I Choose You!
#101 From Hong Kong!!
“A ha, ha ha, ha ha, Aaron talk what the hell?” I can only laugh stiffly.
The brain, the body and all the systems that work for me cannot work properly.
Aaron's face still could not relax. I'm sure he was just kidding.
What kind of theory could convince Aaron of the thing he mentioned? How could he think that I like Brother Fares?!
My dream man is a handsome and kind man. There is rarely such a man, then why is the name closest to me mentioned by Aaron?!
This conversation is getting less and less directed. I've given him time to fix what's been destroyed. Not kidding like this!
Stand me up from the park chair, “If Aaron just wanted to joke around, I guess our conversation is over!”
Hurry up and say something! Move your mouth and say sorry for joking! Do now! Don't just shut up!
“Yes, you are right,” her straight eyes after standing following the direction of my gaze, “We can't talk to each other anymore.”
Heh?
The eye's direction was thrown away from me, “Starting this time we have to be strangers.”
Waitaminute! “What does that mean?! Are you serious about fixing our situation or not?!” is he that big not making friends with me? “I just don't like you joking around at times like this.”
“I'm very serious this time!”
His angry voice echoed even in the open space. Silence calmed her roaring breath.
He spoke again, “You just didn't realize. Every time you are with Fares..your views can not go anywhere.”.
“Enough, Aaron. No matter who I like. We have to solve our problem.”
“Rasyi!” that look, showing no tenderness at all, “You have no reason to choose two people. Me or Fares, just one!”
Chose?
“Choose who?”
Must choose? I. turned my eyes away from her....
“Fine. If it's Fares, don't give me one bit. Throw me away,” his face freezes.
What does that mean, throw him out? I did choose not to try anymore, but to make it look like a stranger...? Not that way either, right?!
Open my mouth, “Stop thinking the world can be destroyed if not follow that choice. What's wrong with being friends?”
“Do not be selfish!” the shout was heard again, “You are everything to me! What you did was the same as trampling on me!”
That's not what I meant. I just....
“You don't really want to be my friend either, do you? Sympathy is big. The proof is, you're not against it if you like Fares. Why am I here again?”
“Harun!” I could only scream as he walked away.
But I realized something. My feet don't want to chase him. It was as if I had labeled him a scary person.
Is it like this at last?
Doddle out! Aaron is joking! Why is he even talking about me liking Fares?! Can't take my eyes off Fares? If he's right in front of me, you can't!!
“Rasyi!”
Tu, my body is stiff. Refusing to move his muscles after realizing it was whose voice.
“Why? Aaron where to?” Fares is already standing in front of me, “Tadi, he's angry huh?”
My eyes look in which direction?! Instead of looking at the face of the other person, why would I look at my own shoes?!
Conscious, Rasyi! Fares asked again! Answer tuh! Answer it!!
Where is Aaron?! Where should Aaron go at a time like this?
“Udah.... toilet, can not stand....,” eemmm..., what did I say?
Fares voiced, “Oh, Aaron to toilet?”
“Bu, no. Rasyi. It!”
Fares is silent for a moment, “Harun, or Rasyi who wants to go to the toilet?”
Aaaa! What is my mouth talking about?!!
“Rasyi why?”
“Sister Fares to toilet!”
...
Aaaaaaah!! I want to bury my head under the mall!! Why am I even misbehaving that way!
Although I did not see his face, I can tell he laughed from his voice, “Kak is here.”
“Iya, yes. Sorry,” please brother, don't respond to my madness. It's even driving me crazy!
“Rasyi,” thankfully another sound of relief appeared.
“Papa~!” I can't help this shame anymore!
“So?” papa, it seems like he also wants to know what happened.
Please don't ask my brain that's drained of life's energy. I could not even feel where my life was going, covered in shame all over the corner of my face.
Hm?
“Again with Aaron?”
Uh! Eh!!! “Toilet!”
I directly avoided the Fares that felt close. No hiding behind papa. Processing the growing embarrassment just by realizing I just shouted that word in the middle of a public place.
So shy!!
“What was it?” papa sounded calm.
Aaaaaaaaaa!!!
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Hurry up and don't want to see anything. I ran like that without knowing what I was missing.
“Jeez, non!”
Even my aunt got hit. I continued to gas into the room.
This shame will not disappear!!
With my jeans and smocked top of the flowers I was wearing, I let them accompany me face down on the bed. Hiding my face in the pillow with this memory that will haunt me.
“Rasyi,” aaaa! Papa!
Don't you see that I don't want to face the world?!
“Harun said what?”
Don't tell me to talk about it again!
“He managed to make Rasyi salting, in front of Fares.”
Don't talk about it anymore!!
Silence covered around us. And I still don't want to answer.
It really makes me tense. Who knows what line of words will come out of your mouth, after I have not answered it at all even on the way home.
“Table, break. Wake up when it's afternoon.”
Eh?
I raised my own body so that I could see the figure that had kissed my forehead. He really wants to leave me like that?
He was silent in front of the door that was still open.
“If you're just confused, get nothing. Slow way. The answer could be just a delay.”
Papa left his advice and left while closing the door.
Find answers, slowly? Missed out?
I justified my sitting position. Until finally my two legs dangled at the end of the bed that was still high for me. Drown your own mind of what papa says.
“What am I looking for?”
First of all, I have to decipher what is and look for what is the problem.
Aaron started acting strange and rude. With such a long debate, the result was that he wanted to break all ties with me. All he wanted was to be half my soul. Not friends, not just people who know each other.
It was all because he thought I liked Brother Far⏤
“It! That's the problem!!”
How could he think I liked my own brother?!
Yeah, biologically I'm not Fares' sister. We've only been close to each other ever since I was born. Of course I consider him my brother.
I never thought in the other direction!
Always looking at Fares and not being able to take my eyes off him? From where?! From Hongkong?! Me and Fares are sister sisters who don't have that feeling!!
Then...why, in my head so there's only Fares' face and voice? Why do I remember my time with Fares? Why is my face so hot?!
A, a a a a, do I... really like Fares?!!
