Hold on or let go!

Eps 125s

I've been tidy with the home-grown robe that Febri bought me. He knows my taste. Old color and simple model. Let alone the color and model, the size he too knows.

Arggggghhhhh! I rubbed my face rough. Why should I see him again! It was a shame to remember our 'most beautiful sin' at that time. Which often happens over and over again. Luckily, Alby got the first thing from me. If not..awssssshhhh..I can not imagine and continue it deh ah! Shame on you!!!!

After putting on my clothes, I reflected in front of the closet. Alby's still wearing the thin shirt I wore last night. And her pyjamas are dry too, she's wearing them again.

I combed my long hair. Not too black, but not blond. There is still a straight remnant due to the smoothing effect a year ago.

Alby grabbed me from behind. He put his chin right on my shoulder. Sometimes she kisses my neck that has not been wrapped in a hijab.

I'm trying to let go of Alby's hug. But Alby won't let me go.

"Where?", he whispered softly right beside my ear. I know, I'm still halal for her. But when I remembered that we were going to be apart soon, it felt unethical as to what we were doing.

"I'm going to buy breakfast." My hands are still trying to get Alby's hands off my stomach.

"Let Aa buy, neng at home. I don't want to go long!"

"Ngga. You just stay here. I'm just buying rice sitting in the alley ahead!"

"really right? Just ahead?", asked Alby to confirm. I'm nodding.

The cup! Alby peeped my cheek from the side. I moved away from where we were standing in front of the mirror.

"Ulah poho make tiyung neng!" said Alby.

(Don't forget to wear a hood)

I just realized, if my head is still plontos without hijab. I was holding the doorknob out. How could I forget Bia????

I do condemn my own mistakes. I could have forgotten!

Alby came back to me. She put an instant hijab on me.

"Aa is the only one who has the right to enjoy the beauty of neng without hijab. Neng only has Aa!'' he said again in a quiet voice.

I barely recognized my own husband. He's a completely different person than I've known for a long time. Is it because of my desire to escape from her, she became like this????

Without saying anything to Alby, I walked out of my room. At the same time, the goddess came out.

"Sapiiii!", cried the Goddess.

"Eh, Ndul!", say hello. She still wears her batik negligee, which means she's not ready to work today.

"Where?", he asked.

"Buy rice with a sut."

"My partner!", take her with me while holding my arm.

"Lo is married yet Ndul?", I asked.

"Udah."

"Oh yeah? When's? Who is it?", asked again with curiosity.

"Just like Malik."

"Malik?", I asked.

"Heum, bang Malik who shot Lo but Lo refused because again in the same deketin doctor Sakti first!" said Dewi with his leisure.

"Aish...sekate-kate when I say Lo!", said I slowly thrust his arm.

"Eh, really. He shot Lo at that time, but Ama Lo was rejected. I thought you wanted to be the same doctor. Do not know the doctor also failed to get a cow!", the goddess whines with her distinctive voice.

"Refault! But I've never seen a Malik bang?", I asked.

"It's still a blow this hour. He is security. Take care of malem."

I'm nodding. A lot has changed after a few years.

"Gue already has Bi's son. I'm going to stick with my in-laws. You know I'm an orphan myself. Bang Malik, only has a mother. But.punya stepfather-in-law also me anyway. Just yeah.kalo tell me to stay together, I don't want to. That's why I work again. Money to make a home."

I stared at Lamat the usual face of the Goddess brightly a little overcast. He used to be a little smitten if the fashion rich gini jastru weird.

"Lo ga mind at the grandchild title?", I asked. Goddesses shake.

"He who decays!", said the Goddess as she shrugged her shoulders.

"Eum..sorry if I have a lot of nanya ya Nduk!"

"It is natural that you. We used to work together, sleep together in a crowded room. And we just met again now. It is not wrong to ask a lot of questions. Aye right?", the Goddess asked my approval or asked?

"Yes!"

"Btw.gue yesterday met the Lo man. Oath Bi, handsome Masya Allah!", said Dewi dramatized.

"Lebay Lo! Why praise people's husbands, praise aja bang Malik. He's a handsome guy too, right?"

"Heheh yes handsome dong my man. But if Lo's man is handsome above average anyway!", rich Dewo while tapping his finger on the chin.

"What is the average? What rich?"

"Yes.that's the point!"

"Ngga obviously Ndul!"

"Eum...Where do you work? Is it sick again? I saw his face pale yesterday."

"Yes, he's sick. I also held a meeting in Nursing. I miscarried Ndul!"

