I Choose You!
#48 Tense Again
The dim still felt in the morning state that is not yet bright. Anyone who sees this loneliness can become sleepy instantly. And when those eyes were defeated and closed, a voice called out.
[“Yang is still in class! Quick line! Want ceremony!”]
No one wants to take a risk until the teachers check one by one who is in the classroom.
Boring flag hoisting, accompanied by a sun that is fortunately shady, undergo one by one arrangement of the event.
Showing the echoing voices of the chosen students. Getting to a resting position that numbs the sense of hearing even though it should be heard. When finished, there is only one more event. Announcements.
[“The ceremony is over. All the leaders of the line can disband the line”]
Hm?
No announcement? Isn't there anything to celebrate this week?
Aaron's group just finished the race. The handing over of trophies, charters and all sorts of things to where?
The ceremony was finished like that. The sea of man was translucent from its row.
But I looked at the man who was nailing beside me.
“The winner announcement was postponed huh?” I'm sure he understands what I mean.
The face showed no spirit, “We lost.”
Heh?! “Loh? Kok...”
Yaah. Though Aaron has been trying for almost a month and let go of studying at school to prepare for all that.
“... Wrong Rasyi..”.
Hm? Wh why? What did he say? “What, Aaron?”
He smiled sweetly, “No,” he stepped first, “Class yuk.”
My feet follow that step. I could see his broad back. Tightness in his body gesture made me think at a glance. Aaron is angry?
Well, who is happy with a defeat that has been driven well for a month? And I just asked directly about the taboo without using my heart! I'm less acidic!
Quickly I chased his steps, “This time we go for a walk, how? Aaron where are you going?”
Those eyes looked at me, “I no longer want to go anywhere.”
Eh? Tumben once Aaron refused my invitation. He must be really angry.
“Keep what? Buy a sweet-sweet snack?”
He shook his head slowly at the fleeting smile that disappeared in less than a second.
How can I be entertained? You offer something you like! Think of Aaron solemnly, Rasyi!
If I think about it, I don't really understand what Aaron's pleasure is. When asked, the answer always comes first to my favorite. So what am I offering for her?
Maybe..., “Oh yes, papa likes it when bought a book. Want me to buy you a book also⏤”
“Rasyi.”
I gasped at the feet of Aaron who stopped in the middle of the open and quiet classroom hallway. Face knitting, looks unusual there. His lips were red as if he wanted to say something.
I noticed that serious face, “Ya?”
“Say clearly, am I wrong?”
Hm? “What's wrong?”
“Fuuu,” he ponds really upset, “You kayak them. You think I'm wrong to pay attention to you. That's right?”
Eh? Why did he suddenly ask that?
“No dong. It's even sweet if you notice me so.”
He looked at me instantly with a sharp look, “So why don't you want to tell me anything? About you in dies natalis, your papa. Also the two fuckers who shot you!!”
Well, he knows.
From where? Firna should have understood very well not to leak to Aaron.
“Jawab, Rashi! You think paying attention to me is wrong?”
“No way I think so.”
“OK. Tell me about your papa,” Aaron is getting sad, “I also want to be your back, Rasyi. Don't hide anything from me.”
This is the umpteenth time he asked me to be open more than I should be. And that's how much I kept him aware of anything.
But as much as I oppose it, it will stay that way.
It's not that I don't understand it. What he felt was the same as what I gave to Rizki. Papa always prevents me from getting into deeper trouble, but I always force him to include me.
Aaron and I just don't want the person in our day to experience something bad.
And I also understand how it would be on my side. He did not want to feel regret a second time.
I am too.
“Harun. It's better if you don't know. I'm afraid, Aaron,” sighed, hoping he understood, “If you're up to nothing knowing this, I... Unable.”
Heads down. Waiting for a meaningful response to my last attempt. But sahutan did not come. Please tell me he's starting to doubt.
My mouth continues the sentence, “Know also that I always pay attention to you? This is the only way. Let you be safe.”
Aaron?
The color on the face covers up to the tip of his bangs that do not reach the eyebrows. No matter how beautiful the carving was, I could not find the side of the man I knew.
He shouldn't have curled his mouth that thick. Never did his mouth and eyebrows mean anything so negative.
Is this really Aaron?
Give me my hand, “Ha⏤Aaa!”
“Ngapain in the middle of the road?”
“You need bell. He said he didn't want to skip.”
...
...
...
Heh?
“You're in-bully Aaron?”
“It looks like they fought.”
Wait for. Wait wait wait wait wait wait a minute!
The twins why always come when people are having important discussions?! Don't you see the situation is very serious?!
“You don't need to come. We were just talking,” the unhappiness was piling up in Aaron's face.
“Not look like that.”
“Rasyi to cry,” Saga stick closer to me.
Vian also did not lose, “He spoke carelessly again with you?”
They are standing close to me!! “Ti, no!”
My head turned around not knowing what to look like in the middle of a drama like this. Like someone who is presenting an important work. Suddenly a clown comes along and brings a pie ready to be thrown for a food war.
What can come out of your face besides being shocked and bitter at the tip of the tongue that cannot be removed?
Worse yet, the excess salty acid on the right and left of the tongue when you realize there will be a battle of sharks and twin lions on the shoreline of the battlefield. And I was in the middle!!
“Why do you like to bother others?” aaron's face, he smiled with his anger.
“What's the reason?” Saga is hiding behind my body.
“You are so tense anyway,” Vian is no less stuck on my back.
Aaron's smile trembled, “Stop hiding behind Rasyi. Rasyi is uncomfortable.”
Saga's head was raised from behind my body. He seemed to want to see my face. Take it easy, I still try to smile even though I'm in cold sweat.
“No tuh. Ra⏤kak Rasyi smile only.”
This name is acting, my dear.
“That's because Rasyi is too good, unlike you guys,” Aaron, please don't look at me like that.
Heat. Hot hot hot hot hot hot! I need sunblock!!
Aaron approaching, “Exit now.”
Vian frowned, “What's the matter? Now we don't fuck anyone.”
Duh, Saga put her hand out in front of me like she wanted to hug me. Aaron could be getting jealous.
“You alone get out of the way,” Saga pulls me slowly back and keeps me away from Aaron, “You who made Rasyi's sister uncomfortable.”
This debate is not finished with just a few broken from me, the victim between these two sides. I guess not enough all day.
Even I'm just gonna make things worse. Defend one, the other one's rampaging. If I defend both of them, the second erupts! What is this self to do besides listen to their increasingly heated debate?!
Help...!
[“That crumbs all four of them! Back to class!!”]
Oh? Oho! Is there a teacher watching?!
Teacher to the point of reprimanding using loudspeakers. But despite being reprimanded directly from the teacher in the distance, if they are not calm....
Eh?! Just stop! They stopped arguing!
Aaron smiles despite his clenched hands, “Iya ma'am. Sorry.”
“Iya bu...”
“Cih.”
The twins are so limp it sounds.
Wait, Rasyi! Don't let this opportunity fade!
My hands let go of all the provisions around me. Take one two steps go first, “I go back first~!”
Thanks for the reprimand, bu~ Hiks~!
