Hold on or let go!

The 144 Eps

The day is near noon. Intention, today I will go to the workshop to serve the paryo, my black matic. But seeing no signs of drizzle subsided, the intention also seems to be only going to be a discourse.

As a result, confusion hit again. I chose to stay in my bed. Confused as to what I would do, I finally opened the personal documents I would use to file a divorce lawsuit with Alby.

I opened the Mbah Gugel app. Play search of any requirements and what is needed. It turned out that had to take care of the domicile as well because I I was registered as a citizen of West Java, no longer a citizen of this village even though we were married here. Unfortunately.all of them are full of busy pake. Must make a letter of introduction to everything from the village, KUA office to PA. Apparently, it's not as easy as I imagined.

Maybe, I use the services of a lawyer is the right choice. Because I do not have the completeness, I put the papers back in the map and then I keep them in my closet along with the certificate of father's legacy.

Looking at my father's certificate, so remember about my mother who said she had 'borrowed' her and had indeed been returned again. Does nyalon kades have to get a certificate of land owned by his son?

But I hurriedly kept it back. After all, now my relationship with my new family is better. Maybe it's time I open a new page, with Mother Father and my two sisters.

I grabbed my phone. I saw an online novel application with a blue and white logo. I read at a glance there are some titles that I find interesting. Until I finally read one of the titles about the household story.

From the beginning of the chapter I feel sad if I become the main character in the novel. The pain of being betrayed hurts more than being left behind. Yes, it's just a novel. But why do I have to be a baper???

I slowly read chapter by chapter. Until there's where that chapter contains like my story. Only in that chapter did the woman get pregnant and leave her husband. Disappeared for years without her husband knowing where she was.

Without me knowing rubbing my queen's stomach. If my baby was still there, I might make a story like this. Unfortunately, SHE loves my baby more. Or maybe God has a better plan for me.

Want me to ask why my life is this dormant???

I also finished reading the online novel. Not because I was bored, but I was too baper and studied the story of the weak protagonist. Could I be as strong as that female figure? She chose to leave her cheating husband and raise her son alone.

Now I choose to listen to the murottal Quran online. I am really unemployed! I lay myself in bed. Tilawah reading made me much calmer. Until I finally fell asleep again.

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Alby's lunch hour met his father-in-law at the hospital who he said had been awake since morning.

"assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam"

Alby entered her father-in-law's ward. There is only a mother and also a silvy beside Hartama.

Silvy seemed happy to see her husband coming.

"Honey just got here? why didn't you wake me up last night?", asked Silvy.

"You've all slept."

"Mom, do you remember what Silvy said?", Silvy whispered to his mother. Titin nodded.

"Tos daang Jang?", asked Titin.

(eat already?)

"Nggeus Mak"

( already)

"Kadieu Mak wants to say something" said Mak patting the sofa next to him.

(Here, I'll talk to you for a second)

Alby obeyed his mother, but he took a glance at her father-in-law who still closed his eyes.

"Kunaon Mak?", asked Alby.

"Jang, eta the man in elus ku bapana!", said Titin slowly as he rubbed his son's arm wrapped in a long-sleeved shirt.

(Son, that's the utun wanting in his father's elus)

Alby stared at Silvy who was next to Titin.

"You yeah? As for Jang!", Titin reassured her son. There was nothing from Alby's mouth until Titin got up from the couch. Now, Silvy is sitting next to Alby.

"By..!", call Silvy. Alby was still shaking with his hands clutched over his thighs. Silvy pulled one of Alby's wrists. There was no rejection from Alby until Silvy led the man's hand in front of his stomach.

Silvy smiled happily even though Alby's face was still flat expressionless. Silvy moves Alby's hand in front of his stomach. The activity did not last long, because Alby pulled his hand back from Silvy's stomach.

"Yes, Vy ...Come out for a minute. Your papa just took a break and took the medicine" Titin said as he moved out of the room. After the surgery, Mak Titin was much better and more stable. He can even do his daily activities normally.

Silvy and Alby are on the couch. Silvy put his head on Alby's shoulder. The woman was happy, because Alby let her head lean there. Slowly, Silvy's intentions changed. She breathed her husband's scent. As a normal woman who had experienced the pleasures of the world, the desire to do with Alby just appeared. Silvy sniffed her husband's neck and immediately gave a small bite. Alby gasped a little but Silvy moved faster, grabbed the nape and held it and sipped the lips of her handsome husband. There's no reply from Alby, until Alby forces Silvy to let go of the kiss.

"By, I miss.!" said Silvy.

