Hold on or let go!

The Eps 206

Hartama Cemetery is over. His residence had also begun to be deserted from the mourners. Office in liburkan for three days. And Nabil's condition can be brought home tomorrow morning.

Alby visits Silvy who is still in the ICU. I don't know how long she's been asleep there.

"Vy, papa doesn't exist. You wake up Vy! Nabil needs you!", monologue Alby. Alby could only look at Silvy's face covered in breathing apparatus.

"I'm sorry papa. God willing, I am calm there. Now you wake up! You said you loved me and Nabil! Wake up!", whispered Alby.

The man left the ICU room and headed to the nursery. The doctor who treated Nabil said that Nabil could be brought home tomorrow morning.

Mak Titin is still at home. Her physique was weak perhaps because it was still in shock with the departure of her husband.

Alby changed into medical clothes. He carried Nabil who was still neat with his bedong. Nabil's condition is ready to be in the outside air.

"For tonight, adek Nabil is still being monitored, sir. So, Nabil has to stay one more night."

"Yes doc. Do your best!", said Alby. After taking care of everything, Nabil was taken to the ward. Alby takes care of Nabil himself even though he has no experience with taking care of babies.

His physique and mind were tired, making the new father fall asleep next to his baby. Just closing his eyes, Nabil cried. Alby woke up.

Patting slowly Nabil calf that is not in bedong. In his nabil diaper, goods when the little guy peed or pup. But it didn't.

Nabil was still crying, Alby tried to give him milk. She's already learned on the nurse how to make milk for Nabil.

After making sure the milk was warm toenails, Alby held Nabil stiffly, then gave a pacifier to Nabil's mouth.

The baby boy immediately sucked his pacifier firmly. Little Nabil was hungry, or maybe he was agitated because his grandfather was gone.

After spending half her milk pacifier, Nabil fell asleep again. Alby cradled his son, and then Alby put Nabil back.

Alby sighed while looking at his flesh and blood.

Tired up! Papa's tired, son! But for your sake, papa will try to give the best for you dear!

Alby's hands stretched out rubbing chubby cheeks of his son. After a while, Alby also closed again. The new papa, feeling very tired in his body. Luckily, the office had three days off. At least he had plenty of time to take care of Nabil and visit Silvy.

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"Mother, still here?", asked Nabil. Silvy smiled kindly.

"But you're leaving here soon Nabila!", replied Silvy.

"Nabil equally papa will surely miss mother!"

"Yes, mom knows. But you have to go, same Nabila."

Silvy got up from his seat, asking Nabil to grab his hand.

"Mother sure?"

"Yes dear!", said Silvy rubbed Nabila's cheek. The two walked together while holding hands.

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I couldn't close my eyes until midnight. My activities in the shop were exhausting. Now I'm staying at Lek Sarman's house. He asked for.

Ever since Ms. Sri put Febri's ring together, I've played the ring on my finger more often. Anyone who sees this ring will judge if this ring is so beautiful, simple but very detailed.

I sighed softly. What exactly am I feeling right now?

Did I really have feelings for Febri again? Or just because of bad feelings?

Then what about my own feelings for Alby?

Hufft..you think you are Bia! Great skills anyway! I hit my own head.

My phone from earlier, no notification whatsoever. Confused about what to do, I turned on the television. There was only a nightly news show that broadcasted all the happenings all over.

There is news that broadcasts about a major conflict in a country. And it turns out, there are TNI soldiers who are there too. Is Febri one of them? The Febri team that took part in the humanitarian mission????

Seeing the bardir bombs that attacked the city until the building was almost flat on the ground, made me worry indistinctly. What if Febri's position is there???

I turned off the television. Walking around in my room biting my nails.

It's still one o'clock at night, how would I ask Dimas. Is Febri one of the teams that left for the conflict area....???

From walking, to sitting, to standing again! I've been back a few times.

I closed my eyes and recited all the praises of the almighty. If I were currently in a holy state, I would have prayed the night. But I am sure that God will hear my prayer even though I am not free from this great hade.

'Mas, I don't know what I feel like to you, but you should know. I'm waiting for you to come home! Come back to me without anything!'

Across the country, Febri and his fellow fighters are at war in the truest sense. Every now and then his thoughts were clung to the figure of the woman who always filled his heart. The distance that returns separates itself from the heart.

Febri realized, anything can happen here. But he will always try to be ready for anything. He will return to the owner of the heart in his beloved land.

I'll come back Nduk, for you! Tekad Febri.

The sound of bombs echoing in all directions. Their headquarters were suddenly attacked by the traitorous forces of the country.

Luckily, everyone survived. Including Febri and his colleagues. Now they have to take shelter in the ruins of a building that has been damaged.

Febri split up with his partner, Seto himself was also in the same situation. It's still pretty dark. Almost dawn in the country has been attacked by inhumane people. Febri was with a civilian who was seriously injured.

Without Febri realizing it, there is one traitor who lurks Febri's whereabouts. Febri who was less focused because there were wounded civilians in front of him also became the target of the traitor.

As the man headed for Senpi, preparing to shoot Febri from close range someone ran shouting his name.

"Awas Kapt!!!!", he shouted. Febri turned his head, but unfortunately the man attacked too quickly so that Febri could not avoid.

Dor.dor....

The man who called Febri beat the shooter blindly. Yes, Lettu Amara beat up the traitor.

With his tears and anger, he beat the shooter with all his might. I don't think about whether he'll die or not! He wanted to vent his emotions because he had hurt the man he loved so much.

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Bu Sri who had just finished the evening prayer suddenly felt a tightness in her chest. He felt something he could not describe.

"Oh Allah, Lek!", said Ms Sri and the voice attracted the attention of Mr. Bambang who had just come from the bathroom.

"What's the matter, ma'am?", asked Bambang, who was worried because he saw his wife worrying about something.

"Sir, mother's feelings are not good!", said Ms. Sri.

"May Febri be fine sir. This is not the first time Febri joined the mission, but.. somehow the mother's feelings are not good!", continued Bu Sri again.

"Istighfar, Mom! Speech is prayer. Moreover, this mother Febri mother.wish the best for our child. God willing Febri is fine and safe wherever he is!", Mr. Bambang rubbed his wife's shoulder.

I started sleeping but suddenly it was like someone woke me up to wake me up.

I shuffled from my bed intending to drink, but it turned out that my glass was empty. I finally got up to the kitchen.

It was four in the morning. Which means I actually just went to bed a few minutes ago.

I took the glass that was on the shelf. As I was about to pour water into my glass, suddenly a lizard fell right on my ring finger that coiled Febri's giving ring.

Spontaneously I shook it, the glass next to me fell to shatter. And my ring came off on its own.

I have repeated the serighfar. Calms my irregular heartbeat.

Oh my God, what is this? May not be a bad sign, God!

The sound of broken glass made both of my lek wake up. They went straight to the kitchen.

When they got to the kitchen, I was squatting looking for my ring that fell out of nowhere.

"Sir, what is it?", asked Lek Sarman.

I stood up again to straighten my body.

"My ring fell off lek. Don't know where it fell? I was drinking, suddenly there was a lizard on my finger. So don't accidentally nudge the glass to the flick of my hand."

"Yes, tomorrow morning if it is bright, we are looking for nduk!", said Lek Dar.

I'm shaking.

"My feeling from last night wasn't good Lek. I.. I'm worried about Febri why-why lek! He hasn't called me at all since he left there."

"Sir, God willing Febri is fine. Pray for nduk! You are calm! Don't think of anything!", Lek Dar tried to calm me down.

I took a deep breath and then I exhaled. Don't forget, my mind remains privileged!