Hold on or let go!

Eps 150s

Febri and Anika walk to the reception to ask Silvy about the room. After being informed, the two headed to Silvy's nursery.

Geck..

tock..

Titin opens the door for Febri and Anika.

"Son Febri?", said Titin a little surprised to see the existence of Febri in front of him.

"Assalamualaikum Mak, healthy?", asked Febri while greeting Mak Titin.

"Alhamdulillah, Son of Febri."

Titin's eyes turned to Anika.

"Eum...Ma'am, can I take a look at Silvy?", asked Anika hesitantly. Titin looked towards Silvy who was being shut down. He nodded and allowed Silvy and Febri to enter.

"Dek, wait outside!", whispered Febri to Anika. Anika nodded too.

"Eum, there happens to be Anika, I want to go to Silvy's papa's room first! Titip Silvy, son of Anika, son of Febri!"

"Yes Mak!", said Febri. Anika just nodded slowly.

Silvy who felt his room suddenly crowded opened his eyes. Silvy and Anika's eyes exchanged a glance.

"An?", muttered Silvy softly. Anika showed her sweet smile.

"Where are you?" asked Anika. Silvy smiled back at his best friend's smile.

"Sorry!", said Silvy.

Anika shook her head."I'm also sorry Lo, I shouldn't have interfered with Lo's household affairs!"

"Gue knows you're disappointed in me An!"

With a small nod, Anika agreed to Silvy's words.

Now Silvy's eyes turned to Febri who was not going out and sitting on the sofa.

"Lo, same as Febri?", asked Silvy.

"Heum, yes. My guy's another equal assignment."

Febri chose to sit down and focus on his phone.

"Lo what pain is Vy?", Anika tries to be as familiar as before the incident.

There was a breath coming from Silvy's mouth. Finally she told Anika about her pain.

"Doctor gave me a choice, me or my first child saved!"

Anika was quite surprised, as was Febri.

"Vy...!", Anika clasped Silvy's hand. The pregnant woman stared at the ceiling of her room.

"An, I know. I realized I had taken Alby from Bia. But, I really love Alby, An. Regardless of what he did to me. I understand."

Anika rubbed Silvy's arm slowly.

"Alby asked me to kill this baby!", Silvy rubbed his stomach. Anika is still listening to her best friend.

"Sorry, you better get out on deck!", say goodbye to Anika, Febri is ready to stand.

"Mas Febri here alone nothing mas, who knows.later Febri mas can tell the same story Bia. Do you like Bia?", asked Silvy. Febri undoes his intention to come out but does not answer Silvy's question either.

"Yes, I'm not here papa." Anika asks Febri to stay there.

"Alby hopes after this baby is not there I can continue living with people who really love me. Because Alby said he'd never be able to open his heart to me"

Somehow Anika and Febri suddenly pity this pregnant woman.

"But, sorry Vy. what Mas Alby said is true as well. You also deserve to be happy and get people who love you sincerely" said Anika. But Silvy shook his head.

"An, if only later I don't exist at least I can feel what being a mother is like. Actually I was hoping that if Alby could see me just a little while before this baby was born."

"Astaghfiullah! Vy, the dead life of someone God determined is not a doctor!", said Anika trying to strengthen. Anika shakes.

"Maybe it's a rebuke from the above because I've been mendzolimi Bia and Alby all this time."

Febri was stunned on the sofa there. He could hardly believe that a Silvy could say that.

"Vy....!"

"Astaghfiullah! Mulu is Vy!", Anika holds Silvy's hand.

"Gue knows Bia loves Alby so much, and vice versa.Gue knows I'm stupid, I realize I'm wrong. But God never misleads the love in someone's heart? I was desperate when Malvin left me, my Vega khianatin, even Lo was angry with me. As bad as anything Alby did to me, I don't know why I can't be mad at Alby. I sincerely love Alby, an!"

Now Silvy can no longer hold back his tears. Anika hugged her best friend's body. He removed the tears that adorned the cheeks of his best friend who was now even thinner unkempt.

Does Silvy suffer this much??? Inner Anika. Febri was still in the corner.

