Hold on or let go!

Eps 122's

Febri stepped out of Bia's boarding building. He who is used to cool is now getting stiff. There was not the slightest gap and smile on his handsome face. When the security greeted him as if he had ignored him. Only Sakti nodded her head slightly.

"Feb!", Sakti caught up with Febri. Febri leaned on the hood of the car. The weather's not too hot right now. Even his car was parked under a tree on the roadside.

"Feb!", reprimand Sakti again. Febri chose to be quiet.

The two handsome men were sitting on the hood of the car. Sakti is welling up next to Febri.

"Why can Lo be as emotional as Feb?", asked Sakti.

There is no word from Febri. His breathing was still hunting, and his face turned in another direction.

"Feb, I know Lo loves Bia. I am the same. We don't want anything bad to happen to Bia. But, that's exactly what Alby said. She's still married, we're too aggressive to get close to Bia."

Febri raised both his legs. His hands he put on his knees.

"Huff... Feb, I love Bia. But maybe, Lo's feelings for Bia are deeper than mine. Moreover, you split up due to misunderstanding. You guys parted with the same feeling."

Febri's eyes were still staring in an indeterminate direction.

"Feb, whatever Bia's decision. That's what Bia chose. And it must be best for Bia!", said Sakti again.

"But I don't want to see Bia hurt like that!", said Febri in the end.

"Gue is the same Feb."

"It should be, Alby was thinking. If Bia does not want to be in honey, yes already cerein! If you choose Bia, raise Silvy!"

"Feb, it's not as simple as you think Feb is."

Sakti patted Febri's shoulder slowly.

"Lo knew the reason Bia had survived before was because of their child. But, at this time the child who became the reason Bia survived is no longer there.She must be feeling sad at this time. Plus Alby's uncooperative with his promise."

Febri squeezed his own hands until they looked white. So fast times???!!

"Gue knows what it's like to lose a son and a wife together Sak. I have no idea what it feels like to lose!", said Febri.

Sakti. Yeah, true! Even Febri understood that feeling better.

"okay! Sorry!", said Sick. He regretted it as if he was bringing up the sorrow of a Febri.

"Gue realized I'm nobody Bia. I've been trying to bury my feelings on Bia who I knew from when we were teenagers."

Sakti focused on hearing the story of his brother's friend and aide.

"We went through a lot together. Five-six years together we are not an easy thing for me to forget Sak."

Febri looked down at his shoes.

"Bia accepts all my shortcomings, even I had almost ever ruined Bia's future. You can imagine how close we are."

Sakti gawked for a while. He understood very well what the word 'destructive' meant that Febri said.

"Why did you not marry Bia aja at that time, eloped that?", asked Sakti full of probing. Febri immediately looked over.

"When I married Bia at that time, Lo did not necessarily know Bia!" said Febri. Sakti seemed to be scratching his temple. Befriending Febri makes the doctor's image of genius and cold suddenly disappear.

"You two have been in touch so far, why did Bia choose to leave Lo?", asked Sakti curiously. Febri had spil his old story with Bia at the time, but not as detailed as now.

"My mother didn't bless our relationship. Bia would rather give up than I have to fight against my mother!"

"Have you ever known Lo's family?"

Febri nodded slowly.

Sakti is still a loyal listener. He also raised both his legs to the hood of the car.

"From the beginning, I didn't want to be with Bia. Not because Bia is a hundred percent actually. But because of the growing rumors. Her mother Bia cheated on and even married her affair. Mother... thought if Bia would do the same. Especially being a wife of a country man is not easy. He should be able to part with me at any time and in a time that cannot be determined if I am a task."

How did Febri's mother think he was rich? He is a teacher, an educated man too. Think Sakti.

"And now Bia's son is completely separated from Alby, and he's back to Lo. Are you sure Lo's mother will accept Bia?", asked Sakti. Febri turned to the doctor.

"Gue doesn't fantasize too much about Sak. For me, Bia's happiness is now more important."

Sakti nods. She thought that her love for Bia was incredible. Evidently until now he belom can move from the woman who is not too high.

"About...After this Bia will return to Alby? Will you give Alby another chance?", asked Doctor Sakti to Febri.

"From what I understand about Bia, I think yes. He's easily broken. Easy to touch and easy to forgive. Even though when he's really at the peak of his anger, I can't hold him."

"Can that be?", asked Sakti. Febri assented with a nod.

"If I knew the reason Bia left me first because of Mom's talk, maybe Bia doesn't need to feel like this."

"The road must be like this Feb."

"Gue Nyesel can't defend my relationship with Bia."

"That's right, said Alby. Maybe we're too close to Bia, whose status is still Alby's wife."

"Look to do Alby rich earlier, it makes me want to try to protect Bia."

Sakti scratched his non-itchy nape. I don't know, he himself was confused!

"We're watching Bia Feb. If she needs help, it's definitely Lo's relationship or mine!"

Febri.

"Gue's sure, Alby's gonna get more possessive with Bia."

"Yes, how about..?" asked Sakti.

Febri was silent. After a while, Dimas and Anika appeared.

"Lho, what's in here? Mba Bia sleeping?" anika asked the two handsome men.

"There's Alby, deck!", replied Sakti.

Anika is rounding her mouth.

"Oh, pantes on here. How's the food going?" asked Dimas.

"We go home!" said Febri down from the hood of the car. Sakti also follows.

"Lha, kie on mewhy the hell?", asked Dimas. He returned to using his local language fluently.

"Why sister?", asked Anika.

"Don't know the deck!", replied Dimas shook his head. The two got back into the car with the food they had bought.

Febri sat on the passenger bench. Let Dimas control the steering wheel.

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Not again...?????