The goddess stopped her steps, then pulled me until I stopped in front of her.

"Lo's? Miscarriage?", reset Goddess.

"Lo's patient, Cow, I know Lo's strong. Heum, you can make more hehehe."

I smiled wryly, no longer responding to the Goddess.

"Laki Lo what cow work?", asked the Goddess again. I'm confused what to answer? Alby worked as a Hartama family driver or staff at the group HS office?

"Kalo bang Malik, so security in HS group. Not bad is the salary, the proof I can cost here. Lo know for yourself how much work in our minimarket?"

Hs group? Is it not the same company?

"Alby works there too. But I don't know in what division!", I replied.

"Oh...! I think where it works. After I wonder the same Lo, Lo nolak Si Febri who was discovered by the same state servant of the established Sakti doctor. Surely Lo's men are much more everything in their appeal right?"

I'm silent. Not about Ndul material! But about feelings!

"Heum!", I'm just saying that. Hufft..kalo I still live here, surely later another Goddess will know the problem I experienced.

"Eh, yuk! The afternoon hunt, the long time!", invite me to Dewi to speed up our steps.

"Cow.inget dong, Lo abis miscarriage. Don't grusa-grusu! You are just as rich as abis lahiran knows!", said the Goddess reminded me.

"Oh.iya, I forgot Ndul!", finally the Goddess took my arm.

"Gue is not a fat sick person!", my protest. Yes, the Goddess is holding my arm tight.

"Gue doesn't want my best friend to do anything. Lo's uterus is still weak!", he argued. Want me to not even hear the advice of this veranda mother.

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"Febri!", call Galang.

"Ready sir!", replied Febri.

"Today, let Seto and Rio accompany Ika. You're the same Dimas come with me!"

"Ready, carry it out!", said Febri.

He entered his house again. Mr. Jend Galang was having breakfast with his daughter who had just turned twenty a few months ago.

"Second, I want you to start today Seto and Rio who are with you on deck!"

Anika stopped her breakfast.

"Couldn't you? Where did Febri go?"

"Febri's with me, same Dimas."

Anika was silent for a moment. But after that , he continued his breakfast.

"Why deck?", asked Galang.

"Ngga yah!", replied Anika.

"Can't you? If Febri comes with me? Or even adek object Dimas follow father?", cerocos Galang.

"Ngga yeah! It just fits Feb, Dimas, Kak Seto. Ika do not want, Mr. Rio is old. Not good to joke with Dad!"

Galang smiled faintly.

"So, does it want to be between Dimas, Febri, or Seto that?", asked Galang again.

"Well, you can't refuse it too!", replied Anika with her lips.

"But you don't mind the deck, Dimas goes wherever dad works. Which is your boyfriend, right, Dimas? not Febri?"

"Ih.dad...I'm so ashamed! Don't talk about it!", said Ika timidly.

"Yes, I just want to know if Dimas deserves to be your son-in-law"

Anika gaping. So, dad's goal is to make Dimas his aide now because of that? Do you want to know Dimas better?

"Isa...Jan discussed ghost ah well! I haven't thought that far."

"Certainly? Why is Ade even dating Dimas? Is there any other motivation?"

"Yes.kak Dimas well, besides that brother Dimas is also a beautiful figure. Frequently entertain Ika. Especially if he again speaks his ngapak language well."

"Surely that is it???", asked Galang again.

"Yes...Ika mah if later you mate with Dimas...I want rasain sword ceremony ora Yah heheh.How rich is it !"

"So said he was a child, the balloons to Eh.. Now imagine the event of the sword all!", ledek the father.

"It's just saying that you'll be a soul mate. You don't know how to go ahead!", Anika pursed her lips.

"Dad doesn't want, if Febri comes with you he will definitely deketin the wife of another person. Are you a pro, Bia?"

"Kok his rich dad knows that, right? Intel Talent Yes Well?"

Galang shook his head slowly while smiling faintly.

"Know that. The hunt finished his breakfast. Later I say again, Febri who did not start you deck. But remember, do not invite Febri nemuin Bia. You too are! I've prepared a soul mate for you!"

"Yes Well, Ika will not ask Feb anter mas to mba Bia kok. But really, seriously ask. You know what about mba Bia, what do you mean about the Feb mas and mas Sakti that still have not moved on from mba Bia?"

"Little kids don't want to be! I just don't want any trouble with my kids. Father's adjutant, have you considered your own children. They are also our family. As a more experienced person, I don't want Sakti or Febri to get into trouble from failing to move on."

Anika nodded in understanding. He asked his father again. The answer will be diplomatic.