I Choose You!
#86 What to Do
“Huuuh...” I have never felt such a tight tension like this.
Other than usual, papa stroked my head rough like he was going to scatter my hair. This father was intentionally.
“Ngapain tense so?” papa finally let go of his hand.
I swung my mouth while repairing the hair damage it caused, “Soalanya right...”.
Except for the fact that Aaron mocked papa, I was never angry with Aaron. And my anger doesn't change anything. Papa still gets an ugly nickname from Aaron.
Will he really listen to me when I speak?
Or even worse. Maybe I'll lose my confidence.
“Remember what did papa ever say?”
Heh? Which was? “What?”
“Do not fear wrong. Papa will sort it all out. Do it aja.”
I'm speechless. Honestly it was more than enough to calm me down, “Iya~” I smiled.
My head once again he clapped, and at a glance gave a kiss good-bye, “Home, phone papa.”
“Bye~”
He left me in the front hallway of the class. Her eye-catching figure finally left gracefully.
I intend to take off my shoes⏤oh!
“Firna,” I realized the figure that turned out to be near where I stood.
He smiled stiffly. What happened yesterday left dust in my eyes.
Heh? A saga?
He pulled Firna away?
Vian's? Wait for.
I didn't even get to say anything. I have to finish this!
Immediately I held down Vian's arm standing behind them.
What am I supposed to say? “Sorry,” is all that comes to mind.
At least they stopped their steps.
“Sorry I could not believe, if Aaron hit you,” I make sure my grip is still strong.
“No need to fuck. People also know. You won't believe in us. Don't bother, deh!” Saga looked very angry approaching me.
“I believe,” I leaned my body to emphasize my sentence.
He pulled my hand away from Vian. Slam it back at me, “By the way. Easy!”
Papa is right. This is what made them choose to stay away from me instead of talking directly to me. They knew that my heart and body would go straight to defend Aaron no matter what.
“I'm sorry,” I'm holding these twins' hands, “I'm a fool not to think first. I should have believed. Excuse me. I'm sorry.”
“Lepasin,” Saga still sounds angry.
I shook my head hard.
As if I didn't want to be left alone. It's like you can't take even one step away from them. I even hugged their hands tighter.
“Please!” he screamed louder.
I can only keep a grip on his shirt. But I insisted on not letting go.
“What you believe in now! Want Vian to enter RS beaten up by crazy, least believe it too!” directly he slammed my hand again, “You're just sorry doang!”
How can I hear it? “Don't say that! I couldn't possibly have told Vian to be so!”
“Originally, you will defend desperately the crazy one!” he approached and showed off his face.
“Udah dong!” Firna, he's trying to calm Saga down.
Saga stretches her arms out to block Firna, “Shut up first, sis.”
“Please, Saga⏤”
Heh? Aaron?!
“Si crazy appeared!” Saga took a step away with her laziness.
The man that this Saga mentioned firmly stood between us. It is like protecting me from danger that does not exist. Obviously he doesn't like me with these two brothers.
“What are you doing to Rasyi?” Aaron was angry for no reason.
I must stop before it gets out of control, “Harun. They⏤”
“I know. They are troublesome. Rasyi need not be too good.”
Directly I hold his arm, “Not. I first disturbed them.”
Aaron looked at me confused.
“Udah know, dia!” Saga emphasized what she felt clearly on her face, “Take her away there, your boyfriend. Know the bother, still!”
Aaron let go of my grasp and changed his position until we hooked each other's fingers, “Let's just go in.”
No, please.
I immediately pulled my hand, “Harun, wait. Let me talk first.”
“No need!” Saga tapped on her brother's shoulder, “Yok Vin!”
“Harun was wrong, I believe,” I pushed slowly Aaron until I could stand next to him, “Can we talk about it, not wear angry like this?”
There goes. As papa said yesterday, I have to say it firmly. I must describe clearly that what he did was not my pleasure.
I turned to Aaron, “You confessed that you beat up Vian. Threaten them to keep me away too, right?”
“It? So problem?” she held my shoulder, “I'm goodwill. These guys, can't be trusted, Rasyi.”
“Wow. Whoa!! Thank you!” Saga instead laughed crisply, “Vian, come on!”
“Saga, we heard first,” Firna sound into a cool breeze.
I took my hand from Aaron, “I'm sorry about Vian. You can be angry with me, but please don't keep going like this. Me...”
Touching his own hands. As if knowing that soon trembling fear will run rampant. Admit it or not, I don't like it myself.
“So that means you defend them more. Than me?!” Aaron raised his voice.
“I don't defend anyone. Don't get me wrong,” I tried to calm down.
“Keep what else if not defend them?!” Aaron?!
Really? He pushed Saga's shoulders violently.
And Saga doesn't like it, “Near!!”
“Wait!” I'm trying to mediate.
Firna's withholding Saga to rampage further, “Sag! It's already! Don't get complicated!!”
I reply to Aaron's unhappy face, “Harun, you know what the problem is. No one asked you to threaten everyone. Until Vian got battered? Call my papa, pig? Really, Aaron? Not so.”
“Heh,” face Aaron, insult me? “You know nothing. If it wasn't for me, they'd be making more and more trouble!”
“OK!” Saga shouted, “I'll make a troublemaker, in your face!!”
“Sag, no. Already!” Vian intervened to hold Saga.
“Please!” Aaron? Really?!
Can't! I'm getting less and less confident with this kind of situation. Both of them don't listen to me.
Nay! No hesitation! Papa must be behind me.
Aye!
I have to trust papa.
Stand me in the middle of them, “ENOUGH!!”
I managed to calm things down. They can look at me more calmly now.
“Saga, please calm down and listen. Don't be a bulldozer whose work is angry!”
Even though my words can make her seem even more angry, she still she's not moving.
Then I looked at Aaron, “Harun, I'm glad you care, but they're all my friends. The one I love.”
I looked back at everything.
“Can't we go back to again?” I think I want to cry.
“I understand, Ras,” Vian? “But...”.
Aaron smiles, “Dreams.”
“Please, Aaron!” I have to reaffirm that? “Stop control of my life! They're my friends and will continue to be!”
Did I make it...?
Heh?
Aaron?
“Aaw!” in pain I received a firm grasp, from Aaron.
Her....
“Sick!” so sick! Why did Aaron hold his grip even harder?
“Harun!”
“Lepasin, crazy!”
“Whispering!” Aaron! She's getting⏤
“Damn it!” Saga, he felt as if he was violently releasing Aaron's hand.
Aaron looked increasingly angry, “Kalian⏤”
“Why else are you guys?!” Heh? A teacher?
Any teachers?
“Already! Enter each class!!”
I'm speechless. Be aware of the circumstances around. There are so many people surrounding us. These people probably thought we were fighting.
Although this conversation is more in that direction.
“Iya, ma'am,” Aaron? Staring sangar.
Saga, he didn't say anything and took his hand off my shoulder. Thus Vian who chose to smile thinly and went along with his sister.
The surroundings were getting quieter with students who were no longer interested in seeing. Not with me stuck.
“Rasyi?” A firna? “Yuk in.”
I was quiet, but I could be a little more relieved. Nodding and smiling.
