I Choose You!
#73 The Stint that Slices
“Hmm?”
Chilling....
Eh? So warm. Someone covered me from the cold. A blanket?
The light, the sense of the glare was very disturbing to my eyes that wanted to peek. My body stiffens still comfortably supported by something behind me.
Where is I currently?
In the end my eyelids could not hold back any more. My eyes opened wide until I could see the white ceiling. Still spinning, my brain still can't remember what happened.
“Thank God, Rasyi..” an elusan hit my forehead.
The voice..? Wh who?
Fares?
“Pusing? Still sore?” this man was standing next to the bed.
Want me to wake up, “Aa!”
“Do not be forced. Sleep first.”
“This is in..?”
Fares is still helping to hold my seat, “Hospital.”
Am I in the hospital? How did I get into the hospital?
My body is weak and easily sick. But nothing more than a fever that can be handled at home by papa⏤
Papa!
“Where is it?!”
If I remember any more, I should have been in the car with Dhika. That guy's not done delivering me to papa!
“Before uncle comes here,” Fares gets closer to him, “Listen to brother. Rasyi don't sit down. Stomach Rasyi newly treated.”
Heh? “Abdomen?”
“Sleep first. Yes?”
I followed the instructions of his hand that put me back to sleep on a soft pillow. Still holding back the pain, which turned out to be right from my stomach.
How can?
I try to find his hand. Want to hold it, “Rasyi why?”
This brother slipped each finger with my finger. Her free right hand, as usual, was lukewarm. I'm honestly looking for a reaction like this. All this scares me.
“Rasyi exhausted... propped up in the stomach. But not bad. Still, don't move much first, huh?”
“Ditonjok?!”
Eyebrow Fares describe sadness, “Rasyi forgot? Yesterday Rasyi brought Kirana. Good thing dad managed to intercept.”
Uncle Hendra? Oho! “Aaa!”
“Di, where does that hurt?!”
That's not the core of my worry right now!
In car. I tried to escape but ended up being hit by Dhika.
Hendra, he intercepted? I don't remember that part. Then that's after I got hit?
And papa? After that what happened?!
“Then? Since that?”
“Uncle take Rasyi to hospital. He said, uncle is afraid your internal organs are torn.”
Internal organs? Rips?! It can happen after being given a punch?! “What Rasyi...”.
Fares smile, “No. Rasyi not papa.”
I'm speechless. It all came back so quickly that I was confused how to swallow it.
Wait for. Process slowly.
“They, caught uncle Hendra?” I looked back at him.
“Iya. This time they are again in court.”
Oh yea! “Kirana. He's coming too!”
“Know. He's the prime suspect.”
Lah?
When I was with them, Kirana got into the car in the middle of the highway. Also out on the highway. No one saw, other than a stranger who couldn't possibly think strangely.
I had a chance to make a move after Kirana came out. And Hendra came intercepting, after that, right? Then Kirana's long gone.
How could they know?
If there is no evidence. The trial will result in defeat.
I hugged myself, “When did they come out again?”
“Should be a minimum of three years.”
Hm? Heh?! “Can go to jail?”
Fares raised the blanket on my body, “As long as there is strong evidence.”
I gave him a forefinger, “There is?”
Aaaa... Why are you laughing?
“Remember Rasyi?” earrings earrings? “Uncle thanks camera there.”
Heh? The cameras? In my henchmen?!
I don't feel that thing in my ear.
“That time happened to be Rasyi's phone uncle. But not Rasyi HP dead. That's why the camera was activated by uncle. There is Kirana.”
Also true. I turned off my phone so I wouldn't get caught at that time. But they still seized it.
“What... they... can go in longer in jail?”
Ha ha ha ha's. This is not meaningful good news. Then what should? Plus if papa still intends to marry again.
Papa!! “Papa! In⏤Aaa!”
Again Fares' hand held my body, “Rasyi! Calm down!”
“Makanya do not get too excited,” sound... papa?!
Aye? Wait for. Papa didn't bring them? Or has Hendra picked it up?
Our eyes still followed each other even though papa walked quickly to the side of my right bed. I clasped his shirt arm.
Making sure he's still staring at me, “Papa, all right?”
“Whose kidnap?” hm? “Oh yes, sorry. Rasyi is going to volunteer!”
Ke, why is papa angry?
“Fares,” papa folds his hand in front of his body, “We want to talk together.”
Heh??
“Come. Mending us home,” Hendra who turned out to enter with papa started out to take his son.
“I, yes...,” Fares stands from his seat.
Fares finally came out of this comfortable-looking room. The door closed and silence drowned me and papa.
Which I certainly don't understand why!
“Papa... is it okay?”
He sighed heavily once, “Papa was never caught. The Rasyi.”
Oho! I forgot that fact. They're going after me.
Somehow it feels relieved.
“Papa bring Mr Urman here later,” Papa looks calm now.
Hm? “Iya.”
I think he's just panicking. In any case, after such an unexpected incident, it could be left a mark on my mind. Just like it always happens to me.
It's not strange that papa insisted on bringing a psychiatrist here.
“Why are you coming with them?” heh? “Mqu as a victim? Think it's not risky?!”
Aa?! I just thought he wasn't really angry!
“You know they're malicious intentions. Still a fool come along!”
Angry why is he?! Call-call 'you' too! I have a name!!
“Whose fault is it?! Papa there's no news! Rasyi is worried, they say papa is with them!” I'm mad, “About Rasyi's earrings too! No telling to Rasyi!!”
“If Rasyi knows, what will it do? Want to join a spy there?”
“Aaan anyway?! What if Rasyi doesn't happen to come along?! Where can you get proof?!”
That gaze somehow feels sharper, “Papa can get from anywhere if papa really try! Papa don't just shut up like Rasyi!”
What did he say?
Immediately I slammed my body sitting down, “Rasyi trying to help!!”
Just always!
Kirana, now Rizki!
My anger exploded, “What can I do? Sixteen year old boy! Can I be the same as this?!”
Do I not know?
“I have to come?! Follow papa, who doesn't know where?! I have to be quiet?!”
Just him. No need to answer!!
Already know, everyone around me thinks I'm a fragile glassware. It can be destroyed at any time with low pressure.
However, instead of understanding, they thought I was just silent because of my wishes.
Do they think they use muscles?!
Can't do. It really touched my little heart.
I just heard Papa's statement, which convinced me that I was more valuable to him. Then now he says I'm still useless and troublesome?
Which one is right?!
“If not come,” me..., “What should I do?!! Papa wants⏤”
“Papa please..”.
Heh?
“Please... Don't do it again.”
I can't believe my eyes.
“Huuuh...,” his breathing is really irregular, “If papa loses Rasyi too.... Papa can no longer.”
Papa's.... Papa's crying.
All my life, I've always been confused in guessing where his thoughts are going. All I'm sure is the color of his eyes⏤where darkening means he's sad and vice versa.
However, perceiving it clearly like this... Not like papa.
Why, does it feel like it could hurt like this?
I stood on my knees, even though I was still in bed.
My hands are coiled, hugging her tightly, “Iya, Rasyi don't repeat anymore. Rasyi apologise.”
She hugged me. Gentle elus hair next to the ear. We were like sharing a tremble.
“Papa also apologizes. Papa didn't give you any news. It's papa's fault. Papa won't forget the news again,” feels my body pulled deeper into his arms, “So, please... Don't be so again..”.
I've never seen papa until this emotional.
My eyes are sore.
