Hold on or let go!

Eps 116s

"How are you doing, baby? is it better?", asked Hartama to Silvy who from earlier sing his lips.

"As papa saw! Silvy thought, I don't care about Silvy!", he said, turning his face the other way.

"Where maybe papa doesn't care about his own son!", Hartama rubbed his daughter's head.

"But the proof was papa yesterday....!"

"Where's alby?", asked the man in the black suit.

"The most in his old wife's room!", replied Silvy. Hartama's eyes turned to Mila who had been silent in the corner.

"What do you mean?"

"He was treated as well sir. Eums...Bia miscarried!", replied Mila. Hartama's face stiffened. Lying if he doesn't care about his late best friend's son.

"When?", asked Hartama rising from Silvy's gurney.

"really right? Everyone cares about Bia. Even papa too! Papa cares more about her than his own son!", said Silvy annoyed.

"It's not so, son! papa is just concerned, Bia must be sad to lose her baby candidate."

"Pa, the son of my father has me. Not Bia!"

"Quite Silvy!"

"Father!"

"Silvy! You can enjoy all the facilities that papa gave this also because of Bia's papa. Just so you know! Because of Bia's papa, papa's company advanced. If there is no help from Bia's father, not necessarily papa as successful now!"

Silvy and Mila's eyes were wide open, as well as Titin who had just entered Silvy's room followed by Alby who was tailing behind his mother.

"What mas? I mean, sir?", asked Titin.

Hartama turned to his art that had been his wife.

"Shabia, son of the late Salman. Salman was my best friend when I was in Surabaya."

Titin closed her mouth in disbelief.

"Astaghfiullah! Mom, you really do! I have nothing for you to take revenge on me. But why Bia? Even his parents are so good?"

"I know, I have no right to judge you. But, because of your grudge against me you sacrificed your own best friend's daughter!"

Hartama did not expect, the woman who had resigned every time he hurt both physically and mentally can vent his emotions on him.

"So your limit is Tin! Now, right now you're just a maid in my house!", hardik Hartama.

"Enough Pa! It's up to you to hurt me, to do anything to me. But don't be rude to my mother anymore!", Alby tried to be a shield from her stepmother, uh.

"Now do you have the courage for me?", asked Hartama to approach his son-in-law.

"Yes. Because of you, I have to accept the fact that Bia insists on asking for a divorce from me. Satisfied? you satisfied sir?", Alby said in front of Hartama.

"After Bia and I lost our child candidate, I also had to lose Bia. My wife, whom I love so much, asked to be separated from me. Is this what you want?", asked Alby alternately to the pair of children and the father.

Hartama no longer speaks to Alby.

"Where's Bia's room?"

"For what? You're gonna corner her again? Or say thank you for giving up on your daughter!"

"I'm also your wife By!", cried Silvy.

Alby's puffy eyes are enough to describe how sad he is right now. In the depths of Hartama's heart, he also deeply regretted his actions that had to sacrifice Bia for the happiness of his daughter and also the arena of revenge.

It was not the satisfaction of revenge that he got, it was a deep regret. One mistake, sacrificing innocent people.

Without saying anything, Hartama walked out of the room.

Step towards Bia's room. He had to ask the nurse who was passing by.

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"Bia!", greet Sakti.

"Ngga anything Bi. Yes, I did visit the doctor, right? How's it? Is it better?"

"Heum, it's already. God willing tomorrow I can also go home.eummm."

Sakti. He looked at the pale face of the woman he loved. Her eyes looked swollen, probably from crying too much.

Sakti pulled his stool near the gurney.

"Bye..."

"Hum?"

"Is it sick?", asked. I don't know what the meaning of the question is.

"What do we mean by Sakti? I wasn't as sick as yesterday. It's better."

Sakti shook her head."Not Bi, sorry! I'm presumptuous, hearing your chat with Alby."

I sighed softly. Yeah, looks like what the nurse said was true. Sakti intended to visit me, but he paused because he heard me with Alby arguing.

"I'm fine, mom!"

"Don't keep lying to yourself Bi. Probably right, I'm a nobody to you. But am I wrong to care about you?"

Our eyes clashed with each other. I know, I'm a very sincere man. But for me, he's still a friend. A long time ago, when I was trying to move on from Febri. He was once in an important position in my life. But, I know my background. Who am I? Insecure and insecure slowly convinced me that we were destined to be friends. I don't know in the future. But what I feel right now, I only love my husband even though my pain is what he gives.

"Thank you you still care about me. Sorry!"

I lowered my head, not daring to look at the glasses-minus man.

"Bia, whatever your decision. I hope you've thought well. You're not alone. You still have a family you can talk to. You still have me, you have Febri, you have Anika. We consider you part of our lives."

I turned my head back.

"Mas, I'm not that important ...''

"That's what you think, but it doesn't make me Bi! Sorry, maybe wrong. I know it's wrong, but my feelings for you still remain the same. You will never open your heart to me. Most importantly for me, you are happy. Either it's with Alby, or it's without him. I just want you to smile. Being the always carefree Bia, who I knew a long time ago. It's not Bia who's fragile and uninspired like this."

Sakti advised me like a sister to his sister. Again and again I have to listen to the affectionate expression of someone who is not my legal partner.

Do I deserve to be proud? If Febri and Sakti still faithfully pursue me? What are my advantages? Even later I parted ways with Alby, I was just a childless widow. I don't deserve them.

Ckkk! How beautiful are you, Bia??? Great aptitude! My monologue is in my heart.

Anyway, how can I get rid of my taste for Alby. The man I've been with in any situation. But because of the storm he made himself, it ultimately made me give up.

"Mas, help! I don't deserve more attention than you or Febri."

In the same instant, Hartama came into my room.

He looked at me with a soft look.

"Bia, how are you?", she asked. Sakti got up from his seat. He slightly lowered his body.

"Alhamdulillah, it's better. What do you want to come here? Oh, did your daughter-in-law say my decision?"

I tried to make a sound but somehow it felt like shaking.

"Bia, you know. It's heavy for you. You lost your baby. But ..."

"But my decision is already unanimous sir. Hope you are satisfied! This is what you want from me!"

"Bij...."

"Please get out of my room. Let me rest!", I said. In front of this guy, I don't want to look weak.

"Do you have to go out too, Bia?", asked Sakti.

''Sorry, but I also have to work. No need to worry about me. I'm fine!"

"You need nothing, call me!"

I nodded obediently. Hartama came out first, followed by Sakti behind him.