Hold on or let go!

Hold on or let go!
Eps 184s



Galang just came to the mother house along with Febri.


"Febri, get Seto and Dimas over here!", said Galang.


"Ready sir!", said Febri.


Febri left Galang and headed to the back where his room was. He finds Seto and Dimas having just finished a bath. It looks fresher.


"Dim, To! He was called father!", said Febri.


"Why Feb?" asked Dimas.


"No idea, I just said that! Call you two and me too!"


Dimas and Seto nodded slowly.


The two headed home first, after Febri who changed his clothes first.


When he arrived at the dining table, Dimas and Seto were already sitting in front of Galang.


"Febri, Dimas and Seto! I want to talk seriously!", said Galang with a dignified face.


The three handsome guys gulped his saliva. It was like there was something that made the three of them a heart spot.


"Among you three, Febri's highest rank."


Febri and his two best friends nodded.


"And you're Dimas, Seto.you've been with me for a long time."


Galang sighed.


"So, I mean, I don't think it's best if you guys go back to the base. Your career will be much more developed than if you had to be with me."


The three friends looked at each other. Would you replace them with a soldier younger than them?


"I want you guys..em.especially you Dimas."


Dimas gulped his saliva with his eyes still focused on his superior.


"I hope that if you go back to the office, your chances of a brighter career will be easier for you."


"So.. I mean father?", asked Febri.


He took his breath.


"I will soon retire, maybe my mobility is not as intense as before."


"So, maybe I'm enough with Rio and Ridwan alone."


Febri, Dimas and Seto no one dared to speak up.


"You will be great people. Don't be too comfortable under my armpits. I'm sure you'll be much more developed if you're in the office."


"So, the point is..we...we have to go back to the office and no longer follow the father?", only Febri is the most vocal of earlier.


"Yes. But not immediately either. At least until Sakti's wedding is over."


The three handsome guys nodded in understanding.


"Dimas, hopefully after you get back to the office, your career is better. And I hope, you are not messing with my youngest child!", said Galang.


Febri and Seto interlocking lyrics give code.


"Do you understand what I mean?", asked Galang again.


"Ready, understand sir!", said Dimas firmly.


"Yes, please come back to you!", Galang first left the three of them. After Galang went into the room, then Febri, Dimas and Seto returned to the back where their room felt.


They chose to sit on the back garden bench.


"Well that's for our good, good dong? Who knows our career could be better as the father said", Febri started his chat with his friend seprofesia.


Dimas and Seto looked at each other, not believing that his best friend could be this wise. Ehhhh??? Hallo's? Wisely said?


"Okay, our motivations are both essentially the same. If you are alone?", asked Seto.


"Gue's? I am B, though! It is clear what gua jalanin there is."


''Sure??? There is no motivation to justify Madam Bia, otewe single?!", ledek Dimas.


"Hooh, tenan!", Seto chimed in.


"Not yet to go there. What matters is that I see now that Bia is much better, calmer and can smile again, that's enough for me."


Ckkkkk.


"Lha? Don't believe it?", asked Febri.


"Ora! Ngapusi!", said Seto.


(No! Lied!)


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Alby was on the balcony of his room enjoying the night. The handsome man who is not an active smoker is now sipping his nicotine.


Throwing the smoke into the air carried by the wind. The series of events he had been going through was like a nightmare. The nightmare that ruined it all. Yeah, all her love stories with Bia.


Never imagined that their beautiful marriage would end like this. Marriage based on love and mutual acceptance of all shortcomings was finished with a sacred word 'talak' which he consciously spoke to his first wife.


Alby pulled her hair out violently. Regretting the life that is happening right now.


In her bed, Silvy is only able to match her husband who is upset. She did not want to ask her husband much because of the pain and disappointment that Alby felt. All because of Silvy's selfishness!


Alby grabbed his phone. He opened pictures of his memories with Bia. There are hundreds of photos in the memory of his phone.


The first pictures of them just getting to know each other. Where Bia still wears a typical red minimarket uniform that spreads throughout almost the city. Alby himself was no different from wearing clothes from where he worked.


Both seem very compatible!


But looking at the photo of the item was precisely Alby's tears melting. He could no longer endure the pain of his heart that had to be forced apart even though the two were still in love with each other.


'O Allah, I am the only one who is a man can be a crybaby because of being in this situation, what about Bia?', Alby mumbled softly.


Alby looked up while closing his eyes. Enjoying the gusts of the night wind that is increasingly cold but unable to cool the turmoil of his heart that is burning. It was far more painful than any physical injury he had ever felt.


'May I give you Bia. Even though it hurts us. But I try to be a much better person.'


In a different place....


I opened my bedroom window. There's a drizzle accompanying my night.


The talaq sentence Alby said still ringed in my ears. This saddens me is my life story....???


Nature is supportive, according to my feelings of trying to come to terms with my new circumstances. Are you sad too?Who would have thought that it would all end like this????


I'm not gonna ask God to give Alby back for me, no! Because maybe my time with Alby is just enough to get here.


Now, I'm just trying to live my life to be a new soul, a new self. And may new hope!


The secret of my life in the future is a mystery and all I have given to those who have power over me.


*****


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