I Choose You!
#109 Declaration
(“Rasyi.”)
His view at the time seemed sad. Although I often see it that way, but I am always not sure the meaning of his eyes.
(“Rasyi may not like sister. Sister also may not like the same Rasyi.”)
I never thought that those eyes would let the words seem angry.
(“Heh?”)
(“We're just brother and sister. Big brother has never seen Rasyi more than that. If only you consider Rasyi a woman, sister is impossible. with Rasyi.”).
The more I hear, the more I don't understand,
(“Means...?”)
He avoided my eyes even though I was standing in front of him.
(“Rasyi is spoiled, has no stance. Don't have anything.”)
That melodious harp-like voice I did not expect to utter this sentence. Makes me think, is he the one who is sick?
(“Kakak why...”).
(“Go...! The crybaby is like you, can't stay still huh?!”)
Fares, who was full of these surprises, couldn't possibly talk like this.
(“Listen to it once again. Brother hates Rasyi. Understand?”)
No. gabe. I don't understand him at all.
(“Don't say anything more about this. Sister gaping!”)
The spoon is still clear even though it glares.
(“Out if Rasyi does not hurt.”)
That same time, I came out of the room. Without even understanding the situation.
What am I looking for? Could it be, I didn't expect him to clearly reject me?
No, it doesn't explain the turmoil that's in my head, that time, right now.
That's certain....
WHAT'S?!!
“If you want to lie! Should have done better! Who believes that big brother suddenly said go....?!”
“Buset! Why rough anyway?!”
Can't! I must strike directly and confirm the roots!
My sweet fares, I know you're lying. Because where is there a sweet angel who said go...?! Such a harsh word could not come out of his mouth!
“Sag, Vin!” directly I stand snapping at the table, “You guys look brother Fares, no?”
“You're the one staying here! Why is he here?!” Saga was angry.
“Sister Fares did not return home saying there was business on campus continue!”
Vian held his sister, “Indeed why? You guys quarrel?”
A fight?
Huh.I know she doesn't really hate me. I know that boy more than anything. But if he's angry with me, I can't be sure either. In any case, I never knew the reason why he was avoiding me.
It's not because he hates me. A hundred percent is not that!
That's why I have to make sure.
However, how would it be if the interlocutor was invisible?!
I shouted again, “You met Brother Fares, no?!”
“No!” Saga replied with a shout.
“Ndak from!!” Daffa! Don't follow!
I should be able to focus myself on learning. This place is comfortable and cool. Full snack, even full kettles will be fresh drinks.
The more angry I get at Fares for making me unable to focus on UTS next week!
Nah! Do you think not going home for a week can help? You don't think I'll bother you when it's time to go home by myself, do you? You must be waiting for me to go alone, right?
Fares, know! Rasyiqa is a stubborn man! So I'll be waiting for you here, at your own house, even if it means staying for a month!
I'll make sure you come to look me in the eye!
JUST LOOK AT IT LATER!!
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Motorcycle sound?
“Honey, let's eat,” aunt Sari, welcome someone, “Mau nginap again at home Fauzan?”
“No. I want to go straight to bed.”
That, must be Fares....
...
YOU FINALLY CAME HOME, YES!
“Yes already, everything is on the meal. Fares followed there, out of sleep,” Sari seemed to walk in through this dining table.
“Iya.”
“Kak Fayes!” Daffa attacked first huh?
Oh, he's at the dinner table.
“Welcome home~” sweet smile only for this handsome sister~
She's surprised, isn't she? He should have known already. Well, because papa came home a few days ago. But I chose to stay here. Even almost a month.
Whahuh? Tired of running away from this Rasyiqa?
“It's over?” I'm still smiling.
It's just me and him. This silence was more pronounced when Daffa did not whine to Fares.
That could also be the reason why Fares did not answer! This child is not good!
“Eat come,” mother pushed Fares and took over Daffa from her hands, “Fares want soup? I heat it up first huh?”
Brother Fares is sitting far away from me. Not covered up if he's away from me. His face, however, was exhausted.
“Loh, home? Not all are you guys?” Ira seems to be back with a glass of water.
Hendra comes back to his seat, “No need! Campus near time still want kos.”
We follow the flow of conversation that is getting everywhere. But I still looked at Fares. It's like streaming a signal to want to talk to me.
“Stop view brother, Rasyi. Interrupting.”
You can't try to be rude to me!
PRANGS!
That's Aunt Ira's plate, right? Why did the spoon get like that to the plate? Though the food this time is not food that is difficult to take with a fork and spoon.
However, compared to that, why was aunt shocked?
“Why, aunt?” I asked directly.
“Tidaaa~ak..”.
Who am I lying to? Of course Fares never acted that way.
Relax, Aunt Ira, I'll make sure the kid comes back like before.
Eat food and eat again. Until this dinner session is over.
“Fares want to take a shower, baby?” Sari cleaned the table while I helped out a little.
“Iya,” she's gone.
Oh, can't!
“Sister Fares!” I ran after him.
We arrived in front of his bedroom.
“Sleep there, Ras,” he's already opened the door.
“Not yet.”
“Why doesn't Rasyi go home?”
I raised my face, “Again. It's delicious here. Closer to school~”
“Rasyi.”
“What~?”
She held onto her forehead and half her face, “Tired sister. Brother doesn't want to talk about Rasyi's favorite. It's enough.”
“Rasyi Favorites? Favorite about what?”
He was silent, not speaking. I still have time to continue.
“Rasyi think brother does not want to discuss anymore, so forget. But I guess brother didn't forget, ya~?”
“Rasyi.”
“Come in!” I pushed him into his room.
With Fares tired, I managed to force him in and shut the door of his room. I stood there to hold him. Even though I knew he could easily move me.
“Rasyi,” he's getting assertive reprimanding me.
But I'm getting stern here. Let's start again!
“I like brother! No. gabe. Love!” I leaned against the door and lowered my head in embarrassment, “Rasyi didn't know since when, but Rasyi knew it was true. Rasyi has health check so definitely not halu.”
He was silent, but those eyes seemed. He was not angry or disgusted at me. As if afraid, or sympathy?
“As for brother to expel Rasyi or how,” I approached him. Bending even though my eyes are up, towards his face, “But Rasyi will pursue big brother!”
“Ras⏤”
“Sst!” directly I stretched out my finger in front of him, “Kakak knows best. Big brother lied however, Rasyi already knew. Because I do know. Because I like... like sister...”.
My face warms up, but it feels cool when I look at it.
“Eatya Rasyi know!” i smile.
I was still there. For a moment I thought. Even though I know he's lying, I don't know why. It makes me even more angry. What makes him think I'm obligated to accept a lie?
Straight his gaze on this man, “Rasyi did not want to follow a lie. Rasyi likes big brother and Rasyi will not give up. At least until brother rejects Rasyi, without lies like before. Love good reason let Rasyi back off.”
“Enough, Ras⏤”
“That's it, bye!” I opened the door of his room.
I went out, let him rest. As long as I calm my face....
“Huuuuh...,” is hot!
