Hold on or let go!

Eps 135s

I went back to Lek Sarman's house after meeting with Ms Sri. Even though it's a long way away, my legs still make their way to my shop.

Thank God, the condition of the stalls is getting crowded especially at lunch hours like this. Although not in the city center, but the location of my shop is quite strategic. Moreover, lek Sarman is indeed smart to develop our stalls.

I nodded thinly to the stall workers as a greeting. They did the same to me. My feet are slowly walking towards lek Sarman's office. He was on a tour at the end of this month. Exactly a week I had a miscarriage, which means I still have to wait a while longer to file a lawsuit against Alby.

Is.... With that long time I won't change my mind again? Is Alby going to fight me again?

Lek Sarman looked at me who was daydreaming in front of the door.

"Sir, why is it there! Come in!", pinta lek Sarman. I was a little surprised to hear Lek Sarman's call. I was daydreaming.

I also moved my steps closer to Lek Sarman who was standing behind his desk. From his attitude, it seems like Lek Dar has told everything to Lek Sarman.

"Why did you go home there, not here?", asked Lek Sarman gently.

"Bia sampe was very malem lek. Don't want to bother you."

"How much trouble? Where there are parents who are bothered with their own children!"

I hugged Lek Sarman. He rubbed the top of my head.

"Have nduk, already.ngga need to regret. The decision you made was right. Do not be afraid, later your child will also be able to help take care of your child."

I wiped my tears. Then shake.

"With Lek, my baby has no lek. There's no reason Bia survived with Alby."

Lek Sarman holds both shoulders.

"What do you mean??" asked Lek Sarman in surprise.

"Bia miscarried a week ago lek!"

"Innalilahi wa innailaihi Raji. Why don't you tell me a nduk story? how could? who took care of you while you were sick there?", scanned Lek Sarman and hugged me back.

It seems like he is also sad, especially he also knows what it feels like to lose his only child whom he loves very much. Her son died during a covid outbreak yesterday. Which I couldn't even go home at the time. Looking at the incident, it seems like Lek Sarman is very protective of me.

"Maybe it is weak content of lek. That's why I miscarried!"

There's no way I'm telling you the real reason. I'm too stressed about my household.

"Whose are you the same? You went back there because Alby was sick, right? Who will take care of you and care for you?"

I took a deep breath.

"Sometimes Febri, sometimes mas sakti. Mak also accompanied Bia for a while. You see.Alby's wife is also treated in the same room as Alby."

Lek Sarman rubbed his own rough face.

"Febri, lek knows. But who is that?"

"Mas sakti it's doctor lek. His father was his superior, Mas Febri."

Lek Sarman may be confused to hear my explanation. He chose to sit back in his chair.

"You are not yet a widow, there are many who queue. What if it's official itself? You have to take care of yourself!"

"O Allah's Lek, like this is not a feat of lek times. Bia also wants to have a complete and harmonious household. Sakinah mawadah. Never the slightest thought Bia had to feel like this lek!", I sat down in front of Lek Sarman.

"So call Alby!"

Deg ! It seems like the performance of the heart is starting to erratic.

"Yes. Lek said you were here. And if he's a real man, he should have brought you back after he didn't need you, like when he asked you to."

I let out a breath. It seems like that has no effect on Alby. Because he must have been determined to maintain our relationship.

"But.nduk, you're in puerperium!"

"Yes lek. Bia knows. And...Bia will be here until that time comes to file a lawsuit against Alby. If you need to use a lawyer, lek. Let's go faster."

"The process is the same as nduk. You're the only one who doesn't have to be too complicated yourself."

I also nodded.

"But..this time you really gave up? No regrets? Especially if you love each other?"

Why is his question rich lek Dar anyway????

"God willing!", I answered steadily.

"There's still time to think about it. Lek don't want you sad later. Find your happiness! Yea?"

I'm nodding. "Yes lek!"

"Oh yeah lek, just now...I've met Bu Sri."

"Mother Sri?"

"Yes, Febri's mother."

"Kok iso? She nagged again?", asked Lek Sarman enthusiastically.

"Initially it was lek."

"Other times mending just stay. Don't step back if Bu Sri makes a move."

"Lek ngga. Precisely Bia aja shocked, Bu Sri suddenly good with Bia. Even....."

"What is nduk?"

"Bu Sri knows about Bia and Alby Lek. He said he knew from mba sus. Whether you know from mom or from Febri mas, Bia doesn't know."

"Continue?"

"Masa. said Bu Sri restuin Bia sama mas Febri."

Lek Sarman gawking.

"O Allah is not afraid! You focus on your business first. Later you will be the same Febri or not, the above business."

"That's lek. Bia sama mas Feb just cement."

"Now friends, don't know tomorrow. Or... lest you also still feel the same Febri yes?"

"Oh my God, no!"

Lek Sarman smiled faintly.

"kalo can, don't be Nduk. The sins! You're Alby's wife."

"Yes lek, yes!"