

"Eum, busy with girls?", asked Alby. Anika knitted her brows.

"Mas Alby knows, if I have a girl?", asked Anika astonished.

"Ngga. But.ngga knows yes. Maybe it's a coincidence. I met a girl yesterday. Sakep anyway, kaya the same age Bia. She works at Xxx's restaurant. Don't know whose phone it is, but .he's calling the doctor names Sakti and Dimas."

Anika furrowed her brows again.

"What did you say?", asked Anika who seemed interested.

"The point is, he's not the same Dimas because he feels it's not worth it. He also said where there are doctors want to be with him. Maybe it just so happens to be the same name."

Suddenly Anika was confused by herself. Is it really a coincidence or ...???

"Udah until the deck, come down!", take Alby to Anika. Anika nodded.

"Don't think too much about what I said earlier, maybe it's just a coincidence. Sorry!"

"Ngga anything mas. Yeah, maybe it's just a coincidence."

The two get off the car, Febri follows Anika's steps.

"Don't stay on deck, you'll come home!", Febri told Anika. Alby just glanced at his rival.

"Yes!", said Anika. But the girl's mind was still centered on what Alby said earlier. A very coincidental coincidence, huh?

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