I Choose You!
#79 Change
We finally arrived at the balcony of the mall. Large green open space that is deliberately made by the mall so that visitors can be more comfortable resting and feeling aloof from the commotion.
This situation that I did not understand, made the time between me and Aaron feel awkward and confusing.
“Harun?” I really want to get out of this situation quickly.
He sighed. If, the shade tree beside us could stretch out her chest?
“Why did you come out with them?” this conversation I think started out heavy.
Although I didn't catch what the problem was, “What's the matter?”
“I don't like you going with them!”
Back more. Their relationship was always not good until they looked at each other's faces like a curse.
This is why I can't go free with the twins. What happens if the twins don't want me with Aaron and make a fuss all the time?
In the end I chose a more peaceful one by keeping it a secret to Aaron.
“Sorry. I don't think it'll be long either..”.
“How can that be! Rashi! I told you not to talk to them!”
Always worried.
“They didn't bother me. Vian just...” I need to distort reality a little, “They just ask for help I make a gift for his friend. That's doang.”
“Rasyi. I can't see you getting close to them. I... angry! Those guys, take you from me!”
I kept quiet for a moment.
Precisely in this tense state, I strongly resisted my desire to laugh.
So the problem is just because he's jealous?
“Jealous?”
His forehead is grinning, “I'm definitely jealous!”
I laughed, “We're just friends.”
“Stop!” Aaron approached me more, “Stop their mutual friend!”
Sad I faced it.
Aaron is like this again. Keep banning me from anything unreasonable. Worrying may. I also understand that the twins are not messing around. But everything is good. It shouldn't be as dramatic as that.
“You don't have to worry too much. I can already choose my own friend,” my smile.
However, Aaron did not smile at all, “Stop like you understand! I better understand what's good for you!”
I know he's overprotective like this out of worry. Added to the tragedy that forced me to go to the hospital.
However, if it comes to this, is not the name of coercion?
Please don't make this look like the previous incident.
“Harun, please, trust me. I'll be careful. No need to worry⏤Aaa!!”
Ow! Wh why? Aaron grabbed my hand suddenly. Very tight and surprising.
Her face.. Does she seem to cry?
“You don't need them.”
I raised my face towards her, “Heh?”
“What do they have? There ain't! You just need me!!”
Why would... Aaron became like this...?
“Rasyi!”
I was jolted in between it getting closer. In the middle of my body that shakes for a moment, “Ha... run⏤”.
“Say!” yells getting louder, “You just need me! Say now!!”
“Harun..,” stop....
I'm speechless. Jerked. Another surprise. Couldn't win from the tension against Aaron, but it managed to make me unable to think.
Papa is standing between us.
“Enough,” papa released the aaron's grip from my hand.
Somehow, the trembling was still all over my body. My little instinct invites me to quickly pull papa's clothes and cling to her.
For the first time I'm with Aaron, but I want to go home.
“Uncle, sorry. I think I still have a lot of things discussed with Rasyi,” Aaron looks unhappy.
“Oh yes?” papa pulls me closer in his arms, “My eyes just catch you rough to my son.”
I need to calm down. My mind needs to stay positive.
Discussions are not impossible. Even in a husband and wife relationship love each other. No exception me and papa. Especially me and Aaron.
Aaron is not happy. Although it was not pleasant at all, all were just overflowing emotions.
Let's put that overflow out first.
“Ha, Aaron,” I peeked from behind papa, “I need Aaron.”
This man is silent. So did papa, though not surprised.
I tried to smile, “Harun would understand that it must be.”
The anger seemed to fade. The face melted and came back like the man I knew.
Now, I'd love to go home and leave all this behind.
I guess I still want to play it safe. Aaron could have been offended if I told him I wanted to go home.
Eh?
Papa took my hand. Touching my forehead and stroking it, “Rasyi does not have breakfast. Hence it is rather hot.”
Hm? I don't feel hot. Don't tell me papa's lying. He knows I want to get out of here.
I should thank him.
“We go home,” the pull without pause instantly pulls me away.
He looked at me towards Aaron. Smiling resignedly shows I can't fight papa.
“Chat me later!” Aaron gave me a message between the time I stayed away from him.
I smiled thinly, “Iya!”
My breath was finally normal. My steps that must be quick to equate it with Papa's slowly getting smoother.
I guess I was relieved that there was no more commotion.
“Rasyi no need...”.
Hm? “What was it, pa?”
Papa is silent?
“Rasyi still have to learn to go home, remember?”
A ha ha.., “Iya, Rasyi remembered,” is indeed what I promised since my grade is getting down.
I kept quiet for a moment. This exhausting state, somehow I feel like going there.
“Pa.”
“Hmm?”
“Rasyi can learn the same brother Fares not?”
Papa was momentarily silent although his steps were still tracing the mall to the exit.
Her voice is back again, “Bby.”
That answer could make me calmer.
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“Sayang?” Sari asked as she let out her happy grin, “What is it?”
I smiled even though I was weak, “Rasyi want to study here. Let's change the mood.”
The face seemed to not understand. He found Papa still standing behind me. But not for five seconds, the smile was wider.
“Eat first huh? Aunty make shrimp sauce kaloke loh,” this woman stroked my cheeks, “Lesu like this. Must be hungry, right?”
Is my tiredness obvious? Not one of the mothers who had nurtured me from this baby realized I was the one who was not excited.
I am very tired right now.
We entered the house deeper. Head to the family room with a comfortable sofa bed set.
Oh. Brother Fares seems to be busy with his laptop.
“You eat here?” Sari noticed I had stopped walking, “Wait for ya. Aunt get it here.”
I just smiled and nodded small.
“Rizki eat too, huh?”
“Thank you,” papa walked past me while gently stroking my head, “I borrowed the toilet first, sis.”
“Please~”
The two adults went deeper. Leaving me still standing on the edge of the living room sofa.
Rasyi, stop your tutoring! You must be cheerful so that no one thinks!
“Sister Fares~” direct I approached this man⏤
“Aa! Ra, Rasyi?” wow, it turns out brother Fares can be surprised to the extent.
Is his behavior uncertain?
“Kak⏤?”
“Sorry. Brother, sister has an agenda on campus,” heh? “Kakak stay huh?”
Heh?
I look at this guy, leave? Like that's all?
Is he still angry with me?
“Loh? Where fares?” Sari carried two plates full of food.
I looked at him, “He said he was going to campus.”
“And when he had just returned home..” he put the plate on the low rectangular table.
Sitting me in front of that table. There's no way there's anything like that.
“Ya. Later learn with aunt, huh? Now eat first, rest.”
I smile, “Iya.”
Today, I can't smile more than that.
