I Choose You!
#144 Uncute Surprise
My gossip goes back, “But Firna back and forth there is no progress. Make sprains no heck?!”
There was a little laughter, but the wind was strong. Plus, we each wore helmets. The air is also cold. Motor vehicles at night are not very friendly. But I still have to go home.
Well, today is not a successful date. But I can't stop smiling by myself. Just being with a loved one alone is enough to make people fly to mars~
“Ras.”
“Ya~?”
“Udah to.”
“Iya to~” until?
I looked at my left side that was brightly lit with various garden lights behind the tall fence. Whose big house is this?
Oh, this is my own house.
Well, it seems like not only did I fly to Mars, but my memories were cast out to Venus. I didn't even know my own house.
“Why?”
Bullied me while starting down his vehicle, “That's okay..,” I managed to take off his helmet.
I didn't think I'd be this sad to go home.
Fares sweet smile, “Udah hungry?”
I scrunched up my face even more. It's so great that he thinks, if I'm not excited, I'm hungry. Do all men think that way?
“Not?”
I filed my lips are not happy, “Not!”
He laughed again, “Turkey?”
Aaaa... Sensual dong! Rasyi believes Fares is sensitive!
Also true! Try to patiently wait until Fares really guesses sensibly. Before that, I won't enter the house!
“Quick in. Shower, eat, keep sleeping.”
It will lama~
“Why?”
I still don't want to move other than to play my finger behind my body, “No~”
“Rasyi...”.
“Nothing, right kok!”
“Why not enter?”
“Rasyi want to,” but later.
“Kakak stay yes.”
Aye? Loh eh? Is that what?!
He took a swing away?!
I did not hesitate to hold the left steering wheel. My face looked the other way while still there.
Fares is quite innocent especially when compared to the beloved dinosaur papa. If I don't show you, Fares can't understand.
“Rasyi...”.
Be patient! I have to find an excuse!
Oho! “Ajarin Rasyi Physics!”
Fares did not answer. His eyes are not wide and not narrow it is shiny only with lights on the fence of the house. My heart can't stand still just waiting for this guy to respond.
“Rasyi won't go home?”
“Iya~!” Exact~! Finally got it!
Wait for. Why did I just say yes?!! Shame too if it is too obvious!
“Then it is..,” hmm? “Kakak can... nginap here?”
Aaa....
YAAAAA!!!
Nah! My eyes!!
How can anyone older than me⏤physically⏤ be this blanket?! I'm not interested in the same cute one. But the cute Fares.... KYAA!!
The person who first saw it instantly forgot their standard of beauty!! Wasn't it! Maybe even fainted!
Look, he clearly looks embarrassed just because of his own words!!
Fares still looked red as the back of his hand covered the area of his mouth. Staring at me hesitantly, “Can be scolded uncle huh?”
I have to answer now!
Turn me towards the fence behind me. Open it wide and turn back.
“Rasyi who told papa~ Let's go in!” I make sure I smile wide.
Fares smiled sweeter. He really put his vehicle in. I closed the fence from inside. My spirit approached first towards the terrace. Opened the door while Fares parked his vehicle.
“Papa~!” wide open that door.
Hm? There's no one? Is papa in his library? Where can night work, right?
Oh. There was a sound coming from the second floor. Maybe you watch television above? Fares seemed to have come in and closed the door.
I climbed one ladder after another. Sure enough, the television was on. The problem was, there was not a single person sitting on that sofa.
“Papa~”
How can you always yell at me with words stabbing him to save electricity? Pa, the tv you're watching is still on.
Oh, is papa in the room? There was a sound there and the door was open as well. The lights are on too.
Is he looking for something? How important is it to leave the television on with a loud voice like this?
“Pa⏤” eh?
A, what the fuck?
Just be right.
Joking isn't like this either.
“Rasyi?” the voice from behind patted my shoulder.
But I don't want to answer even though I'm sure it's Mr. Fares. My brain can't process anything.
I. I want to....
“Rasyi!”
No. I listened to that call how much he said it. Run again and again, but not with pleasure in my heart. Pain, tightness. I can't breathe properly.
Just realized I was out of the way. The puffed-up breath felt like it had just run for a very long time.
Nay! Must calm. My organs wouldn't be normal if I didn't try.
My eyes shifted upwards. The night sky is strewn with stars. Dark space and a lot of light seemed to make me calm. It's like I want.
“Huuuh...”.
Ha ha ha.., can't.
Directly my feet feel weak unable to support all that is above. Makes me no longer know other than to follow his wishes and sit squatting there. Hugging my own knee.
Crying out.
I shouldn't be like this. I have been determined all along. I'll accept⏤no, I have to support that papa is.
But why am I crying?
It was just aunt Ira.
Papa slept with....
“Hik...,” my mouth can't calm down.
My head feels like it's about to break. My eyes hurt a lot. My tears can't be silent.
Like I never wanted papa to get married again.
Is it because I'm always thinking about seeing my dad's family and his new wife happy? Then... am I... afraid? Why am I scared? Papa promised not to throw me away.
No. gabe. That's what I'm afraid of.
Rizki's not moving my position but updating someone else's position. Like I was forced to see a new family happy without me.
Papa can't be like that!
There's no way Papa's gonna leave me! Sixteen years I spent understanding that. To understand my own papa. Those negatives can't happen!
“Rasyi.”
Both of his palms raised my face until I could look at him. The person who called me looked sad.
“Sister apologies.”
Fares always tried to apologize when he just didn't tell me anything.
Without a word, he hugged me. Making my knees touch the ground of the asphalt road. The wall that held my tears did not work anymore. The reply would be her embrace tighter and tighter.
It was clear that he was lifting my body. Even though I didn't take off my arms around his neck.
It seemed he chose to lift me off the ground, carry me and sit me in a stand somewhere higher. The vehicle? He parked his vehicle near there.
Fares let go of my embrace and wiped my tears, “Rasyi is angry huh?”
Why would he think that? “No,” whatever it is he must be worried about me, “Sorry Rasyi suddenly ran away. Rasyi was just shocked.”
Fares still spread his hands between my seats. Like looking at each other's full faces..
“Rasyi want to talk to uncle? Brother also accompany,” he stroked my hair.
I shook my head, “Rasyi doesn't want to talk about it anymore. Let it be.”
“Ras⏤”
“No want!”
Heh, I'm yelling?
Back I looked the other way, “Sorry. Please, don't talk about it again.”
Fares gently stroked my still-wet cheek.
“Mau dinner outside both same sister? There's a place that big brother came,” he smiled brightly as usual.
I admit, that's it, my day feels filled again, “Iya.”
He was still smiling and still standing there. My sleeveless shirt was targeted by his jacket that he had just taken off. The heat can stop my tears.
