Hold on or let go!

The 179th eps

Sakti hasn't stopped smiling since she got home from Sabrina. He did not return to Galang's house but to his apartment because he had morning practice.

But this time he was not alone, Febri was taken to his apartment. Either just to vent or yes. For a moment he wanted to ask Dimas to also accompany him, it's just like Dimas has not.move on from his future wife.

"Have you called Bia?", asked Sakti.

''Yes'', the answer is short.

"He's all right?", asked Sakti. While squinting, Febri looked at his best friend with a full glance.

"Still care Lo? heh! There is also Bina!", said Febri cynically.

"Hahaha ha-lo??? Don't do that too, how can I not immediately forget Bia even though there is Bina."

"Certainly? Mean Lo???"

"Yes, how is Bia still in my heart Feb. But the context is different. She could I consider a sister, maybe!", I could shake her shoulders.

"Huh! Karepmu Sak!", Febri lay down on the thick carpet in the living room of Sakti's apartment. The apartment is not too big but quite luxurious.

"You're out of wedlock, I'm boyong Bina with my in-laws here aja yes Feb? What ...gue buy a house?", asked Sakti.

"Ngga know it. You're gonna walk it."

"Lo himself, the same marriage time your late wife, Lo live where?", asked sakti.

"Gue nebeng in my parents' house!"

"Lha? High rank, don't have Lo's house?", ledek Sakti.

"Ngeledek Lo! Udah, just haven't had time to live, the same wife my son hunted no."

Sakti.

"Where do you make your home?", asked Sakti.

"In the village. In the rich town of Lo? Buy Lo's rich apartment? That I'm incer same my superiors! Salary can buy an apartment! Why???" said Febri.

"They are also Feb times!", said Sakti.

"Gue was curious about Lo. Lo...sama almarhumah bini How about? You say, Lo still in love with Bia? But can you have a child with her? Heums? Disgrace!"

"Gga inget Lo my superior son already pites Lo Sak!"

"Lho, I just want to ask doang to get rid of my curiosity? Wrongly? no dong?"

"Yes.it's up to you. What is clear, after I say ijab qobul, I have resigned all the same above. My friend was my soul mate at that time. But I didn't have a long match with him. And if anyone asks how I went to the late house, yes.gue still have feelings also dong. Each day for two years. Lying if there's no feeling."

"Heum, the point is... actually Lo is just CLBK same Bia?"

"Maybe! But it is not the old love that is springing back, the exact old love has not been stretched out. Aisyah is also not easy to get my heart Sak. It took me a long time to become a real husband and wife! Yeah, you know what I mean?"

"Yes, I get it. But..pas they don't exist, Lo sad right?"

"Neas not to ask Sak! not just sad, just sad. Where Aisyah is impregnated with my son.we and our family no one can see him for the last time the virus. It's sad it can't be pictured Sak. Lo kan nakes, know dong how the condition of the outbreak was severe!"

"Yes.and it really happened Feb. Thank God we have gone through this difficult time. Hopefully in the future there will never be another outbreak like that. Later, covid19 will be a story for our grandchildren."

"Heum!", murmured Febri. It turned out that he closed his eyes in addition to the arms of his hands covering his eyes.

"Feb, Lo sleep?"

''Heum, why? You still want to confide? Would you like my interrogation?", said Febri without opening his eyes.

"Gue.ah, don't be. I slept!", said sakti. Both of them fell asleep in their dreams.

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The handsome man opened the door of his room. He saw his little wife was asleep. After putting his belongings, Alby took off his shirt and headed to the bathroom to break down.After that, he then established his obligations. He folded his alphabet and placed it in the usual place next to Silvy's dresser.

His eyes were fixed on a pink book, a book to check the contents. I don't know why he suddenly wanted to open the book. Though, even if he read the contents he would not understand the contents.

As he was about to take it, suddenly a small black-colored paper fell down.

Alby picked it up, seen a photo of the results of USG 4D. There is also an explanation there if the fetus is male.

Slowly, Alby sat himself in Silvy's seat. He looked at the photo of usg repeatedly.

A male? Monologue Alby. He returned the photo at the original place. Then he walked to the bed to break down.

His mind floated up remembering his dream back then. In his dream he saw a little girl in white. And call Silvy, mother!

If that girl calls me papa, then she's my son, right? But why is it that the USG sex of my future son and Silvy's boy?

Huft! Just a dream, Alby!

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"Mama!", call a little girl in white collaboration pull the end of my game.I turned towards the bottom, where the girl was.

"You looking for your mama, son?", asked me while circulating my gaze around which turned out to be all white.

The little girl nodded.

"Kan, my mom's here! Here!", he placed his palm in the center of my chest. I was confused for him.

But after that, he rubbed the back of my hand.

"Mama don't cry anymore.I'm also sad if you see mama crying. Papa is not evil kok ma, papa love same mama."

"Papa? The mama? Who?", tokyo.

"Papa Alby, my papa. Mama Bia, my mama".

I digested a few moments of his words.

"Am I dreaming?" asked Oon.

The girl nodded.

"Yes, only through dreams can I talk to mom and dad ."

"How can you call us papa's mama?"

''It's because I'm the son of papa's mother and Silvy's mother."

I try to wake up from my sleep. The more I want to wake up, the harder it is.

"You, son? How could? Even when my son was forced, I didn't get to see him."

"Whatever mama. I just wanted to say, I love mom and dad."

The figure tube disappeared along with me who suddenly woke up.

Really, it all feels real! But is it really just a dream? Why does it all feel so real.

Is that girl really my son?

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Sorry for a lot of typo. Makajeh