I Choose You!
#51 Emotions are Unexplained
Papa allows me to take extracurriculars for a maximum of two.
Actually I'm grateful for your anger and decision. Because this school is very disciplined not play. Adding extra activities means providing extra energy.
“Capek...”
How can you not be tired?! Papa used to say I was stupid because there was a reason. This self is really stupid to not understand the ability of the body itself.
It seems to determine two excules on the same day.
“You select one only,” Aaron walk with me.
I also feel like that's the best. It's just, I've had a semester of both.
“Honey bang~”
“Despite one, Rasyi,” Aaron sounds resolute even though the day already shows the number six.
I was singing my mouth, “Iya deh. Then I'll take off the Science only.”
It feels all. My body situation really does not allow me to argue more.
In fact, in recent days I have been arguing with Aaron a lot. I don't know why he gets angry so often. There must be a problem, but I don't have the courage to ask. What could have happened was that he asked me again what my problem was.
I have to hold Aaron out of my trouble. A reality that even I don't know what. It was as if papa was also playing secrets to me in return for what I did to Aaron.
“Why should that be science?” aaron's heavy voice disturbed my ears.
I'm speechless. Simply put, it's because I'm an art kid rather than a would-be scientist. But that's not what I want to say.
My smile is wide, “Harun is angry, I did not choose one excrement same kamu~?”
He smiled strangely. His face looked cute as he tried to look the other way.
Aaron is Aaron. He still tickles my heart on all sides.
“Theater is the same day. We can still go home together,” I still look for his face, “We can all night weekly~”
Both shoulders down. He finally smiled! “Iya.”
This afternoon feels good. I began to feel a refreshing weekend right in front of my eyes.
It's better if there's no drama.
Just thinking about it a little bit makes my head woozy. It could be because I was too confused to have to react with what expression.
The woman called Kirana, she was clearly part of the many subordinates of grandfather. Criminals who have played with the lives of Sekar and Jagad. Even Daffa was the result of messing around with his subordinates. There's no way Kirana's release is a good sign.
Not with my face at the time. That guy wasn't alert at all.
“Already?”
Long live you papa.
I nodded, “Already.”
I approached him with a car that wasn't special. This man opened the car door as I approached the other side. A little to Aaron.
“Uncle,” suddenly, Aaron calls papa?
The movement of the father who wants to climb the driver's seat so stopped. Rizki turned her head towards the young man beside her. The base of Aaron's eyebrows was clearly pressed down even though I saw him from the other side of the car.
What is this mood?
Aaron's mouth opened after he walked close to papa, “Why did Rasyi's uncle take an exculp?”
Papa's body back upright with the direction of face still in the car, “What's the matter?”
“Rasyakan. Mostly excretory. You have to stop.”
Tu, wait. Aaron really complained to papa?
Typical papa's gaze turned to me, “Rasyi take more than two?”
I returned the gaze, “No! Rasyi just take two!” I took out both fingers of my right hand, “Really!”
“Better than five excules,” papa return to Aaron.
Aaron's still not happy? “Two excules one day. Uncle should have noticed better! Rasyi it hurts easily!”
The wind did not help me at all in calming down. The tension that pierced like pine leaves that mists in the hair. I really want to string up a poem to describe how tense my throat base is to raise my head!!
Papa's body direction turned completely to Aaron. He leaned to his right side with his arms folded together.
“So, how?”
Aaron's answer is heard, “Restrict Rasyi take exckul at all.”
Heh? Heh?!! No, but no, that wasn't our deal!!
Papa tilting head, “Can it work?”
“Rasyi can rest Saturday Sunday. That's enough.”
Wait for. Papa agreed?! Really?!!
Papa says again, “Rasyi agrees?”
Aaron fell silent. He glanced at me who was starting to be relieved by papa's question. Papa always paid attention to my feelings towards all his decisions. I just wish Aaron's gaze meant the same.
Aaron caught papa's face again, “This is for Rasyi too. He's the one who should listen.”
Eh?
“Uncle. Rasyi should be forced.”
Aaron, don't you mind my opinion?
No. gabe. He's just worried. That'sthat's all. I was so worried that I couldn't hear my opinion at all.
“Rasyi,” papa called me, “According to Rasyi?”
I'm speechless. I guess I should follow...?
“Honestly,” papa cut a sentence from me.
Silence me. Putting the two blades of my lips together while thinking for a moment. Peel once and twice about one word that jumps from papa.
“Can't be reduced by one? Rasyi still wants to participate in the exculpation,” I tried to get out again the results of my discussion with Aaron before.
Aaron's eyes are sharp to me, “Rasyi, just follow!”
Her... Though he himself told me to take off one of the two excules that I followed. Now he's telling me to take them off without talking to me first?
“Alright,” papa straighten again, “One if that is.”
Oho! Papa listen!
Aaron surprised, “Uncle!”
Papa still locks his gaze to Aaron, “Hmm?”
“Not that we're talking about!”
“You need to be heard?”
“Uncle, you can make Rasyi exhausted.”
“I think Rasyi can still follow.”
Aaron is really not happy, “Class has been all day. Uncle love exkul. It's tired of Rasyi!”
“Pretty good one semester.”
“Rasyi always limp in class, uncle!! Don't know, what?!”
“Thanks for the info.”
Duh. The atmosphere is getting... How is this?!
“You are not a good father.”
Why did Aaron talk even off the mark?!
“You play with the villain chick at the house of Rasyi!”
Heh?
Papa smiled, “Wow, finally discuss it?”
Aaron approaching again, “That's what you did, you brash base!”
They add to the ambiance. Papa was not enough, he listened to Aaron's anger.
I don't like this talk. How can the simple topic of exculciation end up in the topic of home?
I have to stop.
I approached them to the side of the car. I wish I could get that guy's hand.
“Harun. Don't be...”
“Silent, Rasyi,” Aaron raised his hand that I held.
“Please, Aaron. Enough⏤”
Ow! He brushed my hand?!
“Shut!”
Heh? What is this feeling? Why, instead of being surprised by Aaron acting like he wasn't, but I was shocked by this trembling. His gleaming glared at his eyes, as if calling out a fear I did not recognize.
Why am I even afraid?
“Uncle. I respect you. What you did is unacceptable! You have children, responsibility! Don't miss it!”
It seems papa removes the relaxed from his body language, “Control yourself.”
Finally, I see this as a threat. Just wait until Aaron realizes that this debate is excessive.
But Aaron, laughing?
“Uncle out of control. Uncle pig, what?! Rasyi to pale just think of your kayak animal! Self-aware⏤”
“Harun!!”
Just be right!
He said, I don't want to think about the next sentence. My feet were barely standing between them. My hand, it hurts when I think classmate to slap him.
Don't add to the problem, Rasyi. Cool out!
“Iya!” I continue my voice, “I quit exkul!!”
I'm spinning. Take a step back to the previous side. Interact with the car door and enter it.
“Pa, let's go home,” I call papa who is still standing.
Thankfully, papa listened to me. I entered the car and started the engine. Aaron did not hear any sound until finally the car walked away.
“Pa, please make a sick letter or whatever. Make excuses out excul.”
Silent until a few seconds he said, “Next week.”
“Why not now?”
“Why doesn't Rasyi just come out right away today? The teacher is still in school, right?”
I'm speechless.
“One week. Just think again.”
I'm shaking my head weak, “Iya.”