"I can't!"

"Why not? I know you're a normal guy, I know you haven't done it in a long time. I'm your wife By, even we can do more than just kisses. Look at this child in my stomach! Here's proof that you can...!"

"Stop! You know I had to do it for you. Only then! But by the power above, she is present in your womb!"

"That means God wants us to be with Alby. The proof is that he took a fetus from Bia's womb! You must indeed separate from Bia, because the presence of baby Bia is only a barrier to your separation and Bia! After the baby is not there, there is no need Bia make an excuse for the same you are By!"

"I'm just telling the truth!", Silvy is still able to reply to Alby's words.

"You are not a child in your womb, I will not be here!" said Alby, staring intently at his little wife.

"Why can't you see me a little bit By!", asked Silvy.

"Because I only love Shabia's greetings, not you or anyone else!"

"Your words really hurt me By!" said Silvy with her melted tears.

"Wounds? You think you're the one who got hurt? Da? Me and Bia are much more hurt Silvy, we're just as hurt!"

Silvy froze where he sat.

"So much hate for you to me By?", asked Silvy softly.

Alby realized his attitude had gone too far with his young wife. But, he was indeed unable to give his heart a gap to Silvy at all.

"I will survive until the baby is born."

Silvy.

"You told me not to leave me! You forgot your promise huh???"

"At least until the child is born. And after that, let's live our own lives. Let me take care of the kid."

"What??? What nonsense is this By!", Silvy sucks a rough tear on his cheek.

"Omong empty? You think I'm gonna let my son be raised by a mother who's obviously still a wife but slept with her ex-boyfriend because he was drunk?? No!"

"I'm like that too because of you By! You always hurt me with your love for that Bia!"

"Whatever your reasons. What I want, I want to educate my son in the future so that he is not like his mother or his grandfather!", Alby said in front of Silvy.

"You're outrageous By...aaah...sssshhh!", Silvy held her stomach again. Looks like he's cramping his stomach again. Instead of being concerned about seeing the pain of his wife, Alby actually came out of Hartama's nursery.

"Bi ..Alby ..assshhh..!", Quizzed Silvy. Alby was out of the room. Although he was in an angry position at this time, but did not necessarily eliminate his humanitarian side.

"Sus!", call Alby to the nurse passing in front of Alby.

"Yes, sir!", said the nurse who had been stunned to see Alby's face.

"That's inside, my wife's cramping belly. She was pregnant!", said Alby quietly without any panic at all. Does she not care about Silvy and the future baby???

"Let me see sir!" said the nurse. The sister approached Silvy and Alby followed behind the sister.

"Corn, Mom. Stomach cramps again?", asked the nurse. Silvy grimaces.

"Yes sus!", replied Silvy still grimacingly.

"Now mom try!" ,ask so sister. Silvy also said.

"Don't be too stressed, ma'am. Usually if stress or a lot of thoughts, affect the fetus in the mother's womb. Bring happy yes, let her dd also happy!", the nurse rubbed Silvy's stomach. The nurse glanced at Alby's figure who seemed to care nothing at all.

"Sir, it's good for you to rub his wife's stomach. In addition to giving a sense of comfort and calm gentle strokes from the father can also be felt the same with the baby you know."

Alby didn't listen to the sister's words.

Are they fighting, right??? Inner the nurse.

"It doesn't hurt, does she?", asked the nurse. Silvy shook his head."No sus, thank you."

"Together, Bu. If there are still complaints directly to the obstetrician yes ma'am. Excuse me. Come on...!"

After the sisters died, Alby sat back down but on a different sofa.

"I'll be back at the office after Mak comes!", Alby said. Silvy just stared at my cold husband. I don't know how to break Alby's heart. Presence for the heart still makes Alby not give the opportunity to be loved Alby.

A few moments later, Titin arrived. After that, Alby said goodbye to Titin and left.

Silvy closed his eyes and slept on the sofa. Titin rubbed the belly of her daughter who had begun to grow bigger.

Hartama has actually been awake since Alby came. But he deliberately pretended to be asleep. Hartama's remorse is really big. He heard the conversation of the princess and also his daughter-in-law.

As a father, he understood the heartache of his daughter and the heartache of Alby. And as a man, he understood what Alby felt.

Hartama was only able to hold his cry in silence. Half his body is numb. Is this the punishment and reproof of the above? Because he had already wronged someone else???

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Continue later, huh??? Who hates Alby monggo, but don't hit mamak ya 🤭😄

Natur nuhun 🙏🙏🙏🙏