I Choose You!
#112 Time for a Consultation?
I feel like I'm losing my purpose.
Could it be that my normal line of thought was already at the limit of his percentage ability? Need to be replaced, right?
Alright, sweet Rasyiqa, let us begin again our most effective habit. Calm your brain, and sort out what really happened.
First, okay, I admit that I like Fares. Hmm.. I even got to the stage of confidence when I said it.
Second, Brother Fares... reject me? No. gabe. That's still the beginning! The third sure thing, I was determined to bend his heart and accept me. It would not be difficult for the stubborn Rasyiqa already clarified by her own father.
One day, I found a woman named Clarissa. All I know is, it's a family acquaintance of Hendra's. And that must be Fares' acquaintance.
So... What's the problem?
“Rasyi,” the voice beside me sounded limp.
“What?” I seem to be limp too.
“What would it be like if you were passive?”
“Why did you ask me?”
“I'm just scared. Does he already have his own scourge huh?”
...
...
..⏤
AAA! That's problem!
Brother Fares, he, Fares! He was enjoying his time with that woman! Clarissa kek, Riri kek, what cake is her name! Fares smiled to himself at that time!!
He, he he he. Don't tell me he's Fares's crush?!
Both of my hands held my cheeks, “Tidaaak!!” i first!
“Yes right..?”
Does Fares like other people? That could be answering my question about Fares' attitude.
Fares is sweet and good. There's no way he could've said no to me. So the effect was like he was forcing himself to reject my confession. Maybe he's afraid I'm hurt. And the reason is because he likes other people.
Aaaaa... Brother Fares with someone else?
Firna shook me, “Iih, how on~?”
I see Firna, “Fir, time should let it go..?”
Masa, I have to give up Brother Fares to be happy with others?
“Aaan?! How let it go on!”
“Ya how do you want? Want to be a actor?!”
“What actor?! She doesn't have a boyfriend!”
“Not even going out if he is happy with the others⏤”
“Don't get to the anj...! Amit-amit!!”
I looked at him sharply but with the atmosphere still sad, “Kok rough anyway.!”.
Sunday morning, not happy. We both dig. Even the drama we watched was not sad!
But we spent time screaming.
How could it not?! I just realized that Brother Fares is liking someone! How can I smile in such circumstances?!
Aaaaaaah!!
“Hupm!” something went into my mouth. A cake?
“Let's reprimanded neighbor,” papa is already standing behind the sofa I'm sitting on.
Papa interrupted our turmoil huh? Sorry, who never felt the turmoil of love of the opposite sex. Without any effort, you've gotten your mom's love easily. You won't understand!!
“Sorry,” Firna can not eliminate her turmoil even though she can answer papa.
Looks papa held out a cake jar to the sofa between us, “Why? Gebetan last?”
...
Well, no. I think I underestimated Papa too much. This one man is outrageous of his understanding.
“Kok uncle know?” Firna, you don't have to say it right away, do you?
“Really?”
Tuh kan's! Papa's still guessing! It shouldn't need to be answered!
“Uncle, uncle ever had a girlfriend right?” what kind of impromptu interrogation is this, Fir?
“Mama Rasyi.”
Waw.
“If you are dating again, uncle must point-in clearly if uncle is dating, right? Status. Or stories, so?”
Oh, I understand which way this conversation is going. Firna did not want to accept the fact that her demons had a bustle as well. Or worse, have a boyfriend. That's why he wanted to show me that the scuffles save.
Then I was curious too. Look at this man to answer.
“Do people know that I have a boyfriend?”
Aa ha ha, of course that's the answer.
“If Rasyi's mother is that anyway.”
Oh? Really? Inversely.
“Denger! No status says she has a boyfriend!” Firna yelled at me.
The son of dah! I feel the same way too! Why is he telling me to throw his reality like an innocent person who knows nothing?!
I screamed back, “Gebetan, different story!” back me on papa, “Before dating, mama did make status if like equally papa?!”
“..., no.”
“You don't support me?!”
“No want!” I'm just in a heartache. Want to support how?!
I'm getting confused and confused. Unlike my problems with Aaron, I had to start this relationship from the beginning. Really build it from a relationship just brother sister. Building a love from zero.
And I don't have any experience with that!!
“Rasyi, how dong..,” Firna shook my body.
“Tu, wait!” I'm stumbling, have to find cara⏤oh, “Papa experienced playboy right? Please advise.”
Papa heard a small laugh, “Playboy what?”
I gave him an index finger, “How many times have you ever been shot? Not counted, right?”
“Rasyi can count how many times Rasyi shot?”
...
Am I a playgirl?
Wait, it's not time to ask yourself! I have to drain Papa's knowledge before he escapes!
I immediately sat facing the back of the sofa between me and papa who stood, “Aa⏤”
“Papa could not help make Fares like Rasyi,” papa lowered his head closer towards....
Why is it even mentioned so clearly?!
“Not it!” i'm yelling.
“Terus?”
“Rasyi just want to hear papa experience!” I survived with a heated face.
“Kan already papa storyain,” papa folds both hands and holds them on the backrest. Making her face even closer, “Mama Rasyi who shot first.”
Nih papa can't just follow the flow, huh?! The story is true. If you already know, support his son to be more enthusiastic dong!
“But if he refuses because he has a girlfriend..,” Yes, Firna, I get it.
I caught papa glancing at my friend this one, “Saga has no boyfriend.”
...
Eh?
Firna looked at me, “Cock stories anyway?!”
“No! I didn't tell anyone!” I avoided Firna's hand, “Papa asked again. If you react to it that way, it means that you really like Saga!”
“E, aa?”
“Saga if you like people, he never asked to date,” papa straightened his body, “If you want to date, you have to go first.”
“But...”.
“Fear of delay later. Kerjain,” motivational sentences from papa short and dense.
Firna was still whining anxiously.
But it was indeed Firna's fault for not even trying. All he has to do is try first, think after.
“Beres?” papa looked back at me, “Terus Fares why?”
A ha ha, just smile, “Why?”
Papa was silent for a moment, “Oh. About...what's his name, Riri?”
Ha ha ha~ This papa, “Who?”
“He's a close friend of Fares. Could be, there is like.”
Firna hysterical, “Aa, what? Keep?!”
Papa smile? “It looks like Rasyi has gone first.”
Oh papa, UGLY! I know my heart is pierced! Add stabbed only!
Hm?
My head was patted? No, it's called my ruffled hair.
“Papa also initially did not want to be the same mama. But there are advantages Rasyi mama that Rasyi also have.”
I tilt my head, “What?”
“Hard head.”
“Hm?!” surprised me, when papa pressed my nose slowly.
He smiled warmly, “The rest is up to you.”
Eh?
I heard papa laughing. But in between that, I listened to the ringtone tone of papa's phone.
Papa steps away, “Halo, Ira?” papa called aunt Ira?
“Means?” Firna looked confused.
But I understand more than that.
Papa always told me to be the right rabbit. Using stubbornness correctly. In a sense, I can't be silent rallying like this and lunge like the usual stubborn people do.
There's nothing else I need to do.
“Fir!” directly I hold his hand, “Let's do it. Shoot directly. Shoot again!”
“Ey? What?!”
“We have to fight, Fir!”
“Rasyi,” papa, back? “Papa to Hendra's house. Daffa's sick. Come, if you want to come.”
Hm? Daffa?
