I Choose You!
#137 Kasmaran Where-Mana
“Rasyi.”
“Hmm?”
“Ras!”
“Hmm?”
“Rasyi! IIh!!”
I scowl at this woman, “What the hell? What are my nails?!”
“Udah from earlier!” he capped the bottle of nail polish he just used in my hand, “You're a bengong bengoooong job.”
Oh. That's not dreamy. It's just that. Right, that's the right word.
Once twice made me think. I was told all of a sudden to realize I liked Fares. What made me like it and made me not even realize it?
The answer is in my heart now. I never had a sister. And once I felt like I had a sister, it was Fares. Which basically has no biological relationship at all. Once his kindness is planted, it cannot be released.
That attitude that I usually have is what makes me happy.
Well, when asked about my type, Fares actually covers the most of all criteria. Soft, kind and handsome....
“Rasyi!!”
AAAA!! Really, Firna?! How is it not surprising that you yell beside my ear like that?!
“Sick to know, my ears! Pain!!” I screamed back at him.
“Who gawked from earlier?!”
“No need to scream in the ear too!!”
“You also shouted!!”
“Accomplish! No spelling!”
“Ya already! Stop yelling!”
“You also stopped dong!”
“You two bac...!!”
Lah? Someone came from the next room. That's Firna's cousin's sister, right? He's rough too.
My eyes and Firna looked at each other. But like nothing, you just laugh indistinctly. Not new, we always couldn't stop arguing out loud, then lost our suspense with a laugh.
“But, seriously. Think what else? Fast old, much thought.”
Still I laugh, “Everything is connected as fast as old.”
“Iii, really~ Don't see Fencing? Mostly think, his face looks old.”
“Voltage, bangs...!!”
We both laughed again.
Firna looked at me, “Serious. What else do you think?”
“I, the. Yesterday tuh... that was~!” I can't describe what happened in the Anniv closing yesterday.
“What's sih~?!”
A lot of people talk about me as an actor in public. Without getting to know them hard, they are already my enemies. But Brother Fares came with a smile like ice cubes in the middle of the dry season. Like it~?
“Smiling by yourself, serem knows!”
“Yes, that's lah~”
“Capek, anj.!”
“Iih, how rough?!”
My friend this one even raged unclear. Angel's voice, but even issued a curse that is not beautiful at all.
“Rasyi,” loh? Firna's mother? “Papa nyari tuh.”
Papa's?
I replied, “Iya, aunt.”
“Rasyi don't eat here. Soak up papanya~”
“Mama,” Firna let out her unhappy face.
I understand why Firna is like that. Who doesn't have the creeps to hear aunty say while her face is like....
Well, I get it too, why can aunty be fascinated like that. Papa's getting too handsome. Even the mother who was still complete with this husband could not turn her eyes away. It's just, I hope this family is still harmonious.
I'd better get papa out of here. Neighbors can be more dangerous.
“Talk later, Fir,” I brought my phone and stepped out of bed.
“Bye,” Firna already understands the situation.
“Iiih, don't eat first~” her, really her mother Firna.
I smiled, “If you eat, surely aunt already made at home, aunt.”
“Hmmm.... Come eat here sometime, that is. Bring your papa.”
We have to end our race. Looks like this Saturday papa has other plans. Papa wouldn't have been so hard to pick me up if there wasn't a plan.
The window was clearly visible on a complex road. And the door that opened made the light reflect in my eyes. It made it easier for me to catch my house not far across the street. With papa who takes care of the car.
“Papa call Rasyi?” I made it through my own fence.
“Papa to Riza. If you are coming, hurry.”
The riza? Papa want to visit Riza's sister's meal? Now date.... Today is twenty May!
It's Riza's birthday.
Papa closes his car door, “Ikut no?”
“Aa, yes.”
Outside you could have calmed down, but I know you're still shaken by just looking at your son's own pile of land. Though it's easier if papa just ask me to accompany him.
Well, this happens every year. Papa knows I understand.
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Transparent cheap plastic carries colorful flowers and sweet smelling foliage. Just for two places. Although I had just come here after Day's troubles were over, but this habit had already become very stabbing.
Not knowing Mama and Riza, I already felt a deep sadness just from the palm of papa's hand.
This man is not only always busy and his place is quite far away, but also has a heart that is actually fragile. Because of that, papa rarely comes here. But he always made sure to come on their birthday.
If Riza's sister still exists, she should be 23.
Well, since I never knew him, I also can't imagine what ‘for example’ looks like.
Hm?
“Papa?”
He walked very slowly after we got out of the car. In fact, his hand shook.
His back jerked, “Iya.. come.”.
His steps were getting more distant as the hand holding my right hand grew tighter. I just kept quiet worrying about him. Worried about the only family I ever had.
Eh? Papa stopped again?
I looked at what was in front of her body that was bigger than me.
That, Fares?
He, who was sitting squatting next to the mound belonging to Riza's sister, started to stand up and smile at us.
“Siang, uncle,” his deeply arched visor managed to find me behind papa, “Hai, Rasyi.”
Nah! Don't tease me in a grave like this, Fares!!
Heh? Papa pulled me back forward. Stop on the right side of the ground. Rizki took off my hand and sat down low there. Let me stand beside him. His face was clearly not excited.
“Thank you for coming,” papa seemed to show that sentence to Fares.
Brother Fares looks clenched plastic flowers, “I just visit.”
Papa extended his hand to me. I asked for the flowers I brought. I chose to squat there while holding the plastic open in my lap. We added the flower again on top of a flower that must have just been given by Fares.
We don't talk much. Only papa who was busy sprinkling flowers at the tomb of Riza and mama who were side by side.
I helped a little spend the flowers that were in the plastic. Once in a while being bothered by the hair I forgot to tie.
Totally disturbing.
Heh? “Sister Fares?”
He did it again! Fares grabbed my hair and tidied it up.
No!! I'm so ashamed! In front of papa!
“Long Rasyi hair, don't forget to be tied,” Fares voice, kyaaaaa!!
Papa stand! I shouldn't be festering with Fares in a place like this! This is a place of mourning!
Directly I stand, “Rashi Rasyi is fine!”
“What?” Fares is confused.
“Fares,” papa voice?
Fares who was already standing on my left, looked at the papa on my right, “Ya?”
“You're still free?” papa walks around Riza's parcel.
“Yes, today I have no college. After this I want to go straight home.”
“Cute to home.”
Heh?
“Why yes, uncle?”
“There's something to talk about,” papa, looking very serious?
