Hold on or let go!

Eps 82's

Although the house is well maintained, but the bed that has not been inhabited for a long time still needs extra energy so I can use it to lie down tonight.

Having nostalgic for the pain of my past and present, it was time for me to be in the real world.

I entered my room. Still same. There's nothing different. Only the position of my foam mattress is not in the title, but it is set up on the wall. And it's really clean.

After I sweep, I roll out my bed. I use bed linen that is still in the plastic, I don't know when the bed sheet is in the laundry by Lek Dar.

Almost magrib, everything's in order. I took my face in the closet. Mukena ancient times are again still stored in plastic used laundry.

I let out a breath. Lek Dar is so attentive to every detail of what is in this house. But he also always had a reason not to inhabit this house. He prefers to live in his small house, which is not far from the stall. Not incapable, but I don't know what is in the second thought of my lek.

Azan Isha has passed. Lek Sarman and Lek Dar are already inside my house. They brought me dinner. There was no meaningful conversation at dinner. But after we all finished eating, Lek Dar invited me to sit on the terrace.

"Sir, someone wants to ask you a question."

I looked up for a moment, without feeling I started to play my fingers. Squeezing my own hands that I think are cold.

"Yes Lek?", I asked. Looks like a handsome man who is none other than my father's biological brother was staring at me.

"What's the matter?", she asked slowly.

"Law!", I replied.

"Neither do it!"

(Don't lie!)

"Wae nduk by the way! Don't keep it to yourself. Lek you're your parents' replacement!", lek Dar rubbed my shoulder.

I took a deep breath.

"Look......."

I finally told her everything that had happened in my home. It was Alby who walked to Alby's wedding reception yesterday.

Lek Dar's reddened face restrained the emotions. He didn't interrupt a word until I was done telling him. I told him what happened to my uncle. Lek Dar held me in his arms.

"The boy's path!" said Sarman angrily.

"Sabar mas!", change lek Dar soothe her husband.

"Wong tuwo endi after all sing ga muring-muring ma'am! Reasone doesn't make sense blaz!", Sarman's emotions are still erupting.

(Which parents are not angry Ma'am)

"At first Bia wanted to try to survive Lek. To have this polygamous marriage. Bia doesn't know, polygamy is halal. But Bia can't afford lek. Bia doesn't like to share!", I'm sobbing back.

"Sabar nduk!", lek Dar tried to give me peace.

"Lha continues, arep piye iki continuation? koe jehm gelem ambi de'e??" asked Lek Sarman.

(Then how does this go? You still want to be with him?)

I shook my head while wiping my tears.

"Bia wants to divorce A Alby Lek. But...."

"But opo? Koe still tresno ambi de'e?? Iyo???"

(But what? You still love her?)

I didn't answer. Lek Sarman knows the answer.

"Lek mu Iki gantine your father. Sopo wonge sing clarani your crew, Karo's business to me!"

(Your grandfather is your father's aunt. Whoever hurt you would be my same business)

"Sabar toh mas. Don't be so emotional. If you are angry that rich, Bia even more upset."

"Dar..!", sideline Sarman.

"Mas, don't take decisions carelessly when emotions are like now. Calm your mind first mas."

Sarman sat back in his chair.

"Bia wants to split lek, but.but Alby keeps our personal documents lek. How Bia would take care of it."

"What mean? Alby don't want your divorce?", now Lek Dar's talking. Looks like Lek Sarman is still in control of emotions.

I'm nodding. I saw Lek Dar rubbing his temple.

"Kok lanangan kek ngono Jeh in tresnani toh nduk!"

"Let's call Alby!"

I'm not refusing neither am I assuring. When I decided to involve my family, it meant that I was already unable to bear my own burden.

"Oh yeah, did you video call Febri ? Febri your ex?", asked Lek Sarman. I'm nodding.

"Did you want to divorce Ambi Alby mergo wes to meet Febri neh sing saiki dadi duda wes?", asked Lek Sarman to corner me.

"Astaghfirullah Lek's. Ngono!"

(That's it)

"But Febri was worried about you!" said Lek Dar.

"Did Febri know about your household?", asked Lek Sarman. Despite the doubt, I nodded.

"What's? You tell your own household disgrace the same as your ex?", asked Lek Sarman with his widened eyes.

"Ga is lek. Mas Febri did know when the incident A Alby marriage contract with his new wife. Bia didn't tell Febri lek. It just so happened that he was in the same place back then."

Again Lek Sarman is only able to wipe his temple.

"Yo wes, rest is already night. Let your lek nemenin you here. I'm home! assalamualaikum!", said Lek Sarman.

"Walaikumsalam!", answered me and Lek Dar.

"Rest nduk. Are you sprained anyway?" said Lek Dar. I just nodded, and then we went into my room that looked comfortable to sleep in.

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"Pa, Alby has dared to snap at me!", Silvy fights at Hartama. The man who was enjoying his dinner stared intently at his daughter-in-law.

"How dare you snap at my son huh!", said Hartama showing his fangs.

But Alby is not like Alby was yesterday. He still enjoyed his dinner without looking at his father-in-law.

"You heard I didn't!", Hartama kicked off the dinner table. Titin and Mila who were in the kitchen were also surprised to hear Hartama was angry.

Alby looked up at her in-laws face.

"Yes, I did yell at Silvy. Because his mouth can't be guarded!", said Alby flat.

"What do you mean?", asked Hartama.

"What I said it for. You make no difference!", said Alby again.

"Kura**taught you yes. Have you dared to fight me huh?", Hartama rose hilariously collar Alby shirt. His hands were ready to float into Alby's body.

Titin runs in a hurry to reach Alby who does not seem to want to fight.

"Papa!", cried Silvy.

"Don't mas!", Titin tries to remove Hartama's hand from Alby's collar.

"Don't interfere! You're here just b***!", snapped Hartama.

"But Alby is my son!" said Titin.

Hartama took off Alby's collar.

"Tell your son, don't try to fight me. Or...you and Bia who will be the stakes!", said Hartama full of emphasis.

Alby's breath is hunting.

"Jang...!", Titin rubbed Alby's arm. But Alby waltzed away from the dining room. Silvy was still sitting on his stool.

"Continue eating, son! Kasian leaves the baby in your stomach!", Titin said to Silvy, who was currently silent at the dinner table.

"Don't mind me!", Silvy suddenly woke up and left the dining room.

Titin has no power not to shed her tears. It all started with his decision to leave Hartama. But his children are now his victims.

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???? So...Will you get divorced, Alvian????

Natur nuhun 🙏🙏🙏🙏