I Choose You!
#44 Survive
“Nih~” Firna come with coffee bottle and orange drink in both hands.
Curse that coffee, “Nice!”
Firna sat on her bench, “Everything is not to stay up.”
My eyes are staying up because the brain is running around endlessly. I don't intend to spend the night staring at the ceiling.
Huw... Insomnia is not a hereditary disease, right? The more I feel the more I have trouble sleeping.
Not that I don't know the reason.
“Part all~”
Oho!
“Hai, Aaron~! I have not seen nih~” for a long time I understand the style of Firna's speech that must be soothed by the presence of Aaron.
I looked at the figure sitting temporarily in our front row, “What are the sheep?”
“Have to talk about that? I'm more curious how is Rasyi loh~”
A week is just a greeting-go and he's getting soaring. I could feel Firna narrowing her eyes while smiling widely.
Aaron looked confused. Eh?
“Rasyi kok limp?”
Di, di, in in on her caressing my cheek?!
“Why are you sad like this? What's up?” hers... The closer the sad face, “Ada thought?”
Stagnating me to a new 'turn. In the middle of this scene, my heart said asking how could she know I had a mind? Is that as clear as my face says that I'm worried about papa and can never calm down?
People should worry easily.
“Rasyi, story.”
Of all the people, Aaron was the last person I wanted to tell you about this. It's not like Firna and other friends who don't know anything, Aaron knows my family's problems. I don't want to lure him deeper than this.
“Then, I stay to WC~” Firna why say so⏤
Also true! This situation is not for that!!
“Face of red Rasyi!” Aaron looked panicked.
How can it not be red if your own face is closer?! Over time I could feel his breath!
Kyaa!! Firna traitor!!
Immediately I stand to escape, “Fir, I'm coming!”
“Rasyi!” Aaron even held my hand even though I had taken pains to stand up and took his hand off me, “What are you hiding?”
“Nothing. Why do you think I'm hiding something?”
He was still sitting there and his hand was holding me so that I could stand in front of him. Until finally the unhappy expression was very obvious.
The mouth is open small, “You will always hide everything from me.”
There is no rebuttal. All this time I told him nothing, not just this guy. It's not about not wanting to, but it's about my family. And I have to make sure no one gets involved.
It will not repeat itself like the incident of Jagad.
And the same thing will most likely happen again. Seeing papa disappear strangely.
“Rasyi, please. You said yes always tell me the same story. You're doing away with me?” I heard a tinge of anger even though his face did not harden at all.
“Salah you yourself squeeze Rasyi so.”
“Bas Rasyi so don't like stories. Rasyi is not feeling well with you, kali?”
Eh?
Eh?! Why are the twins suddenly surrounding me like this?!
Vian held onto my shoulder and stood high behind me, “What hand are you?”
“Dikasarin should fight dong,” Saga raised my hand which he forcefully released from Aaron's grasp.
I noticed the movement from Aaron's direction. He really stands now.
“What are you doing here?” aaron's face is out of character again!
“We're Rasyi's friend,” Saga changed the position of his hand, embracing my neck.
“Rasyi is your upperclassman. Call Rasyi right!” oh, Aaron was angry.
Vian held his hand on my head, “Rasyi himself kok who told me to call name aja.”
Yesterday the twins had a fight, but they came back well. And now? They're working together to corner Aaron and me?
What if Aaron knew both of them had shot me, there would be a great war?!
“Ras! What was the game I loved yesterday?” Saga now acts like Aaron doesn't exist.
“Still hard it for Rasyi, Sag!”
What does that mean?! They thought playing a role-playing game, about maintaining the fields and living a peaceful life that was hard for me?!
“Can! Just slow down!” I screamed in annoyance.
“Ya already.”
“Ya already~”
What do they both want?!
“See facial Rasyi. You the hell, Sag~” Vian, I know you're mocking.
“Rasyi heck from earlier his face was lacklust~” Saga, do not stab my cheek!
Inj because you guys came uninvited and made my heart tangle! How can I not be confused?!
Vian is still holding my head, “Mending we play card.”
“Oh, yes!” Saga finally let go of his heavy embrace, “Kak Wira! Play yuk card!”
“Ogah!”
This class is getting noisier because of the twins. I just realized that this class did not give a meaningful reaction to my commotion and these three guys. Could they be used to it?
“Yuk Rashi~” Vian takes off his hand and steps first to Saga.
Huuh! I will never get used to it. Hurry back to teaching and learning that avoids crowds. This self wants to be able to breathe calmly!
Eh? My hands. Aaron held it back again?
Before he gets angry, I have to take him to a better discussion, “We play yuk card. More fun tuh.”
Wh why? Aura....
What's he talking about?
“Uncle Rizki kidnapped again?”
Heh?
“Who did it? Your grandfather's subordinate?”
How is...?
No. gabe. Rizki wasn't kidnapped by anyone. He went alone with his suitcase. Papa wasn't kidnapped.
“What the hell?” I tried to take off his grip, “Nothing is so anymore. No one can act.”
That must have been just a premonition of Aaron. Papa's condition is a secret. I also did not communicate much with Aaron during the race because I did not want to interfere. There's no way he knows anything.
“Rasyi, you know me. You never told me, so I always find out about you. I know uncle doesn't work more than a week.”
It must be because her mom's the nurse. But Hendra made sure Rizki's life as a doctor didn't interfere and I trusted him.
Right, that's just an assumption.
I smile, “Papa just work out regular kayak, Aaron.”
“What if you are also kidnapped again?”
Heh?
“What if there is such a Jagad?”
Why would he even talk about that?
“Rasyi, be honest with me. What's up?”
No. gabe. If it's dangerous, I can't put him in this.
Ensure the grips are looser, “Nothing.”
“This is a danger, Rasyi! You know I'm worried. When we met you in the forest..”.
Stop the. Please, don't remind me of the tragedy that night.
“It's okay, Aaron.”
“Terus why are you so limp? Everyone also knows you are bothering something.”
I don't want to answer.
“This must be because of Rizki's kidnapped uncle.”
Papa is fine.
“He must be bad now. Where do we know what happened.”
Papa is fine.
“You are also a danger that Uncle Rizki is also exposed to the danger⏤”
“Papa is fine!!”
Ears buzzing.
I can't see clearly.
The environment seemed to drain my energy. Until finally I was knocked by a familiar vibration.
Nah!
Control it!! Don't think!!
Papa is fine!
Aaron straightened his hand at me, “Rasyi⏤”
“Ras!”
“Why?!”
A saga? Vian's?
They looked panicked.
“Rasyi!”
This hug?
A firna?
Is she crying?
It must be because I'm screaming.
Relax, Rasyi. Cool out!
Control your emotions! “I'm fine. Sorry, screaming.”
Firna voice vibrates, “But you cry...”.
I'm speechless.
Touching my cheek while Firna still hugs me. Wetter.
My heart must have been shaken by Aaron's words.
“Call brother Fares deh,” Saga sounds panicked.
“What does that mean?!” Aaron likened the height of his face to that of me who was lower than him, “Rasyi, no papa. Anyone in danger, I make sure you're not hurt.”
Eh?
Why would he say that?
Did he say it was okay if something happened to papa?
“Rasyi...,” Firna's voice is not in demand.
“Mending silent deh.”
“Don't help you know! I called brother Fares.”
Nah!
Papa is fine!
Don't waver! Defend it!!
“No, Saga, no need,” I heard my own discordant voice, “I understand. Thanks Aaron.”
I guess my smile is less wide.
