Hold on or let go!

Hold on or let go!
The Eps 246



Febia groove here faster than his column A Alby anu casep tea nyak 🤭🤭🤭


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Mas Febri drove me to the hospital to visit Mas Sakti who was in a severe cravings phase. Kasian actually, the people of Adam who should work but because his wife was pregnant even he who had to experience morning sickness.


People say, if the husband who craves it is a sign that the husband loves his wife very much. And in time for the wife to give birth later, the husband will also feel heartburn. It doesn't make sense, but it happens often


"Assalamualaikum!", I entered the room of Mas Sakti.


"Walaikumsalam!", replied mas Sakti. I approached Mas Sakti who was lying in his gurney.


"Where are you doing?", I asked while putting the food he wanted. He looked straight into the bag I was carrying.


"Alhamdulillah is good Bi. You alone? Where's febri?"


"Mas Febri has gone straight to the office. It was in the front half anyway! by the way, which building?"


"Go get a drink at the cafeteria!", answered Sakti. The aroma of my cooking is quite good to smell even though it is not too hot. It's a good way from home to this hospital. It is still warm enough to enjoy. Mas Sakti is still focused on the view on his desk.


Oh my God, it's so funny! Is that how you want to eat that food? Without realizing it, I laughed to myself.


"Why?", asked Sakti puzzled. Along with Bina who entered this room.


"Assalamualaikum, uh...When does Bia come?", asked Bina. He shook hands with me and we were whipped.


"Walaikumsalam, not so long ago!"


Bina looked at her husband who looked confused herself.


"Why?", asked Bina.


"Ngga anything. Mas wonder, why suddenly Bia ngetawain mas!", the battle of Sakti to his wife. Bina looked at me. I couldn't help but laugh again.


"Did? What is Bi?", asked Bina to me.


"Your husband has been drooling Bin, hunted in ready. From earlier glancing at the mouthful package!", I said as I continued my laughter.


Mas Sakti looks embarrassed because of my innuendo. And finally, Bina took the package that I brought earlier. Slowly, he opened the package. After being opened, the smell of food was appetizing mas Sakti.


"Oh Allah, do you want to eat this?", ledek Bina. Like a child, Sakti nodded.


"Did I say Bin!", I said. Bina also prepared the food and then fed Sakti.


"Thank you Bia, my husband even took care of you."


"Don't bother Bin, will I also make provisions for Febri mas, the same for Dad!", I said. I followed up on calling Mr. Jend with my dad's call, just like he said on the phone yesterday.


"There's still a lot of Bi!" Sakti said as he chewed his food.


"Yes, equally. Eat it slowly, no one asked for it?!"


"Isshhh.!", Mas sakti poked his lips. Age of eating, mas Sakti taking his medicine. Bina and I talked about a lot of things. Especially Bina's pregnancy which turned out to be close to three months, but she just told Sakti recently.


Almost noon, I say goodbye to Bina because mas Sakti is still sleeping because of the medicinal effects.


I came out of the hallway of the Sakti wards, accidentally I almost hit a babystroler.


"Sorry?!", I said.


"It's okay Mom, I'm the one who's not careful!", replied a woman I guessed was the baby sitter.


I saw the baby for a moment.


"Nabil?", aske. The babysitter nodded. Nabil babbles his typical baby.


"Ma.mmamam!", while biting his finger.


My heart pinches at the sight of Alby junior. Their faces are very similar. I squatted down to touch her cheek. He held his hand on my cheek. His handsome face reminded me of a pain I will never forget.


Even in a small corner of my heart, I always try to be kind to this innocent baby.


"Mom knows den Nabil?", asked Teh Ani.


I nodded thinly. Nabil asked in the cradle because he extended his hand to me.


My hands raised that tiny body. Nabil kissed my cheek with anxiety. Teh Ani smiled at Nabil who was joking with me.


"Eye yes mba, I play take Nabil aja. I am a stranger!"


"Don't be too quick to believe, let alone get to know. Sometimes those who have known for a long time can violate the belief!", I said lightly. It's weird, why is my mouth saying that??? Even the context is different from the discussion between me and her babysitter Nabil.


"Teh, Nabil isn't fussy, is he?", asked someone behind me. And I know exactly who the owner of that voice is.


"Ngga sir, den Nabil mah pinter. Tah, ask to come with a beautiful Aunt!", said Teh Ani.


"Neng?", said Alby. I haven't turned my body. I gulped my saliva. Why do we often have to meet him.


I turned my body. As much as possible I showed my best smile. Not to tease her but to prove that I'm okay.


"That's your father Bil, your father?", I said to Nabil. I forgot, what calls Alby used to use every day. I'm trying to hand Nabil over to Alby or his babysitter. But he won't. The last time I saw him, he was a baby. Now it's like this baby can walk.


"He's at home with you?" said Alby. I sighed softly.


"Nabil, Auntie wants to go home. I've been picked up by Aunt's husband. Nabil is Nabil's father?", I said softly to Nabil. I hope this baby understands.


Husband! There's an undefined sense that Alby is feeling right now. Already trying to be ordinary, the beauty is still that feeling still exists.


Slowly, Nabil's babysitter takes Nabil from behind. Nabil was whining but I gave the baby to his babysitter anyway.


"Are you at Febri's pick-up?", asked Alby.


"Yes, most up to the front of Febri also been waiting."


"What are you doing here?"


Can't she change that call to me?


"Look at Sakti."


"Sakti's sick? In which room?"


"In the Xxxx room."


"Oh...!"


"I'm sorry, first?!", I said. But suddenly my head was tired and almost collapsed. Is it okay for my vertigo to recur...???


I staggered a little until Alby finally caught me from falling. I reflexively detached myself from his body.


I miss neng! Shouted Alby in my heart.


"Sorry!", said the two of us. Once I adjust, I intend to leave Alby. At the same time, it turned out that Febri really picked me up.


"Nduk?", said Febri to me. His eyes turned to Alby.


"By, why are you here? Is anyone sick?", asked Febri.


"Well, this is Nabil's immunization." Febri.


"Nduk, would you like to go first Sakti? You want to come again?"


"Turn back dong mas?"


"yes, just a minute!"


I finally did it. Febri held my hand.


"We went first By!", said Febri. Alby just nodded.


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We just came out of the ward, but again I felt dizzy. Looks like my vertigo has really relapsed.


"Why nduk? Dizziness?"


"Huum mas's. Pisan fatigue!"


"Have you gone to the doctor?"


"Just dizzy, though. Why go to the doctor?"


"Let's know why!"


By following Febri's steps, I also obeyed the orders of the husband.