I Choose You!
#80 Looking for Fresh Air
The voice of the incoming call warned me again. I guess I've guessed it since that voice always pops up at least three times a day in the last two days.
No different than before, I answered this call, “Halo, why phone, Aaron?”
[“Indeed can't call? Or are you busy?”]
“Ti, no hell.., just kok, phone early in the morning.”
[“Hehe, why are you so tense? I just want to date.”]
A date?
Ha, huh....
I don't know why I feel so powerless to face it. I mean, I'm usually outrageously happy to face that invitation. However, now....
[“I've rented a bike. We can make a difference. More people, right?”]
For a moment I was silent. Maybe I'm just exhausted. I just want to be quiet.
I let out my voice, “But, Aaron, how are you? Papa told me not to go anywhere first. Yesterday I was hot.”
[“Hah? No why are you?!”]
“I was just told to rest. Usual.”
[“Hmm... I accompany there howa⏤”]
“Huk! Uhuk!”
[“Rasyi!”]
“No. I... want to sleep now.”
[“... okay. A lot of rest huh?”]
“Huk.., yes. Bye.”
Call, closed. My breath was light again.
“Kok is?”
I stared at this woman, “What?”
It looks like this woman is busy playing nail polish towards her canvas, namely her toenails.
He was very smart to cover up his behavior in school that clearly does not allow nail polish. Si Firna simply said no one knew what was behind her socks.
I chose to throw my body into his green bed.
“Cock back ask? You went to Aaron, you lied. Where there is pain,” he turned on the nail polish dryer, “Kayak not you only.”
“Not me, what?” I turned off my phone screen and threw it on the bed Firna, “Eh, Fir, something different yuk.”
“That's weird! Didn't want to. Now take me?!” Firna looked cold sweaty.
“Oh...,” I was silent thinking for a moment.
Also true.
I myself tried hard to act to reject Aaron's invitation. I purposely refused without blatantly like that. Because I guess I'm just tired.
Why do I want to do the agenda myself?
That's kind of weird.
“What the hell is it? Tumben-tumben as soon as you go to Aaron.”
“Free, not feeling well.”
“But out it take me.”
I don't know, I can't find the answer either.
Firna ended her self-care, “Saga is also strange. You're all weird again.”
“If it's possible because I came out with Vian yesterday.”
He brought his face closer, “That makes Saga gift?”
Oh, yes, I haven't told him that yet, “Vian lied. Vian just wanted to take me on the road. I know when Saga's suddenly there. We went to threesome.”
“Continue? Keep?!”
“Terus... Aaron nyulaus.”
Firna changed her sitting position and crawled close to my face until the light of the lamp was properly covered, “Keep? Spanking-blows?!”
I sighed, “Si twins understood straight home first.”
“Huuuh...,” Firna looks relieved, “Luck!”
Yep. Indeed fortunate. A once-in-a-lifetime gain that drains me up to two percent.
But it should have nothing to do with today. It's all past. Today, I feel too tired. At the same time, I need rehab with a refreshing activity.
“Yes, but I only have one. Want to borrow Ilham?”
“Hmm? What?”
Firna directs her face towards me, “So not an exception?!”
Oh, “Iya. So.”
The day still hasn't shown itself that bright. The sun still greeted many newly awakened things. The morning is fresh and addictive.
Bind your hair and use cream to protect your skin. Until finally step out with the state ready for cycling. Our house not far away made it easy to move.
“Genek~” Firna with spirit approaching while carrying her bike.
The woman who was tangled with her broomstick smiled, “Nak Firna, morning boy. There's a son Rasyi also~”
“Kak Ilham is there, grandma?”
“Why?” the man's voice was getting closer.
The man with the fit and stocky appearance approached his vehicle as grandma opened the fence. I think on this sunny Sunday, the college boy remains a busy kid. Moreover, Ilham was also part of BEM.
“Kak, borrow a bike dong?”
He looked confused at the beginning. But he finally pointed towards one corner of the park, “Tuh. Just wear.”
For a moment I thought that Firna often borrowed various things to Ilham's sister. That explains the direction borrow lends this waterfall surfing.
Firna handed her bike over to me, “‘Excuse me~” she finally got into the yard.
Looks like he prefers his borrowed bike over his own.
“You want some rest?” my grandmother kindly continued the conversation.
Sweet smile I muster, “Iya nek. Mump is not hot.”
“Betul also yes. Slowly loh. Rasyi often gets sick when exhausted.”
That's a real public secret, huh? How many neighbors know about my weak body?
I think it's also because mom got pregnant and gave birth while living here. I heard that my mom is open too. So I'm not surprised that all the neighbors here know how things are going.
How I was born. How my mother died. How and who took care of me from childhood. I'm also not surprised they know Hendra and his wife and son. Moreover, Fares was an elementary school friend with Inspiration.
Sis... Fares....
“We take, kak~”
“Oke.”
“Kak,” I'm still standing at my place.
I think I should ask. There's no way I'm not bothered by this. Seeing Fares get away from me....
Inspiration again voiced, “Why?”
I should ask. Maybe I got something, “What....” why, I'm afraid? “Kak Fares's. Did something happen?”
“Fares? Meaning?”
I looked at this guy who was the same age as Fares, “I was just curious. If only there was something bad on campus..”.
Silence was carried by this man for a moment. Until he finally speaks, “It's just customary of him. Yeah, don't know if there's any troublesome pro-kes. We are different faculties,” he laughed a little.
Huuuh, that worries me even more. Even Fares' closest friend, who remained in contact despite the different majors, could not be sure what happened.
It doesn't look like all that good.
“Unfortunately Brother Fares why?” Firna was confused.
I'm speechless. The anxiety will not stop. But I'm not sure what happened between me and Fares.
“He what?” Ilham took off my daydream.
My eyes looked straight at the man. Aa, I made people worry again, didn't I?
“Not really,” I shook my head gently, “Sister Fares looks limp. He also seems busy when I go. That's why I think something's wrong on campus.”
The more I get here, the more unsure I am.
I don't know. Feels weird. It felt really important, but it was as if I had forgotten some things. Like I'm holding sharp scissors and ready to operate them, but I don't know what to cut. That thing is too faded to recognize.
Hm? Heh. I was late to realize the atmosphere. The morning air around here is heavy.
I forced myself to smile, “A, come on, Fir. We will be noon.”
“I, yes.”
At least Firna understands that I don't want to talk about it anymore. We finally got ready with this manual transport.
“Rasyi,” hmm? Ilham?
Does he want to talk about it again?
“Fares is dear to you kok.”
Heh?
“Kak Ilham said what was it?!” Firna seemed shocked as well.
“AK! It's already! Lupain!”
That's really not the usual thing to say. Yet....
“Hihihihi!”
“Don't remember..,” his limp voice resigned.
It feels, more relieved, “Iya kok, Rasyi knows. Thanks.”