Without them knowing, Alby had actually been there since. But he abandoned his intention to enter his wife's room when he heard there was someone who visited Silvy who was none other than Anika.

Alby's heart was moved when he heard Silvy and Anika's chat. Moreover, Silvy wishes that only want to be noticed during pregnancy. Silvy is still Keukeh maintaining the baby even though his life will be at stake.

Alby never tried to understand Silvy's true feelings for Alby. Alby's heart was already feeling closed, only containing about Bia and Bia continues.

But Silvy's chatter really made her feel guilty! He can't be fair to his two wives, can he? There's not even one of them that Alby's happy about. It was only the wounds and heartache that Bia and Silvy received from him.

Alby didn't go see his wife. He chose to sit on the front bench of the nursery.

Febri, unable to see the two women win, chooses to leave Silvy's room.

Without looking around, the man sat his butt on the bench. He didn't look left-right until he didn't notice that Alby was there.

The man leaned his head against the back of the bench, then closed his eyes. Today he is very tired. After coming from the headquarters, he immediately picked up Anika.

"Lo's been beating Feb!" said Alby suddenly. Febri immediately confirmed his sitting position when someone mentioned his name earlier.

''Lho, By? Since when is Lo here?", asked Febri in surprise.

"Since Silvy's horror the same story Anika, and Lo...also horrified right?"

Febri did not nod nor did he shake his head. The man folded both his hands on his chest.

"I can't tell you so Lo, I'm also confused By!", said Febri calmly. Alby looked at Febri.

"Ckkkp...You want to say you care?", circus Alby.

"So. I really care. Huh! Sounds rich boong ya By. I've never been in a position where there was absolutely no choice. My late wife died when she was eight months pregnant. Yes, indeed ..maybe different case with the natural Silvy, because my late wife died while serving as a nakes team when the outbreak of covid was ferocious."

Alby was stunned for a while, it turned out that Febri's story was not as smooth as he had imagined.

"Gue.. I'm sorry why can't be with the deceased during the fight so that he and our baby can't be saved."

Alby squeezed his own hands which started to break out in cold sweat. Afraid? Maybe!

Alby saw Febri close his eyes. Maybe he also remembered the feeling of losing his wife and child first.

"Lo knows, even though Bia is not my wife, I also do not lose sad when Bia miscarried. I know what Bia was like at the time, let alone plus your problems."

Febri looked at Alby who was looking down while squeezing his hands together.

"By, I hope...You can give a decision that you think is good for all. Because each one of you has the right to be happy. Sorry, I know I'm sassy! But ...kalo Lo can no longer take care of Bia's feelings, please.release Bia. Let Bia get her own happiness, which may not be able to love you anymore!"

"Lo want to get Bia from me?", Alby looked up at the manly man. Febri.

"Gue used to say, I'm not a player. If one day Bia separated from Lo, I also hope Bia will find happiness. Either it's me or anybody else."

Alby's chest up and down held back his emotions. It was like he hit the guy in the uniform in the face, but.

"By, it's up to Lo to assume I'm Lo's rival or whatever it is, but.gue. He just wants Lo to see his existence a little bit By. He also deserves Lo's attention."

No more word from Alby. Febri pats Alby on the shoulder, but Alby pats him. Febri smiled.

"Having in the position of a Bia is sick, but for Lo, I also know releasing Bia for his happiness makes Lo tormented."

"And if I really let go of Bia, Lo is the first person who will take advantage of the opportunity right?", Alby squinted his eyes.

Febri smiled knot. Along with Anika who came out of the silvy room.

"Go home yuk mas!", take Anika to Febri.

"Eh, there's Alby's mas as it turns out!", Anika muttered without greeting Alby.

"Gue follow othor flow how good By! If Bia is for me, yes Alhamdulillah.if not, I will make him want to be the same me again!", Febri patted Alby on the shoulder with his fair face. Alby stared at the sturdy man. In his eyes, his burly back moved away from the hospital hallway. After calming down, Alby went into his wife's room.

*****

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Hayo ... about Alby want to meet Silvy's wishes? But... Seriously, Silvy kudu end??? Eits ..ngga dong hehehhe...wait aja yes ....

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